Loudon County Sheriff's Office, Tennessee
End of Watch Thursday, February 3, 2022
Reflections for Sergeant Chris Jenkins
Another month and 34 now . I can’t believe it and it doesn’t seem possible . I love and miss you so much .Clay and Chloee are doing well and are making you so proud of them .Your sister misses you so much and you would be laughing at her and her boys .
There is so much I would love to tell you . Chris you are so missed by everyone . How do I put into words how much my heart aches for you. I was so proud of everything you did and so proud to be your mom.
I know there are so many other parents out there that have lost their sons and daughters in the line of duty . And I don’t know how they do it . I have to ask God to get me through each day . But I can’t wait to see you and I can hug you and not let go . I love you my love .
Love Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
December 3, 2024
Almost 33months now . Chris it doesn’t seem possible that you are not here. My head tells me every morning when I get up another day without you I have to start all over again . But my heart doesn’t want to believe you are gone . I still look for you to drive down the road or walk in the door . I have really really missed you this week . You are all that’s on my mind . Looking at pictures and things going on here. Some things you don’t want to see. But your mom really wishes I could talk to you about . But I can hear you saying it will be ok . And I I have to leave it in Gods hands .
I love and miss you so so much. You were and still are a special presence in our family and community . You have 2 new coins from a special person . I check on you every day . Love you my sweet angel
Faye Everett
Mother
November 2, 2024
Thinking of you and your family today.
Linda Rittenhouse
Mother of Matthew Rittenhouse HPD 920
EOW 9/16/2004
October 10, 2024
My sweet sweet Son. It’s been 32 months now since you left us . You are missed so very much . It doesn’t seem possible that you are gone . I look for you every day . Another angel got his wings and I am sure you have already met him and said come on in and look how beautiful . And I can’t wait for you to show me around . I love you so much . Love Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
October 4, 2024
It’s been 31 now and not any better . The pain of you not being here and hear your voice is s unbearable. I woke up yesterday on the day you left and I felt like something just left my body again. Just to remember the time and some things I can’t remember.But I remember your touch, your smile, your laughter and the warmth and love you brought to a room and everyone around you . I can still smell your cologne. I love and miss you so much . I am sitting here with you today trying to search for you . I hope you can see how much I love and miss you . But I will see you soon my sweet sweet Son , Love Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
September 4, 2024
Oh how I wish I could talk to you and put my arms around you Chris . Just to hear your voice.You were the best Son . My heart and soul longs for you . But I can hear voice telling me things will be ok . But you are not here to see your children grow and make their own way . We all Love and miss you everyday . I love you, Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
August 27, 2024
My heart is so full of memories that flows out my eyes that I can’t see the to tell you how much you are missed and loved . 30 months gone by and not a day or minute goes by without thinking of you . Chloee goes to college tomorrow and the boys start Tuesday . Jaxson is so much like you at this age it is unbelievable . And you would be laughing at Gabe the way he loves to push Missy’s buttons . I wish you were here to see all the things you are missing . But I know you are in a beautiful place with no pain or struggles . As Kristie says that you would say (it’s going to be ok) but it doesn’t take away the pain . You are a part of my soul. You will never be forgotten . I love you MOM
Faye Everett
Mother
August 4, 2024
Another month gone by its 29 and not any easier Chris . You are so deeply missed. I wake up and think I am going to see you drive by and wave . My heart and soul are so empty . I know what you would say . Mom it will be ok . But it’s not . You are not here to watch your son and daughter become the best version of you . And you are so proud of them I know . You were loved so much . I love and miss you so very much my sweet boy . Love your Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
July 3, 2024
It’s almost Fathers Day , and it’s going to be so hard without you again my sweet son . You were the best father . Clay and Chloee were so proud to have you as a dad . And as a mother I couldn’t be more proud of the father you were and the love and pride you had for both of them . I have had so many tell me of how they watched you with your kids . It’s so hard not to get you something on holidays . I miss and love you so much Chris . Love and miss you more than anything .
Faye Everett
Mother
June 13, 2024
28 now . And it is so hard here without you . May was busy . Chloee’s Graduation and her softball was amazing,you would be so proud and I know you are watching over her . We miss you
Faye Everett
Mother
June 3, 2024
we made it, daddy. we’re going to cleveland state. i love and miss you.
