Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Dear Jordan family and Heidi,
My family and I attended Ken's processional. Few people can even begin to understand your pain, but my husband's family can. His father was killed in the line of duty during the month of December 31 years ago. I know your hearts are heavy and the grief unbearable but I wanted to let you know that, like my husband's father, Ken will never be forgotten and he will always be dearly missed but, a time will come when you can again feel joy in your heart as my family has. Time will ease your pain. Our thoughts and prayers are with you now and always.

December 27, 2006

I was going through some boxes the other day (yes I know its been two years and I still havent unpacked all of the boxes) and I found that red and gray lanyard you made for me. (You know the one I always made fun of you for wearing until I lost my key card). I haven't seen that thing since I left the Springs. Well I have put it to good use out here in NY. I will wear it and keep you close to my heart.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Nadine

Nadine

December 27, 2006

Ken,
If you taught me one thing it is to live life without regrets, and to have fun doing it. I won't let you down. Missing you.

Jared
Nephew

December 26, 2006

It's just a few hours short of 3 weeks from the time a police officer here in Schaumburg rang my doorbell at 3:30 in the morning to tell me what had happened. A doorbell ringing at that hour is never a good way to start a conversation. Since then, my life has been a blur...

I've visited this website several times but have never been able to read more than a few reflections before I had to walk away. Today it's Christmas and while your neice and nephews played and opened your presents (camelbacks in kid size for our upcoming ski trip) I am finally able to sit and read through all the wonderful thoughts people have left for you and us. I am deeply touched by the number of lives you have impacted. I have read the letters from fellow officers who I can finally place a face to the name and stories you tell of them. There are letters of thanks from those you have helped and several old friends and distant family who have memories to share that we probably hadn't thought of in many years. So many kind words and sentiment, but to me your Ken, my little brother who was a pain in the butt for a good chunk of my life. It is so clear to me that you grew up to be a great person. Again, you make me so proud that your my brother!

On behalf of the Jordan family, I want to thank everyone for their love and support. To his CSPD family, please know that having you with us during these last few weeks has given me a greater comfort and stength than I could have hoped for. He would be proud as we are of him.

Sue Wertz
Ken's sister

December 26, 2006

Heidi & Jordan Family.

We all miss Ken, your pain is much greater than ours, Please know we are here for you always.

Colorado Springs Police

December 25, 2006

Ken,

Merry Christmas.

The kids opened their presents from you today. They gives their thanks. We will be thinking of you next time we are skiing and we will also miss your presence, your pole to pull the kids through the lift lines or through the slow spots, your challenge to race to the bottom, and your search in finding the perfect jump.

We miss you.

John

John

December 25, 2006

Ken, for the past few weeks I have sat here everday just wanted to call you and tell you everything that is going on. I still pick up the phone and start to dial. I don't think that I will ever get past that. I miss you brother and wish I could have one more day, just one more hour, just one more minute to tell you how much your friendship meant to me. Still know that you will be with me in September, standing right next to me in my heart. Be with everybody this Christmas as I know you are. I will keep our promise.
Miss you brother,
Steve

Steve
Friend

December 25, 2006

Merry Christmas!
Heidi your in all of our Prayers!

Willie
AMR- El Paso County

December 25, 2006

Merry Christmas Ken

Frank

December 24, 2006

To Ken's family and girlfriend,
I'm so sorry for your loss and know this holiday will be unbearable. Colorado Springs citizens grieve for Ken and Jared. These young mens deaths were so senseless. I never met either one but they both have impacted my life. I have the utmost respect for all police officers! Thank you all for protecting us and placing your lives on the line for us every day! God bless and Merry Christmas!

Christel Wagoner
citizen

December 24, 2006

It doesn't feel like Christmas without you, I keep thinking about last year making fried rice and going out shooting clay pigeons with Tori and Ruger we had so much fun even though I was throwing doubles and you weren't expecting it you still hit every one of them.

Your life was so full and you have changed mine forever the love that we had was one that few people get to experience I consider it a gift and feel blessed to have shared it with you.

You have my heart baby.

Tori and I miss you so much she wants to know if you have your police car in heaven.

Love You!

Merry Christmas Baby

Your P.I.T.A.

Heidi

December 24, 2006

Merry Christmas...

December 24, 2006

Merry Christmas Ken. We miss you.

Dan and Tracey Thompson
Colorado Springs Police Department

December 24, 2006

Ken,

I miss you, we all miss you, and we continue to struggle with your loss. To your family and Heidi, we are all here to support you, you are in our thoughts and prayers. I’ve been struggling to find the words to say, but nothing seems adequate. I can’t imagine never talking to you again or see that big smile that would brighten up our day. You were one of the bright lights in the darkness that this job can be and our world will remain a little darker without you. Though others will continue to hold the line none will ever replace you. We will never forget you …… Rest in peace.

Sempre sulla mia mente, per sempre nel mio cuore .

H.M.
CSPD Dispatch

December 23, 2006

Ken,

We have no fear knowing you are always on our shoulder, in the passenger seat or in the rearview mirror. We will continue to hold the line as long as we are needed and will do our best to make you proud and honor your name. Merry Christmas

A PEACE OFFICER'S CHRISTMAS

'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the streets,
not a person was stirring, 'cept an officer on the beat.
As he quietly patrolled the town with great care,
children and parents slept peacefully there.

