United States Department of Homeland Security - United States Secret Service, U.S. Government
End of Watch Monday, November 22, 2004
Reflections for Special Agent Phillip Charles Lebid
HAPPY EASTER PHILLIP
March 27, 2005
Dearest Phil,
I can't help but cry when I sit here and read all these wonderful things that everyone wrote about you. You truly were and are an inspiration to alot of people. In about 6 weeks I will be going to Washington D.C. to the Police Memorial where your name will be placed on the wall. In August at your graduation from the Secret Service, you and I stood by that wall together and talked about how horrible it would be if it was one of us!!! How ironic that I will be going there and it will be one of us! I don't know how to explain how I feel I just know that you will be standing by my side once again helping me get through that day and helping me through life as you always did. I love you and I miss you as always!!!!
Rebecca
FMPD
March 25, 2005
Dearest Phil,
You are still so deeply loved and so deeply missed. Although, I know you would not want us feeling such sadness, but rather us celebrate the wonderful memories you left us with... and cherish the mark you left behind on every life you ever touched!! My prayers are with your family still... now and always.
T. Smith
March 23, 2005
Four Months! It still hurts & it is NOT getting any easier. Some days I still find myself wanting to pick up that phone, thinking that you're just away - it's weird, I know, but that's just the way it is. I find myself thinking about our last phone conversation - like it was yesterday - and remembering you telling me that you'll talk to me soon, just before we hung up. Well, I can't help wishing that you would. I still can't stop myself from shaking whenever I am speaking of you, though I love sharing my stories & the few pictures that I cherish. Funny how the simplest things are now so important. As always, you're on my mind and in my heart.
P.S. I enjoyed our "dream" date last night - maybe next time we can go dancing? I miss doing the Swing and Cha Cha with you. I'll look forward to it, so 'til then,
Un Beso,
S.
March 22, 2005
I still think about you everyday. My prayers are with your family. All my love.
March 18, 2005
Phillip,
I miss you a lot, especially today. Some days are easy and some days just aren't. Today is one of those days where I just can't seem to focus. I had a dream about you last night and you were so alive! I woke up only to be disappointed when I realized that it was just a dream. I can't help wishing you were still here. I can't help praying for a miracle. All I want to happen is for time to turn back; I want to know that I can call you to hear your voice or come over to see you. It's definitely been a tough year so far and I don't know why you had to go. It does help to ease my mind knowing that God had His reasons - what ever they may be. I believe & trust that you are in heaven by His side assisting Him in watching over, protecting, and guiding us.
Un Beso,
Siena
March 1, 2005
It's suppose to get easier, but it hasn't. I'm still wishing I could hear your voice. Everything reminds me of you. I miss you, more and more each day.
S.
February 21, 2005
Our Dearest Phillip,
You are on our mind and in our prayers every day. We love you and miss you.
God Bless you.
US
February 18, 2005
Phillip,
I miss you.
All my love
February 14, 2005
Happy Valentine's Day! You're in my heart & mind, not just today, but everyday.
Missing you more,
S.
February 14, 2005
butterflies
csa c. ingram
fmpd
February 11, 2005
Miss you Phil. We all do.
Scott
February 11, 2005
I can't beleive this is true. I can't believe I didn't hear about this until now. Phil and I went to High School together where we played basketball. I had run into him a few times in the last few years, and he was always so happy to see my kids. I'm really shocked now that I'm just hearing about this. He was such a special person. If anyone from his family reads this, especially his mother, know that you and Philip are in our prayers. God Bless.
Norm
February 8, 2005
Still thinking of you and missing you...
A Friend
February 7, 2005
I loved you and still do, with all my heart! Sometimes I can feel you around me, thanks! I know you're watching over me.
S.
January 28, 2005
Our Dear Phillip,
You are missed more than ever. The shock that you are not here with us still exists. I will always cherish the last talk we had when I heard your enthusiastic and highly motivated voice. I still talk to you every day but I wish I could here your words.
Your star still shines and will shine forever. Please guard your family and all of us. We need your help more than ever. Continue to do the great work you have always done.
We love you and terribly miss you.
God Bless you.
US
January 28, 2005
Phillip,
I am just now starting to believe that it is really possible that you are gone. Your family is so grief striken. You were taken way to soon. I can not think of you without crying and knowing that I will not see you again. You were such a wonderful person and I can only wonder why you were taken so soon. My heart aches for you...and for your family. One thing is for sure we all have a guardian angel looking down on us. Phillip you are loved and missed very much. Until we meet again.
Much Love.
January 25, 2005
I thought this was supposed to get easier as time went by. Well, it's not! Still missing you brother!
January 20, 2005
We are deeply saddened at Phil's loss.
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We all recall you gave your best.
You did your job, now you can rest.
Your comrades now can cover your post
as you take your place with the Heavenly Host.
God Bless Our Fallen Brothers & Sisters.
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Our prayers will be with you, your family, and co-workers!
Ptlm. P.K. Harding
Binghamton (NY) P.D.
January 17, 2005
Just wanted to drop another line to let you know I am thinking of you and missing you always!
A Friend
January 17, 2005
From time to time I view your reflections to hear all the things that people may have to say about you...so far, none of it surprises me. You are every bit of what everyone has said, AND MORE!!! I think about you all the time, sometimes, too much. It's nice to have a place to visit and remember you or, in my case, talk to you. I've written several times now and I have to say, it feels good. Of course, it's not the same as when we used to chat on the phone, but I guess it will have to do. Just like most of the people who have written to you, I miss you too! I find myself always sharing my memories of you to friends, old and new. I have your pictures within arms length at all times so that when I do share the stories, they can see who you are. I look through our pictures from dance, and I swear, sometimes I can hear your expressions. Especially in the one where we are in a line formation and you are just beet red with laughter. I can honestly hear you laughing...who could ever forget the sound of your laughter? I know I won't. You're always with me.
Un beso,
S.
January 12, 2005
Happy Birthday Phil!!
January 11, 2005
Thinking of you today, missing you always.
January 11, 2005
Thank you for all you have done to better our world. May the lord be with your family and keep you always.
SA
USSS-NYFO
January 6, 2005
Phillip,
You are on my mind everyday since the accident. When I first found out I was in shock and still am. I can not believe that you are gone. You were one in a million-always willing to help anyone that needed you. I miss our talks even though they were not as frequent as I would have liked in recent years-only because we were both so busy with life. I was so proud that you made it into the Secret Service because I knew that is what your goal was. You left a good impression on everyone that you came in contact with. I know that there is a reason that God called you home so soon. I pray for your family everyday-for something to help ease their pain. You are on my mind and in my heart. Until we meet again. Missing you.
January 3, 2005
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