chloee
daughter
May 27, 2024
Chris , 27 months now and no phone calls and drop by visits or pass you on the road , Especially no I love you : I miss you so much. What I would give to hear your voice . And hold you one more time . Chloee has had a good year in softball . She has done so good she got all district player . So proud of her and Clay. Anna had a bike ride in your memory for the K-9 unit which was good. You are still present you made such a mark here . I know you are missed by everyone . I love you and will see you soon. Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
May 3, 2024
Another month.26 now and another Easter without you at church and lunch with us . I look at your chair as it sits empty and my heart aches to see and watch you enjoying all your favorites. Clay and Chloee came . So did Dan , Missy and the boys . This month is going by so fast . Chloee prom is coming up then graduation . Oh how I wish you could see her . She is a young lady now . Chris you have made a mark on this community that will never be forgotten . The man that you were was so amazing. I am so proud to be your mom. And I have a hope that I will see you again . Love and miss you so very much . Spread those wings and rest my son . Love Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
April 3, 2024
It’s been 25 months now since you left us . We miss you more and more as each day passes. Doesn’t seem real Chris . I wake up each day with these same heartfelt aches inside my heart . Then they tell me you are not here . I can’t believe you are not here. I still look every where for you . Another angel in Blue got his wings . Sure you have already met . So much heart break here . Chris I know you aren’t struggling and in no more pain . But o wish I could hold you and tell you how much I love you one more time . Can’t wait to see what you see and come home with you
Faye Everett
Mother
March 4, 2024
It’s been 25 months now since you left us . We miss you more and more as each day passes. Doesn’t seem real Chris . I wake up each day with these same heartfelt aches inside my heart . Then they tell me you are not here . I can’t believe you are not here. I still look every where for you . Another angel in Blue got his wings . Sure you have already met . So much heart break here . Chris I know you aren’t struggling and in no more pain . But o wish I could hold you and tell you how much I love you one more time . Can’t wait to see what you see and come home with you
Faye Everett
Mother
March 4, 2024
Another day of really missing you . Chris each day doesn’t seem to be getting any better. Every day seems like yesterday since you left us . I know you are not struggling and in no more pain and everything is beautiful where you are. I wish I could see what you see . I know you are standing on your mountain top . Your smile the way you look when your kids walk in the room . I miss you sitting beside me in church as I watch the door every Sunday to see if you are going to walk in. That is so hard to do . I love you so much and miss you with all my heart . You are so missed by everyone here . I love you my SON . Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
February 24, 2024
Chris , Another HERO got his wings February 8th . I am sure you were in line to welcome him home .And to say a job well done . All my memories pop up on my phone of the week you left and some I don’t remember . But I want to remember everything that was done in honor of you . It was such a shock I felt that day and a part of me went with you . I love and miss you so much . Officer McCowen will be honored this week . And I will be praying for his family . God got another good one . Love you my sweet Son You all walk the streets of gold in heaven
Faye Everett
Mother
February 11, 2024
Sgt. Jenkins,
On today, the 2nd anniversary of your death I would just like to say thank you for your service and sacrifice-not just as a Law Enforcement Officer but for our Country as well when you served with the U.S. Air Force. And to your Family and loved ones, I wish to extend my deepest sympathy.
BPA Mike Casey
United States Border Patrol(Retired)
February 3, 2024
2yrs, And not one day any easier than the other . You are missed so much Chris . Your leaving was so quick and fast , It took my breath and shattered my heart .The ache and the tears never stopped, Your family has lost their hero , Had 3 of you buddies come see me the other day and they miss you . I can’t wait to see what you see . I hope you are singing with the Angel chorus. , I LOVE you my son , You would be so proud of Clay and Chloee. So go rest my Son your work down here is done . Love and miss you! Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
February 3, 2024
Today is National Law Enforcement Appreciation Day. I have been missing you so much . You was one of the good ones Chris . And I am so proud of you and the son, brother and father that you were. And you were a friend to so many . All of your brothers in Blue I hope you watch over them .And I know you do . Thank you for so many memories . I love you so much my heart aches . I will se you again and I can’t wait to hold you again . Love you Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
January 9, 2024
As much as I try to forget- I am always reminded-
I wish these tears would take it away—
I miss you and I love you my friend- till we meet again——
Sgt. J Ketner
Lenoir City Police Department
January 7, 2024
23months today that you left us . Chris you are missed so much . Christmas was ok .It was hard for me to get through it but I did . I know you would want us to be happy . But you were such a good part of family and to look at your empty chair is heartbreaking. There is not one moment that goes by that I don’t think of you. I love you so much Chris . It still doesn’t feel real that you are not here. I sat with you this morning for a while . I had to tell you something. What I would give to hear your voice . And you say mom it will be ok . That’s what you always said . But it’s not ok the way you left us so quickly. We didn’t get to say goodbye and I love you That’s the one thing I miss the most even if we didn’t get to see each other .We would talk on the phone and I would know you were ok even if it was for a few minutes . You always said love you to me . Oh how I miss that . You were so thoughtful and understanding just to let me know you were ok . I dreamed about you last night and you seemed happy . And Chris I know you are using those wings searching all over heaven seeing all the glorious sights. And helping welcome in all those children that have made it out of the terrible wars down here on earth. Hold them tight like I did you . I love you . I hold you in my heart and dreams. Love Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
January 3, 2024
Today has really been hard . I want to call you and talk to you and ask you so many questions. It will be Christmas in a few days and I miss you so much . Things aren’t the same anymore . But I keep trying to tell myself that I have to do this for you and your kids And Missy and the boys . But it sure is hard without you and your smiling face here . Chris it still doesn’t seem real that you are gone . Sometimes I still look for you to come in the door . I heard another story of how you touched someone else’s life when you were on a call to their house. They said you helped in a situation with a child and now they are doing good . You have done and touched so many people here . I am so proud and thankful that you are my son . But I wish you were still here . I love hearing all about the things you did. But breaks my heart I can’t talk to you about them . I love and miss you so much . Love Mom
Faye Everett
Mother
December 18, 2023
22 Months and not a day goes by that is any easier . You are missed so much and the mark you made here is so precious. Clay and Chloee are so strong and I know you are so proud of them . Clay is trying to do everything that his Superman would do . I see you in him more and more everyday . You are so much loved. Things just aren’t the same without you in the mist . Love you my sweet angel
Faye Everett
Mother
December 3, 2023
Happy Birthday my friend. We miss you
Suzanne & Tim
LCSO
November 17, 2023
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