Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Son,
Never forgotten.
all my love always,mom

Tina Lambert
mother of Ryan

March 13, 2008

~Ryan

It's hard to believe its been 2 years since you were taken from us. I think back to the times at Germantown when we would cut up during building shifts. We are all greatful for your service.

Signal C Brother...rest at ease

Sean

PRD Sean Lovejoy
Memphis Police Dept / High School Friend

February 22, 2008

Ryan,
Forever missing you.
Lots of love,mom

Tina Lambert
mother of Ryan

February 21, 2008

Ryan,
It seems like it was just yesterday that we lost you and its so hard. Everyday I think about you and I have never gotten over the loss of you. I miss you dearly and can never stop thinking about the last time i saw you. It use to be so easy to remember your voice but now its getting harder. Before you were taken from us it was going on about 2 years sense i had last seen or talked to you. Even when you were in town and wanted to hang out with me I didnt. I hold onto that guilt so much. It gets hard to even think about it but if I could only go back and change that I would in a minute. I try so hard to look okay around our family or anyone about this issue. But inside it eats me away. Its been 2 years and i'm not even close to being over it. I know that many people who are close to you and love you feel the same way. Your are truely missed and a great person. I am so proud of you Ryan with all your accomplishments. I love you and am thankful that you watch over me everyday.

Claire
Cousin

February 18, 2008

Ryan,

We only met briefly a few years ago but I know you will be watching over all of us as we go 10-8.

Rest in peace brother

Deputy Cadet
BSO/Class 259

February 16, 2008

Our squad took a moment in our shift briefing today to remember you and your sacrifice. Thank you for your work, and may you rest in peace.

Charlie Squad
University of Central Florida Police Department

February 15, 2008

My dear Ryan,

This is the first time I could sit down and talk to you. Its been two years. I just needed the courage. Ryan today I was remembering the last time I saw you it was when you came to my home in Cape Coral, Fl. It was for Lori and Phil going away dinner. I made your favorite Lasagna. I was so happy to see how handsome and wonderful you looked. I miss you very much. I miss your visits to my home with Lori. The fun we had at the Falls mall. I know you are with our Lord now, and with the love of my life Armando. I know he is with you. Lori and your Dad will always be at your memorials. I have watched them grieve for you and how hard its been for them, but I know you will always be in there hearts. You will always be remembered in my prayers.

Love your Stepgrandmother,
Vickie

Vickie Sosa
StepGrandmother

February 15, 2008

My thoughts are with all of your loved ones and close friends on this 2nd anniversary of your EOW. Continue to watch over all of them and protect them from harm. You have not been forgotten as true heros never die. Thank you for your dedicated service to law enforcement.

Bob Gordon
Father of Chicago Officer: Michael P. Gordon, EOW: 8/8/04

February 15, 2008

Hey Ryan!

I can't believe it's been two years. It seems like yesterday we were hanging out making plans for the weekend. The last two years have been a very diffuclt time for me. It is very hard to drive pass your memorial marker every morning on my way into work. Things have changed since you went away. Friendships have changed, people have changed. Nothing stays the same forever. I try to find comfort knowing you are in a better place. I talk to Lori and your dad a couple times a month. I know they are doing better but some days are harder than others. I am so glad that I have contact with them. They are such wonderful people. As you know so much has happened over the last two years. Chris and I got married and now we are expected a baby girl in 4 months. We had planned on naming Baby K, Ryan if it was a boy. I know you will be watching over me through my pregnancy. This child is a miracle. Keep watching over all of us. I miss you like crazy. I will always keep you in my heart. Love ya brother!

Love,
Kristen

Deputy Kristen May-Kostrzecha
BSO/Best Friend

February 15, 2008

Ryan:
I think of you everyday, but starting last night I haven't stopped thinking about you. Your whole family has missed you so much and we all can't believe that it's been two years.
On my way to work today, a state officer was on the side of the road with a car in the ditch - I slowed down and thought of you. Wouldn't you know the car in the ditch was a red jeep - which made me think of you more.
I hope that people learn to "Move over"!
WE LOVE YOU RYAN AND MISS YOU SO MUCH - WATCH OVER ALL OF US ESPECIALLY YOUR DAD AND LORI!

