Colorado Springs Police Department, Colorado
End of Watch Tuesday, December 5, 2006
Reflections for Police Officer Kenneth Chua Jordan
Dear Ken,
Thanks for protecting us all, I really appretiate it. I was really was looking forward to meeting you but I never got the chance. I wanted to tell you about my dream.You and Jared came over and read notes and letters. I said read mine but you didnt hear me so you and Jared went to go ask my dad if he would go live with you forever but he said he couln't because he had us. You guys left and we gave you guys a lot of hugs and kisses. We all said we love you guys and take care and we will miss you two. Well talk to you later. Miss you!
Sincerly Jacinda
Jacinda
January 25, 2007
Ken,
It seems like just yesterday we were sitting at Platte/Chelton talking about your most recent trip. I miss you so much and sitting in our ofice is not an easy task. Your presence in that room is very alive. I have the last sticky note you wrote me on December 3 hanging on the wall in front of our desk. I will always cherish it and it will always be the most prized possession I have. Losing you has been the most difficult thing I have ever experienced. It has been hard but it has changed me for the better. I won't take the small things for granted and will start to live life to the fullest like you lived yours. Your loss has made such an impact on my family to include my children. X-man who is only five sits there on a regular basis with a sad grin on his face and tells me "I'm sad dad, I miss your partner Ken Jordan." You came to one of my daughters in your dream. I will be honest it freaked me out at first but then it got me thinking. In her dream you came over to my house with another officer who was wearing black BDU style uniform with our patch on it. She told me you came over and sat down with them and read them letters and notes that were left at the scene by the community. You then begged me to go live with you guys forever but I told you I could not go. After describing the other officer with you I showed her some pictures and she pointed out Jared. There is a saying that when you dream someone who has left you it is a sign that they are looking out for you. I know that you and Jared are looking out for us all. The guys on the shift are holding up well and keeping the streets safe like you always did. It has brought us closer together and we are keeping a very good eye on each other. It brings me some comfort to know that you were surronded by your boys the night you were taken from us. Your services were beautiful and to hear your voice one last time when you called
"Out East for the remainder" at the end of the services was another memory I will hold close to my heart. I am glad I had the opportunity to get to know your family. They are all strong people with beautiful personalities and big hearts. I got to spend a lot of time with the boys and little K. They grew on my family and we miss them dearly. I spoke to Sue, John and little K the other night and I am grateful they have allowed us to be a part of their lives. Little K is so full of love like you and loves to talk about everything and anything. When she was here we took them bowling and while we were sitting there she hugged me and asked "Can you take me to Disney World like my uncle Ken did?" Well, I told her I could not do Disney World but that I would take her to Disneyland if Sue and John let her go with us. That was one of the first things she asked me again the other day when we talked. Well, we planned the trip for this spring break and I am looking forward to it. I am sure you will be there in spirit with us with that big smile on your face. Thank you Mr. And Mrs. Jordan, Sue, John and kids for allowing us to spend time with you all while you were here in town, we needed you and it helped a great deal spending time with those that Ken loved and cared about the most. If there is ever a thing we can do for you we will be here to make sure it happens. I miss you and love you Ken, I only wish I would have told you while you were here.
M. Herrera
CSPD
January 25, 2007
I am lost without you.
January 24, 2007
Ken,
I have no doubt you would have been proud of the way everyone helped out with the fundraiser at Culver’s this past weekend. We had a lot of community support and all of the volunteers were excited to be helping with such a great cause. It was definitely humbling to see that kind of support in your honor. Heidi, you have an unbelievable drive and determination to honor Ken and I have know he would be proud of what you have and will accomplish. Don’t let anyone take that from you and remember that we are here for you and your daughter if you need us.
Erin Gibson
Wife of a CSPD Officer
January 24, 2007
--"If you find it in your heart to care for somebody else, you will have succeeded." -- Maya Angelou
Aloha Police Officer Ken Jordan,
I have come back again to leave a tribute on your memorial page after facing death on 12/25/2006. I walked away with a renewed purpose in my life and it is being reflected below. I pray in the year 2007, I can successfully complete a tribute for every Fallen Officer from as early as 1836 to the current 2007 by 11/26/2007 in honor of Steve Favela, his wife, Barbara, daughter, Kiana, his three sons, Keahi, Matthew, and Jacob, The Honolulu Motor Patrol Officers and The Honolulu Police Department, in which he left behind. I, on the otherhand, was given a second chance. I choose to be that, “Light” that continues forever to honor the Fallen Officers here on the ODMP.
