Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Thinking of you today brother

Ofc. A
Columbia PD

February 7, 2011

Hey Buddy, Its no easier today than it was a year ago to deal with you being gone. Words to express the way I feel don't come any easier today just like they wasn't a year ago. We all miss you in one way or another as a friend a brother an uncle or a son. No matter we all still miss you and wish you were here with us. God Speed my friend andwatch over us from time to time as we all need it. We will all see you again one day and remember that smile and laugh cause its one that no one could forget.

Corporal John M. Smith Jr.
Spring Hill Police Department

February 7, 2011

You are not forgotten.

Constable Amanda Pandolfi
York Regional Police, Ontario Canada

February 7, 2011

To Cpl. Jeremy McLaren, his family and his fellow officers with the Spring Hill Police Department:

Our heartfelt thoughts are with you on the anniversary of Cpl. McLaren’s tragic death and we honor him for his valor and sacrifice to the community. Rest in Peace, Cpl. McLaren and thank you for your service.

Wives Behind The Badge, Inc
Members and Staff

February 7, 2011

Wow, a year without you here. I can't believe that much time has passed. They say time heals everything and it gets easier. But it doesn't feel any easier. It feels like yesterday. I still can't believe I can't see you or talk to you or put my arms around you. I miss you every moment of every day. You taught me and showed me so much. You showed me what I needed and deserved and taught me to set my sights high. And although I already knew God, you helped to lead me closer to him. Even in your death, I have found a stronger connection and developed a deeper relationship with the Lord. I truly KNOW why you were brought into my life. Even though every day I wish you were here, I am incredibly thankful for the time I had with you. You are still my anchor even in your absence. I loved you from the very beginning and always will. You were, and still are to this day the most amazing person I have ever known. I just wish I could have told you just how much you did and what it has meant to me. You will NEVER be forgotten. This day is forever burned into my heart and my memory and of all those who knew you as well. I look forward to the day that I see you again.

Anonymous

February 7, 2011

Hello Brother. It has been a year since you were called home. I pray that your family, friends, and department are staying strong during this difficult time. I am thankful that you have been a guardian angel for those of us left here walking the beat. But you are missed by so many. You touched so many. Rest in peace brother.

Deputy T
WCSD

February 7, 2011

I just wanted to say that Thomas and I still think about and pray for all of Jeremy's close friends and family members, especially around this time of year. I'm glad that I was able to meet him, even if it was in the hospital the day after the accident. He passed the day before our daughter's birthday, and we'll never forget that day. The look on my husband's face as he got the news stays in my mind. RIP Jeremy, you'll never be forgotten by your work family.

Lindsey Goetz
wife of Thomas Goetz, SHPD

January 29, 2011

I am praying for your family and loved ones to have strength and peace during this Thanksgiving Holiday. You are missed and thought of often.

Deputy T
WCSD

November 25, 2010

I come to the ODMP often to remember my late fiancé Dennis. Every time I come here it breaks my heart to know that yet another officer has fallen and that yet another family has to live their lives without the officer they loved. My heart goes out to everyone who knew and loved Corporal McLaren, especially to his wife. Know that you are not alone in the "journey" that you walk. Should you ever need anything please don't hesitate to contact me. (The Davis Co. Sheriff's Office in Iowa will always know how to reach me. I can also be found on Face Book.) You will be in my thoughts.

From reading the reflections left for Jeremy, he sounds like he was a great man with a beautiful spirit. Those of you who knew him in life were so blessed to have been able to share in it. I hope that you will all continue to find a way to celebrate and remember Jeremy's life and the MAN that he was. Remember that Jeremy's life was about so much more than the way he died. Jeremy will continue to live on as long as we continue to remember him.

Corporal McLaren, thank you for helping to make this world a little safer for us all. YOU will not be forgotten. Please continue to watch over all of us as only you can. If you happen to bump into my late fiancé Dennis up there give him a big hug for me and the kids. It's been seven years and a half years but he's still very much missed and forever loved.

Wishing you brighter and better days,


Jocelyne :)

"Forever Remembering 26-3"

Jocelyne Brar (Winnipeg, MB Canada)
Fiancée of Deputy Dennis R. McElderry (EOW: 01/03/03)

July 5, 2010

The Dail family of Ocala, Florida sends our deepest condolences to you and sincerest love. We are praying for you and grieving with you. May the LORD carry you and protect and provide for you. Trust Him, rest in Him.

The Dail family, Ocala, FL
in-laws Ofc. Tony Zeppetella eow:6/13/03

July 2, 2010

It has been almost 5 months since we lost you. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. I miss your strength, your courage, your sense of humor, your smile, the sound of your voice. I just miss you all together! Thank you for making such a difference in our lives while you were here.You will always be in my heart!

Anonymous

June 30, 2010

Thank you for your services and the sacrifices you made to serve us. You are greatly appreciated and may your family and loved ones be at peace knowing you are with the Lord.

