New York City Police Department, New York
End of Watch Friday, January 27, 2006
Reflections for Police Officer Kevin M. Lee
Kevin,
I can't believe today marks 3 years.... I am still waiting to wake up from this terrible dream, I remember this day like it was yesterday... No matter how much I try to forget everythng I did that day and how it ended, I can't get it out of my head, i can't get that feeling of pain to go away. I miss you so much!
I catch my self looking for you wherever i go, even though I know you won't be there. I call your cell phone occassionally just to hear your voice, even though no matter how long it's been I'll never forget your voice or your laugh! I guess I just wait for you to pick it up...
I get so mad sometimes that you left us. Wanting to know why, there was so much we still had to do. We've had to and still are adjusting to you not being here, it's crazy.
I wish I could see you one last time and tell you everything, just like i used to when you were here. You were the person I called when I had a problem, you were the one who gave me advice! You were my big brother, always there to protect me! Always there to tell me when I was being stupid, lol. I guess you still are there in my heart, leading me in the right directions...
I love you Kev, no matter how long it takes I know I will see you again!
In my mind and heart forever you will be!
Love always and forever,
Jeanine
Anonymous
January 27, 2009
My Kevin
Today will be 3 years that you are in Heaven. Always thinking and loving you. We miss you so very much. Keep protecting Adam he loves and misses you so much. Love you always. Mommy
Catherine Lee
Mother
January 26, 2009
I said a little prayer today for Police Officer Lee and his family. He may be gone but never forgotten. He will always be a New York HERO.
Robyn Wilkes
January 19, 2009
To my Kevin
Another Christmas has gone by without you. We don't spend Christmas at home anymore we go to Florida now. It's very hard for us still. Daddy was remembering all the wonderful times. He misses you so very much along with Adam. Adam's such a good boy. Thank you for Adam he's the best gift a son can leave us.
Love you and miss you
Mommy
Catherine Lee
Mother
January 7, 2009
Dearest Kevin,
You're gone for almost 3 years now, and I need to tell you that everyday you are thought of by every member of our family. The holidays are the hardest because the void is so large. The love and ache in our hearts will never leave us for you.
Watching Adam grow he is your exact replica, he has your infectious smile, also gets silly just like you did, smart as a whip, has some great wise cracks too -- you would be so proud. The love and care given to Adam by your Mom, Dad, Jeanine, grandma and grandpa is just like you when you were a child. So now when he grows up he'll be you. He a wonderful little boy.
I love and miss - Always, Aunt Grace
Anonymous
December 19, 2008
Kevin
Happy Thankgiving!
We celebrated with the family and we always think of you. Still waiting for you to come for dinner. Love you and always in my heart.
Mommy
Catherine Lee
Mother
November 29, 2008
Dear Daddy
We went to Los Vegas for vacation and we try to see the white tigers that you took me to but they weren't there anymore. I tried to remember where you took me but everything looked different. I still have the stuffed tiger that you brought me when we were there I will always treasure it. I miss you alot.
Love Adam
Adam Lee
Son
August 3, 2008
My dear kevin
It's been over two years since you left us, and this is the first time I sat down to write something. I've been coming back here to read what people wrote from your friends,strangers, other law enforcement people and from family over and over again. I just couldn't write, I would just get tearly eyes thinking of you.
I would sit on the sofa after getting home from work and imagine you coming home on weekends to see Adam saying "Helloooo, I'm home" and Adam hiding telling to be quiet while he hid from you. How he jump on you and shout "Daddy". I think how often you would call to talk him and to us while you were working.
Now I sit at my desk looking at your pictures, seeing you growing up, taking care of your sister as both were growing up then caring for Adam, being there for him when ever possible.
I always keep thinking about that day when you left us, if I could have been there for you, if things would have turned out different. I'll never know. I do know that we are and always be very proud of you. And how much you were ours even for just a little while. I miss and love you Kev.
Daddy
Gilbert Lee
Father
July 9, 2008
Happy Father's Day
This is your 3rd Father's Day in Heaven. We know that you are still here with us and and protecting Adam. We miss you dearly. Daddy, Me and Adam went to visit you and how we wish we can hug and kiss you one more time. Always in our hearts my dear Kevin.
Mommy
Catherine Lee
Mother
June 17, 2008
My Dear Kevin
HAPPY Birthday!!
We miss you dearly. Always in My heart.
Mommy and Dad. 4/25
Catherine Lee
Mother
May 1, 2008
Thankyou for your service and sacrifice, you are a hero for us all to look up too. GOD bless your family
POLICE OFFICER
PHILA PA
April 22, 2008
Kevin,
I miss you and love you so much!
Love Always,
Jeanine
Jeanine Lee
Sister
January 31, 2008
Kevin,
Can't believe you have been gone for 2 years. Really miss you and think about you all the time. I remember all the good times and your beautiful smile. See you in heaven someday. Love you always.
Debbie
Aunt
January 27, 2008
My thoughts are with all of your loved ones on this 2nd anniversary of your EOW. You have not been forgotten by those that love you dearly and think of you every day. Continue to keep watch over all of your loved ones.