This is what, “Kahu La`a Kea” means; “Keeper of the Sacred Light.” I have found a purpose and a calling deep within my heart and soul that will shine so brightly, for the flame is bright and the light burns strong enough to guide others to find their way to each and every officer’s memorial page in hope’s of a tribute in their honor and in their memory. May God continue to bless those men and women that serve and protect us; 24-7-365.
Police Officer Ken Jordan, I thank you again for your service and dedication to your community and your country. You and all officers that continue to lay your lives on the line and pay the ultimate sacrifice to keep our communities and country safe, will NEVER be forgotten.
I personally pledge, (after one of Hawaii's own, Honolulu Police Officer Steve Favela, lost his life in the line of duty protecting our Commander in Chief, President George W. Bush), to become a continuum; a keeper of the ODMP light. That light is in the form of an ODMP tribute. People from all walks of life, regardless of age, race, religion, profession, education, and geographical location can share here.
This "LIGHT" comes from within the heart and soul of every person who cares to share a word or two on behalf of each and every fallen officer. Every fallen officer is a hero. The ODMP; Officer Down Memorial Page gives us a place to come together and share our feelings as one family. May we find solace as we give solace to the families who have lost a loved one.
Police Officer Ken Jordan, God Bless you. You are a hero. As we say in Hawaii, “You are`Ohana.” “You are Family.” No one will ever be able to replace you for you were unique and very special. No one; not in this lifetime. May God allow you to rest in His Divine peace. I wish you, your loved ones, and your fellow officers, peace and love beyond all understanding. I honor you today. You have not been forgotten.
** May this Hawaiian prayer give all those who read it comfort. **
THE PEACE OF " I "
KA MALUHIA O KA "I"
Peace be with you, All My Peace,
O ka Maluhia no me oe, Ku'u Maluhia a pau loa,
The Peace that is " I ", the Peace that is "I am".
Ka Maluhia o ka "I", owau no ka Maluhia,
The Peace for always, now and forever and evermore.
Ka Maluhia no na wa a pau, no ke'ia wa a mau a mau loa aku.
My Peace " I " give to you, My Peace " I " leave with you,
Ha'awi aku wau I ku'u Maluhia ia oe, waiho aku wau I ku'u Maluhia me oe,
Not the world's Peace, but, only My Peace,
The Peace of " I ".
A'ole ka Maluhia o ke ao aka, ka'u Maluhia wale no,
Ka Maluhia o ka "I".
Moana V.C. Molale Private Citizen-Hawaii
Kahu La`a Kea (Keeper of the Sacred Light)
January 22, 2007
Ken...
We worked hard this weekend @Culver's to raise money for the Police Memorial in honor of you...so that your courage and sacrifice (along with Jared and the others) will never be forgotten. This community is still so touched by you! HEROES LIVE FOREVER! I came across this poem that was sent to us for Jared, I think it fits you well too...
Anyone who knew him felt the brightness of his Spirit.
No life his hand reached out to stayed the same.
The world once touched by his unselfish kindness
Still echoes with the honor of his name.
The footprints that he left were firm of purpose.
The path he walked, a wise and hopeful one.
And written on the pages of FOREVER
In praise of him will be these words...WELL DONE.
~Author Unknown~
Meridith Jensen
Wife of CSPD Sgt. Jeff Jensen
January 22, 2007
Ken,
The past couple of days have been really rough on me for some reason when I think about you. I miss you tons. I remember the conversation that we held the night before you died as I made my usual sarcastic comments about whatever I could, while you told me that my haircut made me look like a little boy and something about a football helmet....I wish that I could have been more serious for once and told you that I thought of you like a big brother, and that your friendship was important and special to me. I hate people telling me that you knew because how could you have known if I never told you? I miss picking on you and annoying you and I miss being able to plead with you for your tazer and you sighing about the paperwork that would follow if you gave in. I miss our talks about Glenwood and Carbondale- the four of us never got to go on that trip we talked about.... Just wish that you were coming back to all of us, especially to the blonde and brunette that love you so much.