Kathy, Bob Burton & family
Aunt

February 15, 2008

Hugs and prayers to you, Uncle Phil & Aunt Lori, family, friends and co-workers on this second anniversary.

Staci

February 15, 2008

Son,
I know that time isn't measured in heaven but here it feels like an eternity since you left. I know that you are loved and missed by many.
Today as many days we will celebrate your zest for life. Your quirky humor and fun laugh.
Grandma and grandpa are here. They will be with us for the next month. I know how much you loved it when they were visiting. You are in our thoughts and many conversations. Grandpa talks about when you were little and were out at the farm riding every possible piece of machinery. You would have your shirt off, jeans, cowboy boots and hat on. Nothing was ever too much for you to handle...so you would say. I would always rattle off a list to grandpa what I didn't want you to do out at the farm. Then I would see the video tape of your time out there and whatever I said not to do was on that tape! I would guess that's why you loved going out there.
I came across a picture of you standing by your first car. You were so excited. Then you found out Earl had bought you a car with a stick shift. Well.....you said to Earl " I don't know how to drive a stick." Earl said "If you want to drive your car you"ll need to learn." So Earl and you jumped in the car and when you came back an hour later you were driving! As we always joked that car could go to California and back on a tank of gas.
I often think that when you were born and I had known there would be only twenty three years with you I would have given you my life.
I love you Bum.
all my love always,mom

Tina Lambert
Mother of Ryan

February 15, 2008

Ryan,

I can't believe it's been two years since I last heard your voice. I remember talking to you on the phone that afternoon, before you started your shift. You were going to the gym to work out. You told me you were working hard in gym because you wanted to have shoulders and arms as big as Chief's. Never in my life did I think that would be the last time I'd talk to you. I love you so much and miss you terribly. I'm just glad I told you what you mean to me and how proud I am of you. I always have been and always will be. I keep in my heart all the memories of you since you were a little boy -and into adulthood- all the good times we had. You were, and still are, the center of Dad's and my universe. We will continue to honor you for as long as we are able.

Today, I send extra prayers your way. God Speed...

I Love You, My Dear Boy!

Always and Forever,

Mom- Lori(Stepmother)
Ret. Ft. Lauderdale Police Officer

February 14, 2008

Hey buddy, I still miss you like it was yesterday not two years ago. We will be doing our shot of Jack friday night and let me tell ya that hasn't gotten better either.
Miss Ya & Love Ya

Deputy Pallotto
BSO, Partner

February 14, 2008

Just wanted to stop by and let you and your family know that we are thinking and praying for all of them. We have not forgotten the sacrifice you made on February 15 two years ago, or the sacrifice your family has had to make everyday without you. Just watch over your family and let them know you're close, as a family member who shares your loss and pain, we love getting all the signs from Heaven. Look Clint up for me and let him know we still miss him more with each passing day.
I have blue candles that burn 24/7, you will always be remembered, we also have blue landscape lights, so just look for the blue haze in Fort Walton Beach.

Connie Barker F.W.B. Fl.
Mother of Clint Walker Prattville Al. E.O.W. 1-14-04

February 14, 2008

Ryan,

You are so missed. As we come upon you second anniverary we still are in disbelief this has happened to you. Please watch over Phil and Lori as they travel to all of your memorials this year. As they push for more awarness of what had happened to you and to change our laws. They are truley the most amazing people and you had to be blessed to have them as your parents. Lori is like a second mother to me...you must have loved her so much...And your dad...Your Dad misses you so much I see it in his eyes when he looks at my boy...

You are now their ANGEL!

