Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

The Cards won the Series. I thought about you a lot while I was watching it. Kath

October 28, 2006

Been thinking of you alot lately I really really miss you!!!

October 27, 2006

You are a true hero and heroes never die. You will never be forgotten. Keep watch over your loved ones as I know they think of you every hour of every day and the silent tears flow from their broken hearts. Wrap your wings around them and help them with their grief. Keep watch over those still out on patrol watching over the Thin Blue Line.

Bob Gordon
Father of Fallen Officer: Michael P. Gordon, EOW: 8/8/04

October 24, 2006

Happy 45th Birthday Sarge.......

October 21, 2006

Happy Birthday Bill.
Always thinking about you.

Friend

October 20, 2006

Happy Birthday Bill. The trees are changing as they do every year at this time. Lots of bright yellow and red leaves in Carondelet Park. The little kids are running around on the soccer fields, including your sons. I watch Brendan and Conor play, just as I watched you play when you were younger and I see that special talent they inherited from you. But, I have to say, it brings a tear to my eyes because I wish you could see their drive and enthusiasm for the sport. They got that from you. I wish you could see Kate in High School and how beautiful she is. Really, I know you are seeing all of this. We were together last Sunday for Joe's birthday and we laughed as a family more than we have in a long time. I felt your spirit, but I missed the loudest laugh of all. I know we will get through this, Bill, but everyday I feel the loss. Everyday I'm sad for what you went through. I know the bell will toll for all of us, but I have such a hard time with the cruel way you were snatched from us. On this 45th anniversary of your birth, I want to tell you how blessed I was to have you as a brother and I hope the angels are having a good time with you. We sure did. I love you and I will miss you always. Kath

October 20, 2006

"If Tears Could Build A Stairway"

If tears could build a stairway
And memories a lane
I would walk right up to Heaven
And bring you back again.

No farewell words were spoken
No time to say "Goodbye"
You were gone before I knew it
And only God knows why

My heart still aches with sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to love you
No one can ever know

But now I know you want me
To mourn for you no more;
To remember all the happy times
Life still has much in store

Since you'll never be forgotten
I pledge to you today
A hollowed place within my heart
Is where you'll always stay.

Happy Birthday Bill - Miss You SO MUCH and Love You - Jayne

October 20, 2006

i wish I could call you today to say what I always would say to you on your birthday just like you always did with me but instead Ill just say Ill be thinking and remembering you especially hard today (the 21st)I love you and miss you everyday mike

October 19, 2006

Thanks for having our backs the other night! I know you were watching over us.

October 18, 2006

I was thinking just thinking about you. I was thinking about the last time I saw you. I wish I could have that day back. I know you're up there and I know you know the pain we are all in. Please keep praying for us, please keep watching over us. Kath

October 11, 2006

Fifteen months - I think of and miss you every day. Hockey season has started. I am going to try and go this year because I know you would want me to, but it will be with a heavy heart and will not be the same - alot of memories there - the best. However, if a fight breaks out, I will know it is a sign that you are there - I will be sure and listen to the "scratches"....really, really miss you right now. Love you-Jayne

October 4, 2006

Hi Jayne.
I just heard about this website. Periodically, I think of you and wonder how you are coping with this tragic, senseless loss. It's clear from the postings that time has not lessened your pain. It's also obvious that you have an extremely close family. I hope you are able to find comfort, support and strength in each other. My heart truly aches for all of you. I suspect the next few weeks will be especially difficult with Bill's upcoming birthday. I hope you are always able to "hear" his laughter as loudly as you did when he was here and that your memories of him never fade. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. I'd love to see you at Spinning again some time soon. Cute Brian no longer teaches there, but Julie's classes are awesome.
Kelly (Cox) Bievenue

Kelly Cox Bievenue
High school friend of Bill's sister, Jayne

October 2, 2006

This world is not the same place as it was before 7-5-05 and that is because you are gone I really miss your sense of humor and your unique take on things There will never be another like you ...

September 29, 2006

Bill - Had a bad week. I missed my two anchors. Love you, Kath

September 28, 2006

Bill,
You made Kirkwood a better place by your service and dedication to all of us. We all miss seeing you on patrol.
We will never forget your sacrifice to our community. May God Bless you and bring peace to your family.
George, Debbie,Megan and Jennifer

George Richter
Kirkwood Resident

September 27, 2006

I miss you so, so much right now. Love you-Jayne

September 24, 2006

Mac,
Went to the memorial last night with my wife, and I could not stop thinking about all the great times you, Brian Hall, and myself had, I will never forget those times at the Landing.

Mike Ubben
Bridgeton PD/Friend

September 24, 2006

I still feel your loss very deeply. Please help me get through this.

September 23, 2006

miss you and that wonderful smile ...

September 22, 2006

I wanted to say hello to a hero on a day when our country is honoring heroes.You will never be forgotten

September 11, 2006

Bill,
Please be with mom tomorrow - give her strength. I know she is in good hands with you and dad watching over her. Thanks and Love You-Jayne

September 10, 2006

love you and miss you Bill....

September 10, 2006

I finally had a dream about you, but it was when you were a skinny little kid. Dad was there with the flat top hair cut and olive jacket he used to wear when he was younger. I woke up as I always do, with my first thought being the realization that you are gone. My heart sank as it always does. I miss you everyday. For my next dream of you, can you be 43? Kath

September 6, 2006

Bill,
Still missing you very, very much. I still find myself wanting to call you about alot of things - but at least I can still see that laugh and smile so vividly as if you were still here. You should be here....Love you-Jayne

September 4, 2006

Thinking of you and your Family. Rest in peace.

J. Harter
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August 31, 2006