Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Happy Father's Day. Miss ya

Anonymous

June 21, 2009

Dear Scott,

Thank you for all of your prayers regarding my situation. They really have helped out and hopefully I am back on the road to normalcy (whatever that may be)!!! I am again hopeful in foreseeing a good future. I only wish you were here to share it. I miss you and your smirk. I miss you you and your sarcasm. I miss you and your kind words when i am down. I just miss you. I know that had you not died, we would have stayed friends forever. You were and remain very important to me. I wanted you to know that. Please continue to look down on all of us. We need all of the guidance you can spare (eg. your bro in law..ha ha matt!!).

Love,
Meghan

meghan murphy
friend/mhpd

June 15, 2009

Scott

It has been a while since I have written.

Soon April and Matt will be having their new baby. I am excited .. and probably more than anybody Morgan seems excited.

I saw your Mom recently. She and I talk or talk pretty regularly.

Watch everybody ......

Scott Barthelmass
Friend

June 11, 2009

Scott,

Happy Memorial Day....I also wanted to say Thank You for not only serving our country but also making the ultimate sacrifice to the profession you loved. Miss Ya!

Anonymous

May 25, 2009

Hi Scott,

Just wanted you to know that I have been thinking about you and I miss you a lot!!!

Love,
Meghan

meghan
friend

April 17, 2009

Happy Easter:) Look Heart, No Hands.....How awesome its on right now!! How perfect is that? Enjoy all that calorie free candy. Miss ya!

Anonymous

April 12, 2009

Happy Easter

Anonymous

April 12, 2009

Happy Birthday! Thought about you alot lately! It's been really tough at work! Hard to understand things!
Love
Mary

Communication Officer
Sunset Hills PD

April 1, 2009

Happy Birthday Scott - I hope you are enjoying a beer and a bbq with your friends in heaven. Michelle and I were reminiscing about the fun bbq we had at our house with all of our friends and family. I just remember how much fun we had and happy you were that day. I know it was your favorite beer, brats, friends and family. We all miss you dearly. I just picture your big smile and all I can do is smile too...I miss you so much!!!

Anonymous

April 1, 2009

So as you know I think about you often. I try not to think about the stupid choice that one person made to end your life but I try to remember all the wonderful and funny things that we got to do together. One of the funny times that stands out the most to me right now is when I met you, mom and dad for dinner one night not much before you were killed. You all were sitting at the bar waiting for me and there was a pretty good look girl sitting a few chairs down from you. You were trying to get her attention because as you always said you were the ladies man. Well I very quickly caught wind to what you were doing and I sat down right next to you and put my arm around you to end any flirting that was going on between you and the girl a few chairs down. A few minutes after we were taken to our table to eat dinner you ran into the girl as you were leaving the bathroom. She asked you who I was and you had to tell her that I was just your sister! ha ha, I just loved doing stuff like that to you and truly miss all of it. However, I have great memories and think about them often. Happy Birthday and I love you DORK!

April
sister

April 1, 2009

Happy Birthday Scott.

Michelle Schieszer
Friend

April 1, 2009

Hi Scott,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY we love you very much. And miss you so much.

Mom

mom

April 1, 2009

Scott,
I just wanted to say Happy Birthday and that you are missed so much. You have really been on my mind lately and wanted you to know that you are defintely not forgotten. Please be with you family on your birthday and show them a sign to give them the strength they need to make it thru another day without you. Rest in Peace.

Anonymous

March 31, 2009

Hey Bro;

You have been in the news and talked about a lot over the last few days. It is never easy to see someone make such a stupid choice, but someone you knew and worked with!!!! Watch over everyone as the information comes out. It is disheartening to see how this case is going to endup. Remember to keep an extra watch over your mom and dad, and April as the comparisons come out and we have to relive the day that you did not come home from work.

Like always, may god bless those of us who protect!

PO M Barthelmass
Brother-in-law

March 24, 2009

I went to see you today but I guess you knew that huh? So were you laughing at me getting lost walking to you grave? I knew where it was I swear or I thought but at least I found you. I guess it is a way we can still have a laugh together. I hope you enjoyed me talking to you and cleaning up your site a little it was nice to be there,but I wish you were there in person!! I still cant believe that you are gone. I hope you know that you are in my thoughts always and I will never forget you and promise to always visit you until we meet again MY FRIEND!

Anonymous

March 22, 2009

Scott,
You will soon have a birthday. The ballons will fly .But you are not here to see them, life is not happy, just there . The pain in my heat is forever.

Anonymous

March 19, 2009

Happy St. Patrick's Day Scott.

Anonymous

March 17, 2009

Scott...I met your parents this last week at a conference, you are so very missed and loved. I wish I had had the chance to know you. God bless you for your sacrifice!

Patrol Officer
Lafayette PD

March 1, 2009

Forgive me for missing the anniversary of your E.O.W., but I felt as though I could not continue to read about so many tragedies. I now realize the visit each day to leave a word of encouragement and hope to the loved ones of others, helps me to remember that I am not alone with my pain and heartbreak. So may I say to your friends and loved ones that my thoughts and prayers are with them now and always. Continue to keep watch over them and those still out on patrol and may they know you will never be forgotten.

James Sheppard
Father of Sgt. Jason L. Sheppard EOW 12/7/06

February 20, 2009

I just wanted you to know I just heard one of your favorite songs "Look Heart No Hands" by Randy Travis. It made me think of you and smile and but also made me sad because you are gone. I guess the good thing is though I still have my memories of you (alot which are special and fun) that no one can take from me, so yes you are still here!

Anonymous

February 12, 2009

I remember GONE BUT NEVER EVER FORGOTTEN!!!!!

Anonymous

February 8, 2009

Hey Bro-

Keep the Sloans in your sights today, it is going to be a rough day for them. It was just two weeks ago we had another sad anniversary of your death.

Like always, may god bless those of us who protect!!

PO M Barthelmass
Brother-in-law

January 30, 2009

Scott: I was not my privilege to ever know you but it is my privilege to know your wonderful parents. Since I find myself now a member of this terrible Survivors Club I want you to know that I hope my son Tom and you have met. Maybe there is a club of Police Officers in Heaven and you all have the closest connection imaginable!
I pray and cry with you Mom. You were privileged to have your wonderful parents!
Sue Miller

Sue Carol Miller, Mother of Fallen Offic
Mother of Fallen Officer, Tom Ballman, Kirkwood, Mo.

January 22, 2009

I can't believe it's been 4 years since you kissed me good night and headed off to work. I will never forget you and all of the great times we had together. I cherish everything we had. I miss you so much and have you in my thoughts daily.

We had a great time at the golf tournament as usual and seeing your parents is always so nice. I wish I could see Tyler but I did not know he was in town until I read your page. It is very hard not to be a part of your life anymore. I hope everyone is doing good. I know it is so hard. Thanks for all signs and strenght. You are my special angel...forever!!

I hope everyone has a blessed New Year!!

Chrissy

January 19, 2009

Hard to believe it's been four years! Think about you alot! We were down at JB on Friday burying Dave's Grandma, was hard but we will be back to visit!
Love Mary
Sunset Hills PD

CO Ebeler
Sunset Hills PD

January 13, 2009