Bob Gordon
Father of Chicago Officer: Michael P. Gordon, EOW: 8/8/04
January 27, 2008
Kevin
Today is 2 years that you are in Heaven. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you. Always in my heart and I know that you are my Angel and Adams' .. Until we meet in Heaven.
Mommy
Catherine Lee
Mother
January 27, 2008
Dear Daddy
I miss you alot. Today is your 2nd year in heaven. I'm going to be 9 years old. I LOVE you very much.
Love
Adam
Adam Lee
Son
January 27, 2008
YOU ARE REMEMBERED TODAY AND THANK YOU SIR FOR YOUR DEDICATED SERVICE
Pat Van Den Berghe
Neighbors for a Better Manchester, NH
January 23, 2008
"The Badge"
He starts his shift each day
To respond to calls unknown.
He drives a marked patrol car.
A police officer he is known.
He's paid by the citizens' taxes
To make it safe on the streets.
But he usually has a second job
'Cause a waitress has his salary beat.
Now he doesn't know a holiday
'Cause he works all year round.
And when Thanksgiving and Christmas finally arrive
At his home he cannot be found.
He's cursed and assaulted often,
The one whos blood runs blue.
He seldom ever gets a thanks,
To some he's just a fool.
His friends are always other cops
'Cause people just don't understand
That underneath his badge and gun,
He's just another man.
He knows there might not be a tomorrow
In this world of drugs and crime.
And he gets so mad at the court system
'Cause the crooks don't get any time.
And each day when he leaves for work,
He prays to God above.
Please bring me home after my shift
So I can see the ones I love.
But tonight he stops a speeding car,
He's alone down this ole' highway.
It's just a little traffic infraction.
He does it everyday.
Well, he walks up to the driver's window,
And his badge is shining bright.
He asked the guy for a driver's license,
When a shot rang through the night.
Yes, the bullet hit its mark,
Striking the officer in the chest.
But the Department's budget didn't buy
Each officer a bullet-proof vest.
So he lay on the ground bleeding.
His blood wasn't blue - His blood was red.
And briefly he thought of his loved ones
'Cause in a moment the officer was dead.
In the news they told the story
Of how this officer had died.
And some who listened cared less,
But those who loved him cried.
Well, they buried him in uniform
With his badge pinned on his chest.
He even had his revolver,
He died doing his best.
Written By:
David L. Bell
Sergeant
Richland County Sheriff's Department
Columbia, South Carolina
Used with Special Permission of the Author
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and may not be duplicated without permission
Investigator David L Bell
Richland County Sheriff's Dept., Columbia, SC
January 2, 2008
Kevin,
What can I say brotha, always smiling, always laughing and more so always doing your job to the fullest. You did it the best my friend and you will be truly missed but never left out of my thoughts or prayers. 222 W. 233. Protect all above and over see us below. RIP.
PO to TPR
NYSP - Friend
October 21, 2007
Dear kevin:
Fist i want you to know that you always missed and never forgotten. Sometimes i cry for my daughters and then i remember they are up in heaven with you i feel better. Adam misses you and i want you to know that your mom Cathy and your dad and jenine are doing a wonderful job. And as i promised you adam is always with them. So i know you are proud of me. Please continue to take care of my daughters Ayah and Faten. I will always love you and i see you in Adam. What keeps me on the mend is the certainy of beliving someday we'll meet again. Take care Kevin and Adam loves you today, tomorrow and 4 ever.
Kathy Amal
oxoxoxoxoxo
AMAL KATHY LAZHIR
August 20, 2007
Kevin,
I never met you, but I had the wonderful pleasure of meeting your Mom for the first time on Saturday, July 14, 2007. I have included you, your son and your parents in my prayers. Your Mom spoke so highly of you and she is protecting and taking great care of your son.
Thank you for protecting NYC.
Nancy Davis
July 17, 2007
Kevin
Just wanted to let you know how much I miss you. I miss you smile, your hugs, and your wonderful jokes. Adam is doing great and misses you alot But me and Daddy are doing our best. He's the mirror of image of you and hope that he will have your traits of love and laughter.
It took me this long to write because I miss you so very much and couldn't \put it in words. You made our life so wonderful and proud we will always tell the wonderful stories to Adam. As Promised.
Love you always in my heart.
Mommy.
Catherine Lee
Kevin's Mother
July 14, 2007
Whats going on Kevin , Lisa and I miss going to Tony's with you .... just wanted to let you know we didn't forget about you ...
ALEX
June 30, 2007
Dear Kevin:
First i want to wish you a happy birthday in heaven. And second i want to tell you how you are missed everyday and how i was hurt to loose my two daughters but then i knew they are with you which made me feel better.Ayah R.I.P used to always cry for you and wished you can come back. but i guess she is with you right now with Faten. I was told by our son Adam that you are going to take good care of them and of Adam as well. Adam and we all miss you guys and one day we will meet again.
Love Amal Kathy Lazhir
amal kathy
His son mother
May 20, 2007
I met Kevin a couple of times around Manhattan North and he always had some words of encouragement for his fellow officers. Always willing to offer his help in any way that he could. Rest in Peace, Brother in bue
PO MENDEZ
NYPD
May 11, 2007
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