Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

I have not forgotten...
A Proud CS Citizen

Anonymous

August 27, 2009

Thinking of you...missing you always.

Anonymous

August 23, 2009

There was a presence there that day that I cannot describe. One that made me feel completely safe and kept him calm so he could be there with me. If it was you, then I owe you one. I guess I picked a good day to pull weeds huh? :)

Erin

August 9, 2009

Jared,

Seven years ago today .... I remember the day so well. That was the day you started the Colorado Springs Police Training Academy. You were so excited yet utterly prepared. I, as your Dad, was most excited for you. God gave you such an incredible talent for acting. You proved it many times to show that my words of praise are not just words of a proud father. Your talent was exclaimed by many who are much more capable to observe high skill in acting. Yet on that one day in early 2002, which I will never forget, you phoned me to say that your were quitting acting. From age 11 to 26 you were an actor supreme. But you said ..."Dad, I am leaving acting. I want my life to matter, I want my life to count. I am going to work very hard to become a police officer."

I always knew ... and this is a fact ... I always knew your name would be displayed for the public to see. Because of your acting talent, I figured, naturally, it would be for your acting ability ... but your name WAS TO BE on display to the public. I just didn't know your name would be on display on a wall at the corner of Jared Jensen Park in Colorado Springs, or a beautiful Memorial thanks to a most generous and dedicated Eagle Scout outside of a church. The same church where I last kissed you.... a kiss on your forehead before your casket was closed.

And yes ... your name is on display to the public in Washington D.C. where your name is inscribed on that sacred memorial next to thousands of other law enforcement "heroes" who gave their lives and who all honored their vows to protect and serve.

You achieved your goal in the 30 years and 17 days on earth that our loving God gave you, Jared. Your life here counts. It matters most significantly. You have thus far and you continue to positively affect the lives of thousands. You gave us a roadmap as to how one should strive to live their lives.

You are one truly remarkable man and how blessed I am that your Heavenly Father would allow me to be your earthly Dad.

Love you Jared.

Love you son.

Dad

Thomas Jensen
I am Jared's father

July 31, 2009

Jared,

Please welcome Mike with open arms and tell him we miss like hell already. So much heartache for everyone these days. Give us some strength to get to that next horizon and beyond.

Erin

July 15, 2009

Be with them all...

Natalie

July 15, 2009

Thank you Jared for helping keep my kids and I safe during our recent car accident. I remember the police officer telling me it was a miracle that the kids were unharmed (other than scared) and that I wasn't hurt more than I was. I told him it may have been a miracle, but I also believe that you were there protecting us. When I felt scared and alone, I felt your presence...thank you. There were so many miracles and guardian angels (including you) around Aaron, Faith, and I during and after the accident on Sunday, I guess times never change...always protecting your little sis.

I love you and miss you so much.

~ Jonika

Anonymous

July 7, 2009

Please continue to watch over our families in need right now. They so greatly need your comfort and strength.

Anonymous

July 6, 2009

Happy 4th bro, we miss you

Jeff J

July 4, 2009

Dearest - thank you for your presence in the everyday...the songs tonight, the "force" that drives us, the messages just when we are ready to accept them...

Love,

Natalie

Anonymous

June 26, 2009

Faith & I visited your park yesterday along-side many school children. How wonderful to sit there under sunny skies watching the children play. They enjoy all the same things that you, Jeff and Jonika enjoyed. Time has not changed the simple joys in life.

Your park is a wonderful blessing.

Honey, please watch over and protect all that play there.

I love you Jared,
Mom

Anonymous

June 24, 2009

I have not forgotten...
A Proud CS citizen

Anonymous

June 16, 2009

Thinking of you especially today - I know you will ride along with all of those gathered today to honor the fallen...safe ride to all with you and Ken on their shoulders...Here's to another great ride on the journey.

Love Always,

Natalie

Anonymous

June 7, 2009

Thinking of you today and always. Missing your wonderful smile.

Anonymous

June 4, 2009

Thinking of you....

Anonymous

June 2, 2009

Just got home from saying goodbye to Natalie....although it's not so much goodbye as it is "see ya later." On the way home, as the tears were steadily streaming, I was thinking of all the things I wanted to say, but just couldn't find the words through the sadness mixed with pride...and even though she already knows in her heart all the things that have ALWAYS been totally unspoken between her and I, here goes.......
****TO NATALIE****
I am literally moved beyond words when I think of YOU and all that you've endured, all that you have overcome...and even all that is before you still. I am so humbled by the enormous pride I have for you. Even though it may seem that I (among many others) helped you through some of the toughest times in your life, it is ME who is inspired by the amazing person you have become and continue to be. Most of all, you have a strength and heart that is absolutely unmatched. You have weathered the unthinkable, and now you bravely venture out into the next chapter, the next leg of the journey...armed with a spirit that has proven to be unbreakable. When you find yourself along the way doubting yourself or not giving yourself the credit that you have so rightfully earned....just try to see yourself through my eyes, and you will find that remarkable strength and courage, love and support that has always been there. I know in my heart that our Beloved J-Rod is so very proud of where you are today, and where you are headed in future days. You have truly honored his quest and sacrafice for all that is good in this world to conquer the evil. And so, as you continue the journey into what I anticipate will be GREAT things........just remember to breathe, take a step back when you need to, follow your heart, and take some time to enjoy the good things.....the ride is the best part! Thank you for allowing me to be a part of your journey...and know that I'm always here to "ride along" anytime, anywhere you need me. Wishing you safe travels and many wonderful adventures!!!!

