Loudon County Sheriff's Office, Tennessee
End of Watch Thursday, February 3, 2022
Reflections for Sergeant Chris Jenkins
20 months now since you left us . You have a new Angel that I know you have welcomed home . Another officer got his wings .Your son has stepped up to help another family that is heartbroken. I know you are watching over him . We miss you so much .Thank you for being such a wonderful son .I love you and miss you more than words can say . Love Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
October 3, 2023
Today has been really really hard. My heart is broken into, And I feel like some days I can’t breathe . All I can say is I miss you so so much. You made your mark on this earth . I love you so much . Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
September 13, 2023
It’s 19 months now since you were taken from us.I still feel like I am in a bad dream . We all miss you so much Chris . You had such a precious presence about you . You made everyone feel special and safe . You made a difference in this world . There not a day goes by that I am not missing you . Today is Kristi’s birthday and I gave her a card. She hurts for you too . I know she loved you and you loved her . We try to keep in contact with her every day . How do we go on without her you . I know I will see you again someday but it can’t come soon enough for me . I know mom and dad are happy that you are with them and they are taking care of you . I love you so very much and miss you with every breath . Sweet dreams my angel
Faye Everett
Mother
September 3, 2023
Another month has gone by and not one day in 18 months that I have not thought of you or wished I could see or touch you one more time . You gave so much to others and your family. Chris ,it seems like on these days it is raining like the day you left us and I play it over and over in my head and wished someway I could have protected you . A parent is supposed to protect their children but you protected so many and still But the pain and missing you is so unbearable sometimes . I try to hide it from everyone but sometimes it’s impossible . I know you are strolling around heaven and maybe it won’t be long until I can see you and walk with you and you can show me all your favorite places. I love you my sweet child
Faye Everett
Mother
August 3, 2023
Today was a very hard day without you . Everyone was very nice and wished me a happy birthday. But there was a piece missing and you were that piece that fit everyone one together.I missed you so much and the beautiful cards that you always give me . But when I read one that you sent me while you were in service . You were 19 but was so matureing right before my eyes. I am so proud to be your mom . Clay is growing into an amazing young man and great officer . He is so much like you . Watch over him Chris . I know you will . We all love and miss you so very deeply . Love you. Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
July 17, 2023
17 months now since you left us and it still seems like yesterday. My heart still aches for you and you are missed so much . Today is the 4th of July and I always watch for you . Clay and Deja and Chloee were in the parade . Miss seeing you and Kristi together . I looked at Clay in his car and he is so much like you I just want to look at him all the time. You would be so proud of him and I know you are . I pray every day that I can be the best grandmother to them and tell them lots of things about you that they can treasure because I sure do . You are the kindest and best son a mother could ever ask for . I wish I could put into words all I feel in my heart. You could write the most beautiful card ‘s and letters . I treasure them . Love and miss you Mom.
Faye Everett
Mother
July 4, 2023
Another month has gone by again and it doesn’t seem like 17 months. . It seems like yesterday every day for me . I miss you and think of you with every breath I take . I love you so much . The sound of your voice and the way you walk in the door and and carry your self and that smile when you say what are you doing . Chris you are still a big presence here’. And loved so much . I still look for you in your car and when I pass a patrol car I look for you . My heart aches to see you . I wish I could have got to see you one more time before you left . So much to tell you. I wish I could have took your place , you could have done so much more good here . I love you sweet son . Love mom
Faye Everett
Mother
July 3, 2023
Tomorrow will be your second Father’s Day in heaven .With your Heavenly Father I know you will have the best day ever.I know you will see paw as well and spend the day singing in the heavenly chorus with them . I miss you more and more everyday. Clay is more like you everyday.And he will make an amazing dad as well and you were such an amazing dad to him and Chloee. I seen you become a dad for the first time and you were overwhelmed with so much pride and love for your baby. What a wonderful dad you were but how could you not be with your amazing heart. So sweet Son Happy Father’s Day and I love and miss you so very deeply. I can’t wait to see you and hold you again. Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
June 17, 2023
Another month gone by and now 16 have gone by and it still seems like yesterday that you left us . You are missed and loved so much it hurts when I breathe . Sam is coming to church tomorrow and I know he will be looking for you as I do . I look for you to walk in and I feel all the pride inside me come out . When you walked in with your uniform I would say to myself that’s my handsome son . But most of all I knew how much you loved your God and I got to experience that part of life with you . Can’t wait to see you and you can take me to all of your favorite places that you have got to see . And I also wonder how far in heaven you have walked . All the places you have been . So search out all the wonders of heaven so you can take me when I get there . Love you, Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
June 3, 2023
Two weeks since we got back from Washington. It was very very nice and everything was so nice and everyone was honored so well . Clay did an amazing job riding in the Unity Tour . Was so proud of him.So many came in your honor . It was so emotional and busy . You would have been so proud and I know you are of him. Now today was Memorial Day and I missed you so very much . You served your country and then your community . And I am so proud to have been your mother . You have left such an amazing legacy here and in other places here in America . Love and missing you with every breath.