January 19, 2007
To Ken and his family,
It is so hard to know what to write on here. First of all I want to thank Ken for working to protect Colorado Springs. I lived there briefly (I was there when the Lord took Ken). I pray for Ken's friends, family and department. It is not easy.. our department lost an officer 4 years ago. From that experience I learned to stick close to each other and it helps in the healing process. After the grieving, just remember that Ken died doing what he loved.
Jenny/Dispatcher and Jailer
Davis County, Iowa
January 19, 2007
Hey buddy...
It seems like just yesterday that we were all just starting out in the academy together. Hard to believe that it has been 7 years!
Ken, you were a good friend. Genuine and always had a smile. I remember all those days in the academy when you'd show me your cool "ninja" move and turn me into a pretzel... Its weird how all the little things that we take for granted are now so epic.. I think you have taiught us all to live life to the fullest, and that there is no such thing as a "normal life", there is just life itself... I think about you everyday my friend, and although it tears up my heart, I know that you want us all to keep on... keep on living for you...
See you on the other side buddy, watch over us and keep us safe..
~Judd
Officer J. Tyson
CSPD
January 18, 2007
Jordan,
It has been thirty four days since we lost you and I still think I will see you at the sub and get one of your awesome hugs again soon. I will always cherish the one you gave me a few days before we lost you. You have always been so inviting and genuine and I will miss that.
I saw a pup the other day that reminded me of pictures of your beautiful dog (who I hear is doing well) and it just made me smile. It is my understanding that she had a personality just like her daddy of being very relaxed, caring, and loving. I wish I could have met her but maybe one day I will. I know Sue is taking good care of her.
Take care of yourself and me miss you so much. Til next time.
Your Friend,
Jen Campbell
January 18, 2007
I come to the ODMP often to remember my late fiancé Dennis. Everytime I come here it breaks my heart to know that yet another officer has fallen and that yet another family has to live their lives without the man they loved. My heart goes out to everyone who knew and loved Officer Jordan, especially to his sweetheart. Know that you are not alone in the "journey" that you walk. Should you ever need anything please don't hesitate to contact me. The Davis Co. Sheriff's Office in Iowa will always know how to reach me. You will be in my thoughts.
From reading the reflections left for Ken, he sounds like he was a great man with a beautiful spirit. Those of you who knew him in life were so blessed to have been able to share in it. I hope that you will all continue to find a way to celebrate and remember Ken's life and the MAN that he was. Remember that Ken's life was about so much more than the way he died. Ken will continue to live on as long as we continue to remember him.
Officer Jordan, thank you for helping to make this world a little safer for us all. YOU will not be forgotten. Please continue to watch over all of us as only you can. If you happen to bump into my late fiancé Dennis up there give him a big hug for me and the kids. It's been four years but we still miss him terribly.
Wishing you brighter and better days,
Jocelyne :)
"Forever Remembering 26-3"
Jocelyne Brar (Winnipeg, MB Canada)
Surviving Fiancee of Deputy Dennis R. McElderry (EOW: 01/03/03)
January 17, 2007
Ken,
Your mom called me yesterday. It was nice to hear her voice and that she is doing okay. She thanked me for coming from Illinois to Colorado for your funeral. I thanked her for raising such a great son. Most of us owe you thanks, Ken, for being such a terrific person.
May God keep you well, as well as your family and of course Heidi.
Ray
Ray
Friend
January 17, 2007
the EOW for all officers is painfull, but mostly to their families. it pains communities and saddens the nation; but nothing hurts more than losing your loved one. i have been through this and feel so deeply for KJ's family, friends and brothers in blue.
it hurts forever and no one heals this wound. 18 years ago my grandfather was murdered over a stolen car; he was just doing his job (that he loved tremendously).
please know that there are people out there to lend support and give thanks for all officers and families.
take care and know that it really is a brotherhood that will care for you and yours for a lifetime.
Talia
police survivor
January 17, 2007
Hey brother, I was thinking about you today like I do every day, when my phone rang. I didn't recognize the number so you know me I won't pick it up, something told me to get this one. It was your sister. It really meant a lot to me to here from her today, I know that it has been tough for her and your family and it was good to hear how things were going. Just like everybody in your family that I have met, she is an amazing person. I sit here with a lump in my throat and a tear in my eye knowing how many peoples lives you touched. I miss you brother
Steve
Friend
January 16, 2007
Thanks for your service to the communitiy where I grew up. Your job will not be forgotten. Rest in peace with the knowledge you will not be forgotten.
