Baltimore City Police Department, Maryland
End of Watch Tuesday, January 9, 2007
Reflections for Detective Troy Lamont Chesley, Sr.
Brother T C, as your class advisor, I am proud to have been a mentor to you and your class mates...but your passing has left a hole in my life knowing that you had so much to offer. I thank your family for allowing you to be the public servant you were to the citizens of Baltimore. As I reflect on our conversation during your assignment within the Housing Unit, I see the dreams that were snatched away from you with the goals that were unable to come to reality. Your family should be very proud of you for the love and commitment you had for them. Rest in Peace I pray. A blessing to your family, Amen
Deputy Major Ob McCarter RETIRED
Baltimore PD
March 1, 2013
Troy ..Your team the 49ers did make it to the super bowl but they LOST to the RAVENS 34 to 31.i must go for now will be writting soon (TROY I LOVE YOU AND I STILL THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME) MA (QUE)..PS.Your oldest daughter will 18 2/9/13 she is so happy
Joyce Chesley
Mother
February 5, 2013
Troy..I know that it's a few weeks now since I last wrote.I did visit on your anniversary and stayed there for a while I just been feeling a little down.I went out for my birthday with Ooey and Moe and a nice time.It is not the same with out you being there with us.Still trying to cope with it all and your anniversary just one day before my birthday. Troy Please help me in dealing with this because it's just so hard.I must close for now.MA..(QUE) TROY I LOVE YOU AND I STILL THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME
Joyce Chesley
Mother
January 19, 2013
Hi Troy,
It has been quite some time since I last visited your page but I know that you're not mad at me. You know that this is how we do. On and off (smile). I've been thinking about you more than normal and maybe it's your way of saying that I needed to leave you a note. It's football season you know and your team is looking really good! I know you have to be excited since they were down for so long. But you always stood by your team. Losing or losing!!! Lol! As for me, things are pretty good. I sure do miss being able to call you to vent when I needed to, just so you can point out the role I've played in a situation. You are my brutally honest special friend and I'm missing you more today than I ever have. Anyway, I'm home in bed sick so I'm gonna go for now, but I will drop you a note soon. I promise not to be so long the next time. Love you always!!! Lisa
Lisa Harrison
Friend
January 17, 2013
It's hard to believe it's been 6 years. A lot has changed in that time but I'm sure you know that. My mom is up there with you now(7/10) so tell her I said hi. I couldn't just let the day go by without writing to you especially since I've been away for so long. I wish you could still be here with your family and friends so they won't have to continue to hurt so much but God clearly needed you more. Life is a mystery, love is our gift but memories make it all worth while. Until next time I am praying for peace and understand for all that love you my friend
katherine
friend
January 10, 2013
Hey TROY my darling angle I just want to say HAPPY NEW YEARS to you it's now 2013. sure hope that I have a better year trying to deal with you being gone. January nineth will be six years and another year on January tenth not being here for my BIRTHDAY. Troy I realy misses you so much and I have not been feeling to good trying to deal with this at all. Van is doing fine, The kids are great Troy Jr. is now 20 Trayvon is 18 Ryan will 18 this month ,Chasity will soon be 18 in Febuary, and Ravyn will be 12 January 11th they all are getting older. I must close for now...TROY I LOVE YOU AND I STILL THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME...MA (QUE)
Joyce Chesley
Mother
January 1, 2013
Troy you know christmas is a very bad day for me still not having you around. I did cook today,Troy Jr. and Trayvon went out today so I did stay home all alone because I just didn't want to be around anyone today.I was very sad and I realy misses you alot.Dubie and his girlfriend did ask me to come over but I just was not in the mood so went to sleep to pass some time.I put the tree up just yesterday and wasn't in the mod for that either but I did it anyway Troy Im going to close for now. (TROY I LOVE YOU AND I STILL THANK YOU FUR LOVING ME) MA...QUE
Joyce Chesley
Mother
December 26, 2012