Anonymous

June 17, 2010

Another great memorial for you today, so touching but extremely sad! Your name is on the FOP wall at the Capitol Plaza in Nashville and on the one in front of the old courthouse in downtown Franklin. You will always be remembered and honored! A wonderful tribute to a wonderful person. Everything that they have done to honor your memory has been beautiful, but I just wish that you were being honored because of something you did and not because you lost your life. I so desperately wish that you were here! I'm trying so hard to be strong and not cry in front of the family, but it's extremely difficult to always hold back the tears. So much has happened and I'm so lost without you! If you were here, I'd be able to deal with all this because I know you'd be by my side every step of the way. You'd encourage me to stay strong and to not let anyone get to me ormake me feel obligated to do something. You used to always tell me you never want me to do anything that I didn't want to do, only do what makes me happy. You always wanted me to be happy! I miss that so much!! I miss your strength and encouragements.

Anonymous

May 14, 2010

Another great memorial for you today, so touching but extremely sad! Your name is on the FOP wall at the Capitol Plaza in Nashville and on the one in front of the old courthouse in downtown Franklin. You will always be remembered and honored! A wonderful tribute to a wonderful person. Everything that they have done to honor your memory has been beautiful, but I just wish that you were being honored because of something you did and not because you lost your life. I so desperately wish that you were here! I'm trying so hard to be strong and not cry in front of the family, but it's extremely difficult to always hold back the tears. So much has happened and I'm so lost without you! If you were here, I'd be able to deal with all this because I know you'd be by my side every step of the way. You'd encourage me to stay strong and to not let anyone get to me ormake me feel obligated to do something. You used to always tell me you never want me to do anything that I didn't want to do, only do what makes me happy. You always wanted me to be happy! I miss that so much!! I miss your strength and encouragements.

Anonymous

May 13, 2010

Each day that passes by, I miss you more and more. No matter how hard I try, I can't stop thinking about you or the dreams we had. You meant the world to me and I will never stop loving you. You taught me so much and gave me strength. You always cared and wanted to help everyone, that's just the kind of person you were. That's why even though you're gone, your memory lives on and no one will forget how great you were! You will be forever in our hearts. I thank God everyday for bringing you into my life, even though it was only for a short time. I don't regret one day of it, I would do it all over again! Thank you for all the wonderful memories. Please continue to watch over me, the family, and your friends. We all miss and love you so much! You're always in my heart...

Anonymous

May 12, 2010

Miss you so much, it isn't the same without you here and not a day goes by that I don't think of you. We all know you are here and watching out for us. Love you always.

Anonymous

May 8, 2010

Cpl. McLaren,
I would just like to say thank you for your service and sacrifice for the citizens of Spring Hill. And to your family and loved ones, I wish to extend my deepest sympathy.

R.I.P.
USBP

Anonymous

April 28, 2010

Jeremy I can’t believe you are not here anymore. I miss talking to you. I miss your cats meowing like crying children in the background. We had plans to go on vacation and just enjoy life itself. It’s funny because Mylinh and I were planning on going to Montana to go hunting but it was too cold. We even looked at going to Mexico and Hawaii but the dates never seemed to work out. We just enjoyed planning those trips and just imagine what it would be like. I know that you were looking forward to going. Above all that has happened, I’m sad that you and Mylinh will not be able to share your life together. I know that you always joked about kids and how many she was going to have. You made her so happy. She would share stories with me about how you loved her fish tacos. You even commented to your neighbor on how much weight you were gaining from all those delicious meals she was making for you. I am going to miss those moments when you would call me to check up on me. I can hear the dispatchers in the background and when you would get a call. You would say “excuse me” and answer the call and then apologize. You didn’t know this but I felt so bad talking to you while you were on patrol. Jeremy, we talked about so many things: your past and your future with Mylinh. I would give you a hard time about the young lady in Clarksville. By the way, you were telling the truth. She was a young lady that you cared about, like all your friends. Mylinh got a chance to talk to her and was able to share some great stories about you and how truly you felt about Mylinh. You knew that Mylinh is someone very special to me. She has been in my life for over 18 years. Do you remember me questioning you about relationships? You would tell me about your two previous marriages and that the third time would be a charm. I can hear you laughing about all the questions. You didn’t have to tell me the truth but you did. You were very honest with me because you cared about Mylinh. I remember you telling me that you did not have anything to hide and you both pledge to be honest with each other. Your love was very fresh……I am going to miss you calling me “sis.” I would have loved to be your sister-in-law. For the first time I was happy for Mylinh, and for you, that you found your true soul mate. On February 4, 2010, Mylinh gave you an early Valentine’s card. You were going to work on Valentine’s Day and you were going to miss being together, so she decided to give it to you early. She shared with me what she wrote on it. I know that it was exactly what you wanted to hear. She told me that when you read it, you had a big grin on your face and that it meant allot to you. You didn’t have to say anything, else because that hugged said it all. When your accident happened, Mylinh was so devastated! She was so upset because she was not able to get the Valentine’s card that she gave you; it was left in the apartment you both shared. You two had great memories there. All I can say is that you knew how she felt about you and vice versa. No one will take that away from you or her. I know that you are looking down on Mylinh, your mother, your father, little Stephen, big Stephen, Jaime and Doris. If you only knew what is happening ……but you know that the truth will prevail. Don’t worry about Mylinh, she will be taken care of. Ron, Aimee, Tippit and your close friends come by the house once in a while and check up on them. I pray every night that you will continue to watch over your family and friends. Protect those in uniform, until we meet again your sister-in-law Christina.