Citizen
January 15, 2007
Hey there!
You always ask me "So what's going on?"
Well, quite a bit lately. Jared's right, having to attend another funeral for another senseless death especially so close to yours was tough.
But I write today to share with you what I'm watching out my back window. Our dogs are running around in the snow playing keep away with Hershey's red ball. They are having such a good time together. It took a few days but Hershey and Ruger are pals now. And Ruger seems to love all the attention she gets from the kids. I find Hershey carrying her tug-of-war rope and dangling it in front of Ruger who is learning to play. I know that doesn't thrill you (soft mouth for hunting and all) but she's happy and doesn't look lost and sad anymore. She has even lost a few pounds with her daily run at the park. And surprise, dad even picks them up and takes them to the forest preserve for a good run when ground is not swampy.
You were right, the mouse traps on the couch and in the garbage can do work. I always thought that was mean of you but I'll tell you it works even if you don't set the trap -just the sight of it alone is effective.
I miss you. I'm sure you know that.
And we'll take great care of your little girl.
Love ya!!
sue
January 15, 2007
At first i was glad that i was able to tell you everything that was going on in my life. i know our last coversation word for word. i think i spilled my guts about everything. i don't know, every time something major happened in my life i called you, and you were always more than happy to discuss the happenings of my life and how you had done something much worse, and shared the lesson you learned from that. Being at great uncle earl's funeral this last week didn't help. i miss you and wish that i could call you up right now and tell you everything that is happenning,and hear how you would just call me a big pussy and to suck it up. then i would laugh and apologize for bothering you while you were on duty cuz i would always call at like 3 in the morning. and you would say i could bother you whenever. i just wish i could talk to you now. missing you.
Jared
nephew
January 15, 2007
Jordan,
There are so many things that I want to say, but I can't seem to find the words to put them on paper. Maybe one day soon I will be able to do that. There are so many memories to share.....
I can say that I love you very much and miss you terribly. I think about you every day and you will always be close to my heart.
Love,
Tracey
Tracey
Colorado Springs Police Department
January 14, 2007
Jordan,
The longer I am here without you the more I realize what a gift I was given when I fell in love with you as I look back now at "us" I am amazed at the closeness we shared it was the kind of closeness you only dream about having with the one you love and I am so blessed to have shared that with an incredible man.
I fight constantly with the fact that my world was taken away and some days it seems as though the sun doesn't have anywhere to shine now that you are gone he took away my heaven and I am having a hard time without it.
Life will never be the same.
You have my heart and soul with you always.
Heidi
January 14, 2007
Ken,
Words can not express how missed you are.I talk to Heidi almost every other week.WOW!! What a women she is. When I go to Wal-mart, I have to always get a pack of Orbit gum.I tried not to buy a pack the other night but something came over me.Like you where there telling me I better buy it. Thanks for being who you were.Always making me smile,even if I was in a crappy mood.And Ken, thanks for always giving me your last peice of gum at 3 in the morning all the time!MISS YA. Your friend "SHORTY"
"SHORTY"
Friend
January 10, 2007
WE WILL NEVER FORGET...TO ALL WHO KNEW THIS HERO, REMAIN STRONG.
Detective
Ellisville, Missouri Police Department
January 9, 2007
I can't believe how fast the time has gone. I have talked to Heidi several times. She is amazing. You deserved her, and she you. I miss you.
Adam Romine
CSPD
January 8, 2007
My prayers and thoughts to all who knew and will miss Officer Jordan.
May God lay His healing hands upon the family.
Retired Captain Joe L. Gilliland
Danville, KY PD
January 8, 2007
Rest in Peace. You are missed more and more everyday. Thank-you for all you have done.
January 8, 2007
Ken, I miss you so much. I can't believe it's already been a month. I think of you every day. We, your friends, are struggling but we're putting on strong faces. The job is different now but we'll keep going strong, I promise. We are here for your family and always will be; they're great. I love you buddy...always.
Kristin
CSPD
January 7, 2007
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