Faye Everett
Mother
May 29, 2023
Chris, Tomorrow we leave for Washington for police week .This was always a trip that we had talked about taking and with Clay . But never would I have dreamed it would be for you that I would be going for . You would be so proud of Clay . He is riding in the Unity tour for you . My heart is so full but so broken . I miss you so much . I know all the honors and other families that are going to be there will be so emotional . But know that with every breath I take I will be thinking of you . I love you so very much
Faye Everett
Mother
May 10, 2023
It’s 15 months now since you were taken from us . My heart is so broken and I miss you so much. Chris you are missed so much by family and friends. Clay did a scholarship at senior night in your honor and you would have been so proud of him . Chloee is doing great in softball too. You were such a wonderful dad . We are going to Washington next week. But this was to be a trip that we took together not this way . You deserve to be honored for all that you have done but we would rather have you here .I am so blessed that God choose me to be your mom. And Mother’s Day is coming up and I miss the cards that you always gave me . I still read the one I kept. Which are a lot . I love and miss you so so much. Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
May 4, 2023
Today is not any easier than last month . 14 months science you left us and my heart and soul still aches for you . I still look for you to walk in or pass you in your patrol car.It still doesn’t seem real. I know God and the angles are glad you are there and you are loved so much . But I miss you so much it hurts. Clay is getting more like you in everything he does . So please be. His guardian angel which I know you are . Love Mom
Faye Everett
Mother. LCSO
April 4, 2023
Today is 19 years since Jason left us . Remembering your support and love that you always showed us not only on March 12th but every day . Now that has become a memory as well . We will always remember the special man and officer you are . We are still struggling with you not being here but find peace knowing you are peaceful in heaven . We love you , Jimmy and Carolyn
Carolyn Scott
Uncle and Aunt
March 12, 2023
Another month and 13 now has gone by . And not one day is easier than the the other. It still doesn’t seem real . I miss you more and more everyday. Chris I know you are happy with all the angles and I hope you are dancing in the clouds and singing with the angels . Watching over all of us I know you are . I can’t find all the right words to say what my heart is feeling it feels so broken . I hope you can feel my love for you up in heaven . Love and miss you . Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
March 3, 2023
It’s been a year now.Chris I still can’t believe you are not here. LCSO and first responders and the community came out to honor you . It was so nice but difficult as well. I know down here things don’t compare to what you are experiencing right now in heaven . I can just see you patrolling the streets of gold where things are so peaceful and and quiet . No fighting or things hurtful . I know you have been rewarded for your service down here and all you would want was to be with Jesus Your road was hard down here and you deserve all that heaven has to offer . I know you are happy up there with Jesus and all our loved ones . I will be so glad to see you and you can show me all your favorite places. I love and miss you so much.