Christina

April 16, 2010

jeremy, i am so glad you were able to spend your last months and days being with Mylihn! i know that she brought so much joy and peace to your life. we were all witnesses to the fact that she was the one who brought you so much peace in your life. you truly were finally able to be completely happy with someone and at peace in your heart and life that you had finally found the ONE...your one true love. i'm sorry you just weren't given the chance to make the family with her that we all know you wanted to and talked about so much. you were the happiest i've ever seen you and at complete peace. we know that she was the one and wish so badly we had been able to see you walk down the aisle with her like you wanted to and have children and a complete family with her like you always talked about. we wish we could have seen it. nonetheless, we are glad you gave us (the family) such a gift by bringing her into our lives and for that we will be forever grateful. too bad time didn't allow her to come into your life sooner and save you from so much heartache and pain that previous relationships have brought you. all my love to you my big brother! and thanks for the gift you left me behind too!!....the greatest ever and especially in this time of heartache. i can truly say that i feel "peace like a river attending my way while sorrows like sea billows roll!" thank you from the bottom of my heart big brother and i will miss you for the rest of my life. you were supposed to be here to see all of this. we are taking lil man fishing sunday too! i know you'll be there. i love you...now and always...my better half!

Jamie McLaren
little sister

April 15, 2010

Our heartfelt sympathy goes out to the Spring Hill Police Department. May peace be with you during this tragic time. We grieve with you and know that your hero will never be forgotten. To Corporal McLaren's family, our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Lauren Yanez
Colorado Springs Police Department Wives Association

April 13, 2010

As you know, I went to visit you yesterday like I always do every Sunday. I still can't believe that you're gone. It doesn't feel right to not have you beside me. I guess that's why I go visit you every weekend because when I'm there, I feel close to you. I know that it's just your body and that you're already with God, but I always feel at peace being around you. It's amazing that even though you're gone, you still give me peace just by sitting next to you. I always look forward to visiting you because, like usually, I can talk to you about anything and everything. The only difference now is that you're not here to hold me and tell me that everything will be okay. I'm very glad and thankful that I was with you the last night before you went with God. At least you had peace all night knowing that someone who cares and loves you was there to take care of you so that you could rest. I'm so sorry that I left for a few hours the next morning when you had drama and chaos. Had I known that was going to happen I would've never left you alone, not even for a second. Though I wasn't there with you when you left us, I'm so grateful that your brother was! At least you left knowing that someone,your brother, in that room truly and honestly loved you. The rest of your family, your friends, and I weren't there with you but at least you knew we truly loved you too. You were loved by many people! We all loved you from the beginning to the end, for just being you and not for what we can get from you. We know that you're with us spiritually and watching over us, the ones who really mattered to you. We will see you again one day, I look forward to it! Until then always remember that you're in my heart, day and night.

Anonymous

April 12, 2010

Jeremy,

I spoke to class #76 about you today. You always were a special person, there is no doubt that God needed you in heaven that is why he took you from us. When I look at your class picture I can't help but smile when I see your face. One of our D.T. instructor was talking about what a great warrior you were and I'm sure you still are. May God watch over your family.

Director, Cesar Gracia
WSCC Tennessee Regional Law Enforcement Academy

April 8, 2010

How is it possible that it has been almost two months since we lost you?! Not a day goes by that we don't miss you. It still amazes me how one person, you, could make such a difference . You meant so much to so many people. You made life worth living for me. It will never be the same without you! I will always keep you close to my heart. That will help me get through the days until I see you again. Forever and for always...

Anonymous

March 31, 2010

Dear Family, Friends, and Co-Workers of Corporal Jerwemy McLaren,

We are so sorry to here about your tragic loss of your loved one. Our thoughts and prayers go out to you in support during this very difficult time. We wish we could be there in person to offer support. We know that sometimes there is little comfort that comes from words. During the holidays remember those special moments you have shared together and the love you shared. Keep focused as you can on the memories and joyous times for these things may bring you comfort. Rely heavily on family, friends, and other law enforcement for support. Honor your fallen loved one, for their sacrifice will not be forgotten. Corporal Jeremy McLaren is a hero. He will live on through all of you forever.

Respectfully,
Alissa Scott
Widow of Beryl Wayne Scott
E.O.W. 09-10-02

Lisa Schultz
Widow of Don Schultz
E.O.W. 05-12-04

Co-Founders of Survivor Help Network

Anonymous

March 27, 2010

Rest in peace, Corporal McLaren. Thank you for your service to your community. You will not be forgotten. Prayers for your family, friends, and fellow law enforcement officers.

Kathy B.
Ohio Citizen

March 27, 2010