Troy...Went out to celebrate your BRTHDAY boy did we have nice time.Ooey and Moe takes me out every year for your birthday and mine as you always did. the dj played m usic from back in the eighties as if you were there dancing with me.So when my BIRTHDAY comes January 10th we celebrate your anniversary too.lots of laugh and talk about your corny jokes just to keep from crying alot I will be there to vist for Christmas so see you then...(TROY I LOVE YOU AND THANKS FOR LOVING ME)..MA..QUE
Joyce Chesley
Mother
December 2, 2012
Hey T-Roy...checking in to wish you a HAPPY 40th BIRTHDAY today.Sure wish that you were here to have a good time as we always do.I came out to visit you today brought you some flowers,balloones and a pretty card too.Ooey was there when I got there .Kevin came by to pick me up about 8:30 we all stayed for an hour.I am going to close for now because I just can not stop crying Troy I hurt soooo bad.What we always say to each other(TROY I LOVE YOU AND I STILL THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME.....MA...(QUE)
Joyce Chesley
Mother
November 29, 2012
Its almost that time , your getting older. I just wish you were here to see another day. As a brother i still morn, cry and never stop thinking about what a brother I had. Its just that your not here. But I look back on the good times, i think we never had any bad times, opps there was one, that time we had a fight over some ear phones. Now that was a real wrestling match. But the real truth is that i miss my brother and would do anyting to spend one more day, hour mminute with you. Talk and play like we used to, chill like old times, drink a beer and laugh til our stomachs hurt. I miss you and know that your brother still loves ya!!!!!!! REST EASY SEE YOU AGAIN.......
Officer Leroy Pinder
Brother
November 18, 2012
Troy just writting to let you know about the candlelight vigil that was tonight in honor of Berry Woods who passed in 1998. He is laid right beside you.Terry was so proud of himself because he got to read the sheet with your name on it in memory of you.I told him that he did very good.This was his first time doing this since you been gone . I will there to visit you soon and for your birthday the big 40th WOW...see you soon...I love you and I still THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME MA (QUE)
Joyce Chesley
Mother
November 4, 2012
A Hero may fall but shall never be forgotten. You sir were a hero and will never be forgotten. Thank you for your service and dedication to protect and serve. One of your brothers joined you a few days ago as I'm sure you were there to welcome him. RIP Sir, you served well. My prayers go out to your family and childern.
James Kotke
Civilian / Former Officer
WSF Park Police (Wi.)
September 1, 2012
Troy...Guess what...Your brother Dubie is retiring from the Army National Guard as a Corporal after Twenty One Years.Dubie 's friend Trina gave him a surprise retirement party on July 28,2012.He was told that it was a baby shower, and boy was he surprise I did help cook some of the food. Trina's sister have a very large deck and a large pool. Troy I will be talking to you very soon.I LOVE YOU AND I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME....(Ma)...Que
Joyce Chesley
Mother
July 29, 2012
Hey Troy...Happy FOURTH OF JULY...miss you Im not having my cookout today its going to be Sunday you make sure you be here.Troy you know I will have lots of food and you loves to eat.Ill see you soon.TROY I LOVE YOU AND I STILL THANKYOU FOR LOVING ME..MA (QUE)
Joyce Chesley
Mother
July 4, 2012
Troy...just one day late HAPPY FATHERS DAY I came to visit you yesterday with some roses and balloons I stayed with you for a while and took some pictures .Dubie girlfriend came with me because he was away with the army. Troy I sent one balloon up to you from the kids.Lil Troy and Trayvon told me to tell you HAPPY FATHERS DAY.I really misses my Mothers and Fathers day wishes from you.As youand Dubie would say I was the mother and father. I must close for now. TROY I LOVE YOU AND I STILL THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME.LOVE YOU MORE..MA (QUE)
Joyce Chesley
Mother
June 18, 2012
Hey Troy, sitting in my room thinking about you. Today, is Lil Tim 5th anniversary of his death as well. So when I think of him you come across my mind. You were such a good friend and wonderful partner back in our Western district days. I just spoke to your mom and she misses you dearly, all I ask is that you continue to watch over her and protect her as if you were here in the flesh. I will always miss your smile and corny jokes you would tell me.