Much Love Always,
Meridith

June 1, 2009

Jared, thank you. God Speed.

1756
CSPD

May 15, 2009

Thinking of you and all of your loved ones today, Police Officer Memorial Day. You have not been forgotten. Continue to keep watch over all of your loved ones.

Bob Gordon
Father of Chicago Officer: Michael P. Gordon, EOW: 8/8/04

May 15, 2009

Jared,
I just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you today. We had the honor of attending the Police Officers Memorial for the Pikes Peak Region today.

1777
CSPD

May 7, 2009

Thanks for the little reminders you send. I still need them now and then.

Anonymous

April 26, 2009

I have not forgotten...
A Proud CS citizen

Anonymous

April 24, 2009

JROD, I miss you, my family misses you.

Mr. Jensen, we'll see you next month.

bp 2422

bp
cspd

April 17, 2009

J-Rod...
The other night I was reminded of your infamous "shots fired!!!" call with the trash can lid.....on a similar call that I took. Of course it made me think of you, then Jeff and I both laughed when I came home and told him about my call---as it was the first thing he thought of too.
Thanks for the laughs. I know you must have been laughing at me too!!!!!
Missing you Always,

Meridith

April 12, 2009

Happy Easter Jared, we miss you man.

Jeff J

April 12, 2009

Hi Honey,

It is 11:00 P.M....the night before Easter. Tomorrow after Mass, Marilyn and I will be with Pam and Jackie for Easter dinner, etc. After that we will have the five Candle Ceremony to honor you. On your Birthday and Easter, twice a year I conduct that remembrance. The candles represent 1st...our grief, 2nd our prayer to God for courage to confront our indescribable sorrow, 3rd for your memory, 4th is for the love and the gift of your life on earth and what it brought to each of us. That 5th candle is for the CERTAINTY we have in Eternal Life through the shed blood of our Saviour, Lord Jesus Christ.

Three weeks from tomorrow Marilyn and I head to Colorado. It will be so good to be with Jeff, Jonika, Natalie, Meridith, John and our wonderful Grandchildren - Aaron, Faith, Courtney and Kyle. But the specific reason for being there at that time is because of two events to honor you and other fallen officers: the Memorial service at America the Beautiful Park and the Annual Golf tournament at Fort Carson.

Mark, Brad, Angie and I will be together as usual and as needed (by me to be with them). Their love, friendship and caring is cherished and vitally important to me. I will never forget how at the end of the first annual tournament, when I had just finished the round. That year I played with three wonderful ladies. I had just placed my clubs in the car trunk and did not know how I could make it to the pavillion for lunch, drinks, awards, etc. The emotion of everything the tournament was about was consuming me. I could barely walk away from the car. And who was walking by me at that time but Brad. One look at me and he could tell what was happening to me. With tears in my eyes I said in a breaking voice.... Brad ... I need a hug. And the compassion and strength in the strong and long hug he gave me, supplied me with what I needed to pull myself together and join the others.

Golf, as you and I know, Honey, was just one of a number of special bonds between us. We absolutely loved it when we could go to a driving range and or play a round of golf as well. I was with you when you bought your golf clubs and bag. I never thought I would ever have them, but Natalie was so kind in giving them to me. She said she felt sure you would want me to have them.

Among the other things of yours she has given me are two things I can hardly look at without crying. They are the new, unwrapped box of golf balls and brand new - never worn golf shoes. You bought them for the then upcoming 2006 golf season. A season of golf and life and the pursuit of dreams that were taken from you. My God, how I miss you.

We will visit that hallowed ground, on Costilla next to the bus bench. I will kneel there once more to pray and thank God for allowing me to be your Dad. We will visit the Park that has your name. I will drive by, again, some of the locations we were at when I was on "drive alongs" with you. And I will continue to do there, in Colorado, what I do every day. That is to fight through the pain, keep putting one foot in front of the other and try to be 1/10th the man you were when you walked this earth.

Be near me Jared,
Be with me, I need that so.

Love you,

Dad

Thomas Jensen
I am Jared's Father

April 11, 2009