The officer was clad in his blues and his vest,
gun on his hip, always looking his best.
He'd just pulled aside for a quick bite to eat,
When all of a sudden, out on the street,

A bright light appeared from out of nowhere,
He shielded his eyes from the brilliant glare.
'Twas an angel of the Lord at the squad's rear,
He smiled and spoke, "Dear Officer, don't fear."

"I've been sent by God with a message for you
who faithfully serve while wearing the blue.
He wants you to know He loves you all,
He's pleased with the way you've answered His call.

"To protect and serve others, so selfless you've been,
Your bravery and kindness have known no end.
Even in tragedy, when nights became long,
You've helped countless strangers by being strong.

"God sees your heart, the joy and the pain,
He knows the profession can often bring strain.
So he sent me here to let you know,
That as you patrol, He goes where you go.

"As you protect others, your Father protects you,
His angels go with you, His Spirit does, too.
No bullet too fast, no bad guy too strong,
I'm sent to make sure that your life will be long.

"So fear not the night, and fear not the day,
fear not the threats that might come your way.
I'm sent to accompany you on your beat,
There's not one moment you're alone on the street."

The officer sat stunned by the love of His God,
He bowed his head, with a tear gave a nod.
As the officer said thank you, the angel took flight,
"God's got your back, carry on, and goodnight."

December 22, 2006

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! You are dearly missed and we will be thinking about you.

Jenni Campbell and Tim Browne
CSPD

December 22, 2006

Heidi,

I wish there was something any of us could say or do that would make this pain stop and bring Ken back to you and to his family. I have read all of the posts left in honor of him and of all of them yours pains me the most because its a pain that only a spouse/significant other can understand.
Even though we are stangers and I never met Ken, we will now and forever share the bond of loving a man in uniform. Your pain is our pain and we will see you through this. I pray for you to find peace in your heart and have no doubt that you are in the safe hands of Ken's brothers and sisters in blue. Please know that the families of those men and women are with you too.

Thinking of you now and always

Erin
Wife of a CSPD Officer

December 22, 2006

Merry Christmas Ken

Rich

December 22, 2006

My Jordan,

It's been two weeks already and yet it feels like one endless horrible day since that Monday night.

I know you are proud of all your "brothers and sisters" the service last Monday was an incredible celebration of your life and how you lived every moment to the fullest.

The outpouring of love and support from everyone was amazing and greatly appreciated.

The emptiness I feel is almost unbearable, you were my life and I miss you so much.

I love you.

Heidi

Heidi

December 19, 2006

Ken-

Rest in peace brother.

2P33
PBPD

PO Kyle Durham
FCPD (Former)

December 19, 2006

It was an honor to be a pallbearer at your service. It is something I will always cherish. I will forever miss your infectious smile and positive outlook on life. You have inspired me to work hard and strive to be the best officer I can be. You will be missed greatly. Know that we will take care of Heidi. She is a part of our family. Godspeed.

Det. Adam Romine
CSPD

December 19, 2006

Ken,

I still am at a loss for words. I am very fortunate to have met you and will never forget the sacrifice that you made doing what you loved the most. It was inspiring to see such a turn out, from both law enforcement and the communtiy, at you memorial service. I will miss the four of us sitting around, having a few beers, in the tent after you three returned. I enjoyed our talks and learned a lot from you.

Take care my friend. You will be greatly missed. I will never forget you.

Craig
BPD

December 18, 2006

I did not know Officer Jordan personally but being a retired Military Police officer this really hits close to home. There was no need for this senseless tragedy to happen. My thoughts and prayers go out to officer Jordan's family and friends and to all the police officers who put their lives on the line everyday to keep their communities safe. God bless all. There is also a website www.Lifeinlegacy.com which has pictures and stories about people who have made an impact sometime during their lives. Officer Jordan's picture and a brief synopsis is also on this site.

Lee Pullen

December 18, 2006

My thoughts and prayers go out to Ken's family, fellow officers and Heidi. May God watch over you and help you find comfort in this difficult time. Ken's hard work and dedication will never be forgotten. He is a true hero! Ken rest in peace.

Kristi McCleary
A CSPD officers wife

December 17, 2006

My heart goes out to the Jordan family, Heidi, the CSPD, and the medics with AMR who were on scene that night.

I've thought a thousand times what I would write. I was somehow compelled... in the hopes that it may help to ease the pain of another person. So here it goes...

First, I want to reflect on that night... Transporting and comforting an elderly woman in her final time with us on earth... When the radio traffic seemed to go crazy. There were a few intense situations occuring at the very moment that you fell. And my heart sank just knowing that something tragic had happened to one of Colorado Springs' finest.

By the time that we arrived to Memo, it seemed like every person in law enforcement and emergency medicine were there... supporting each other... struggling to understand... grieving. It was a sad time for everyone there.

Second... Heidi, my heart goes out to you. I'd met you a few hours prior to all of this, with another patient. You have a terrific heart!

I lost my first husband 2 years and 8 months after we first met... and it was 2 years and 16 days that we had been married, when I lost him to a motorcycle accident. I'll never forget that phone call... how my surroundings seemed to 'meld' together to a big blur. I thought that I could scream loud enough for him to hear me and "come home". I'm sure he did... The neighbors did!

So I'm telling you (the friends and family of Officer Jordan) that I understand your pain. You are not alone. Not on this earth. Not in spirit. Not ever.

Romans 12:18-19
Romans 13:1-4
Matthew 5:44
Matthew 6:15
Deuteronomy 31:6

Isaiah 41:10
So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

Jennifer
Springs Resident/EMS

December 17, 2006