P/O Danyette Bartee
BCPD
June 8, 2012
Troy ...I know that you are one proud daddy today thats right stick out your chest.Your youngest daughter Rayvn did graduate today.Ravyn is eleven now and going to middle school.what a beautifull young lady she is.I know that you were there sitting in the empty seat next to me because you would not have miss her graduation for nothing in the world.Your neice Raquel and your cousin Datwann,Mya graduated also and Antoinette is your cousin that was born three month after you moved to heaven. I am going to get some rest now. Troy I Love You And I thank You For LOVING ME ...MA (Que)
Joyce Chesley
Mother
June 7, 2012
Troy..I came to visit you today just so we can spend Mother's Day together for a while your flowers was so pretty as always.Troy I really do miss you alot especialy this time of the year and all the holidays.Dubie did come with me for the visit.I than went to Washington DC today for the Law Enforcement Memorial,Candlelight Vigil. Troy this vigil is the twenty forth annual. Mr. Jerry was my escort this year. Lil Troy and his friend went too. There a guy by the name Jason that rode his bike with the Unity Tour in your memory fromTennessee in 2008 and he still meets me there every year and we still keep in touch. I must close for now.TROY I LOVE YOU AND I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME (Que)...LOVE ALWAYS MA
Joyce Chesley
Mother
May 14, 2012
Troy...Happy Valentine's Day.I miss you today more than ever.The roses and balloons I had to bring to you on this special day along with the hugs and kisses (XOXOXO).Troy I came to visit today after I had therapy,yes therapy now for five years.It is still VERY HARD for me not having you here with me I'm just trying to deal with it and i'm still not sleeping that much either I had to see a doctor for a sleep study but he thinks thats its depression and stress I must close for now and try to get some sleep I may have slept for one or two hours all night so you get your rest...TROY I LOVE YOU AND I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME...Ma ( QUE)
Joyce Chesley
Mother
February 14, 2012
Troy ..Having my birthday just one day after your fifth anniversary is really hard.I guess that I can never get pass this. January the ninth and the Tenth.not having you to take me out for my birthday.the gifts ,the long stem roses i really misses,hugs and my kisses.But I still had a nice time your two best FRIENDS Ooey and Moe still takes me out to enjoy myself every year as you always did in honor of you we talk alot about you and had lots of laughs about things you did and said as you know you made everybody happy people just loved being around you.that smile of yours would make the world turn.Troy you were always a happy person...TROY I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME (Ma)..QUE
Joyce Chesley
Mother
January 11, 2012
Your heroism and service is honored today, the 5th anniversary of your death. Your memory lives and you continue to inspire. Thank you for your service. My cherished son Larry Lasater was a fellow police officer who was murdered in the the line of duty on April 24, 2005 while serving as a Pittsburg, CA police officer.
Time never diminishes respect. Your memory will always be honored and revered. I pray for solace for all those who love and remember you for I know both the pain and pride are forever. I hold your fmaily, especially your mom, in my heart's embrace today. Surely losing yur child has to be life's greatst sorrow, and Joyc, I share your anquish and your longing fory our beloved sons
Rest In Peace
Phyllis Loya
Mom of fallen California Officer Larry Lasater, Pittsburg PD, eow 4/24/05
January 9, 2012
Troy...Thinking of you today as I always do.But today is a very special to me It's your fifth aniversary,yes five long years being without you.never got my last good bye,my last hug,my last kiss,most of all our last dance.I wish that I could just have one more dance with my son again.I will be writting soon,Troy I just can't stop crying while writting this.But know this one thing,TROY I LOVE YOU AND I STILL THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME (QUE) You are the best
Joyce Chesley
Mother
January 9, 2012
God bless you Officer Chesley may you rest in peace as we remember you today.
Lt J.Pease
Brentwood Police Dept
January 9, 2012
TROY....Just to say HAPPY NEW YEARS to you BABY.I know that you are looking down on us all.TROY you are my ANGLE in the sky and my shining STAR. I miss you ,I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME...PS..So rest my darling ANGLE you deserve to.....(QUE)
Joyce Chesley
Mother
January 1, 2012
Hey Troy..Just checking in to be the first to wish you a Very MERRY CHIRSTMAS. I stayed up to cook and wraped some gifts.You know that this is my fifth Chirstmas without you. really miss wrapping yours I will be talking to you soon.So get your rest my angle.Mommy loves you and thank you for loving me... (Que)...MA
Joyce Chesley
Mother
December 25, 2011
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