Faye Everett
Mother
February 4, 2023
11 months now and I still ask where are you I look for you everywhere. I miss you so much my heart aches for you. I know you are happy with Jesus where everything is perfect and new . No pain ,no sadness or sickness . Chris thank you for being such a wonderful sweet and caring son who put everyone before yourself . You were such a great dad to Clay and Chloee and they loved and miss you so much . I know you would be proud of them. I missed getting my card from you this year . That was a gift you had when you picked out cards . I read them all the time of the ones I kept . But Missy and Kristi got me one . I love and miss you so much. Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
January 3, 2023
Chris . I thought your birthday was hard but Christmas was even harder . I miss you so much. You have a presence about you that no one could ever replace . I got a lot of ornaments made of you and they were beautiful but you not being here was so so hard , I know you got to celebrate Jesus birthday with him and our family.And I could only imagine what it was like for you . I wonder about what you are doing and how far you have walked in heaven . I wish I could see you one more time and tell you how much I love you. You would be so proud of Clay andChloee . Love you Chris, Mom
Faye Everett Mother
Mother
December 27, 2022
Chris ; today was such a hard day . Your first Birthday in heaven. I know you and Jason are celebrating with everyone but I can’t help but wish I could be with you . You and your life have made such an impact on everyone and your mom as well . I was so proud to be your mom . Chris I know you are so proud of your kids . I know God has given you a beautiful place in heaven and you are happy and I miss you so much . I can’t say all the beautiful things like you and Missy can . I was reading your letters last night and you wrote some beautiful things to me that I will always treasure . Love you my sweet boy ,
Faye Everett
Mother
November 20, 2022
Father in Heaven Bless the eternal soul of this thy servant Sgt Chris Jenkins. Bless and care for his family ease their sorrow. This we ask in thy Holy name, Amen.
George E. Martin, Sr.
Chaplain
October 24, 2022
Heard a song and it ask what do you do in heaven and if you are happy. Does the sun always shine and everything if it’s like they say. I bet the angles are glad you are there . You were such a big presence down here . Things aren’t the same because there is an emptiness and a hole in my heart . I love and miss you more every day . It’s been 8months now and still doesn’t seem real . Chris I know you are happy in heaven and you are running the streets of gold . I love you
Faye Everett-Mother
Mother
October 8, 2022
Chris, This weekend has been a roller coaster . We went to Nashville and they honored you with the Tennessee Three Star award . And a Resolution by the House of Representatives . And also other first responders that they all deserved as well . It was so nice but bitter sweet as well . Then on Saturday the 10th in honor of 911 . They presented you with the Officer of the year award . Clay accepted it in your honor. Clay and Chloee accepted all the honors with such grace and courage for you . But I know all the awards are nothing compared to what you have received in heaven . Your life was taken way to soon and I miss you more each day . Still doesn’t seem real . I love you so much my heart aches for you . Love you Chris. Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
September 12, 2022
Chris, Was wanting to wake up this morning and think I was living in a dream. It’s been 7 months now science you left us . I still can’t believe you are gone . I still want to pick up the phone and call you and every car I see I hope it’s you . The boys went to church with me last Sunday and they always ask if you are going to be there . I hope everyone can see you through me . I love and miss you so much . You have made such an impact on your community and family . Love love love you .
Faye Everett
Mother
September 3, 2022
Chris , Don’t know how to start this but I can’t believe it’s been six months today . Seems like yesterday science I saw you . Chris my heart is so broken and empty . I look for you everywhere I go. I don’t understand why you had to go . You did so much good here . This is the hardest thing I have ever been through . And I am trying to be strong for everyone and let your goodness live through me . I think of you all the time I love you so much . You have made such an amazing impact on so many and I am so proud that I was the one who got to call you son . Love Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
August 3, 2022
Chris , One year ago today you and the kids came to church and then we went to meet Missy ,Dan and the boys and you all took me on a boat ride and for lunch . It was a perfect day and to be with my kids and grandchildren was the best part . If I only knew you would not be here this year I would tell you every minute how much I love you and how proud I am of you . The cards you would buy were so perfectly worded . That was a gift you had and I will cherish it . I wish I could see what you see . I know it is beautiful and God is taking care of you . This birthday will be hard without you but I know Missy and the boys and Clay and Chloee will get me through . And Kristi will as well she is so special and loved you so . I love you Chris and miss you
Faye Everett mother
Mother
July 17, 2022
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