Sunny Welker
Wife of a Deputy

February 13, 2008

I love you and miss you so much. Please help ALL of us in these coming days as you know this is going to be so hard for everyone. Not a day goes by that you are not on my mind. Please keep watching over me ALWAYS. I hope I am making you proud! And thank you so much for all your support and love from up above I feel you around me all the time. I love you and miss you. I will see you again soon. We are only on earth for a short time compared to forever in Heaven. I will never ever forget you nor will I ever stop talking about you! I miss you so much!

Shannon
Best Friend

February 13, 2008

Dearest son,
You are the last thought in my mind each night and the first thought every morning. I miss you so very much.
All my love always,
mom

Tina Lambert
mother of Ryan

February 11, 2008

YOU ARE REMREMBERED TODAY AND TAN YOU SIR FOR YOUR DEDICATION AND SERVICE, YOU ARE A HERO JUST BY THE PROFESSION YOU CHOSE.

VANDENBERGHE
MANCHESTER, NH

February 10, 2008

Wow, I always wondered where you went. I knew you would end up leaving Blytheville. We all knew you would be a good man and have a great career. I can't believe this happened to you. I remember the last time I saw you in Kroger before you moved out of Blytheville, so happy about your new car! I am deeply saddened by hearing the news of your passing. I can not imagine the loss your family feels.

Melissa
High School Girlfriend

February 9, 2008

Well Brother it’s coming up on two years. When I see these young handsome kids doing this job I think about you. I miss you man. Why did this happen to you? It seems like wars, firefighting and police work take our best and brightest Stars. I don’t know if there is a Heaven, but I hope there is for people like you. I’ll write again next year.

Vinny

February 9, 2008

Hey ryan, I just wrote you but I have to make a request. I have this really close friend here at western his name is Luke and we hang out alot. He found out today that one of his close friends jsut past away in a car accident and its hard for him. Her name is Kendra and I was wondering if you could watch over him and talk to her. I know she's up there even though I dont no her, her family is going through the same thing we all went through with you. So if you happen to run into her, talk with her and please watch over her family along with her. I love you ryan and miss you. I no you watch over all of us and I'm thankful for that and I know that you keep our family safe. Thanks for doing all that. Keep in touch with me please, I really would like to hear from you. Goodnight and I love you

Clarie
Cousin

January 24, 2008

Ryan..
it's been a while since i left you any reflections. but you know even though i don't talk to here doesn't mean i forget. i can hardly believe it will be the second year anniversary of you leaving us. i hate calling it an anniversary, because there's normally a positive connation to that word and there was NOTHING positive about you having to leave your family and friends behind that night. the impact you had on each of us has not lessened with time. you are still missed terribly by us all. i wish there was something that can be done to ease the hurt and pain for your family. please rest peacefully knowing that you are forever loved and missed. i will never forget you, my "calendar firefighter" friend..

WE LOVE YOU, RYAN SEGUIN!

Dana

January 24, 2008

As two years soon will be here, it still does not get any easier knowing you are not here. I miss you so much Ryan! I pray I could have one more day with you to just talk, crack jokes on eachother and just laugh till our tummys hurt (since you always cracked jokes on my umpa self).. LOL I loved every minute of it! Not a day goes by that I don't miss you Ryan! I know you are in heaven watching over all of us and as your mom said we all wish you were here but know God called you to him but here on earth we will never understand why. I dont care if its 1, 2, 5 or 10 years that passes I still will always miss you and NEVER forget you! You truly were a blessing in my life! I love you and miss you so much Ryan! Please watch over me and everyone else who misses you and loves you so much! Keep shining your love on us here on earth. And please watch over Dana, she is so far away & I miss her so much! Love you Ryan always (My 2nd brother) Love always, Ur Umpa

Shannon
Best Friend

January 22, 2008

and oh yeah.............you know what friday is so stay with me all night! i love you and how i would give or do anything just to have you here again. i miss you so
-amanda-

Amanda
ryan's love

January 22, 2008