United States Department of Homeland Security - United States Secret Service, U.S. Government
End of Watch Monday, November 22, 2004
Reflections for Special Agent Phillip Charles Lebid
If tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not here to see,
If the sun should rise you find your eyes all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say.
I know how much you love me, as much as I love you
And each time that you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand.
He said my place was ready, in heaven far above
And that I’d have to leave behind all those I dearly love.
But as I turned and walked away a tear fell from my eye.
For all my life I’d always thought, I didn’t want to die.
I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do.
It seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays the good ones and the bad.
I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday, just even for a while,
I’d say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized that this could never be,
For emptiness and memories would take the place of me.
When I thought of worldly things I might miss come tomorrow
I thought of you and when I did my heart was filled with sorrow.
When I walked through heavens gates I felt so much at home.
God looked down and smiled at me from his great golden throne
He said, “This is eternity and all I’ve promised you”
Today your life on earth has passed but here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last
And since each day is the same there’s no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things you knew you shouldn’t do.
You have been forgiven and now at last you’re free.
So won’t you come and take my hand and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts with out me don’t think we’re far apart,
For every time you think of me, I’m right here in your heart.
Rest in peace Sir. You are now guarding Heaven’s gates
J. Hlavay
November 16, 2021
15 years but it doesn’t feel like it’s been that long... your energy, love of life, passion, and compassion is never forgotten. You are greatly missed my friend!
Christina B
USSS
November 22, 2019
Special Agent Lebid rest in peace.
Rabbi Lewis S. Davis
November 21, 2019
Hi Phillip. It’s your Auntie Ann. I know this is the first time I will leave a message for you but it’s still super hard. But, you should know that along with Bailey and Aspen another little girl will join you in the December birthday club. We don’t know her name yet, but your newest cousin is due the 26th of December. I know you would have gotten such a charge out of this. I love you and miss you so much. Until we meet again....
Ann Marie Currier
Aunt
July 8, 2019
Dear Phillip,
You are in our hearts forever and we greatly miss you.
Thank you for watching over all of us.
We love you and miss you,
US
Unknown
April 12, 2018
Phil was my friend and classmate during training. A consummate professional who is still sorely missed..
A06489
March 21, 2018
You're on my mind and always in my heart! ❤
S
friend
November 22, 2017
Happy Birthday sweet Phillip. Although it's been a long while since I've posted on here, you're frequently in my thoughts. I miss you, friend. My Mama had joined you and the angels, take good care of her and show her around.
Always, you're on my mind and in my heart! ❤
S
S
December 29, 2016
Never forgotten. Such a senseless act. God bless your family.
SA Ellen Pierson
DHS HSI
November 22, 2016
Phil,
It has been over 10 years now. I am wishing you and your family peace and joy on this Christmas day.
Jim Harris
Tampa Police Department
December 25, 2014
You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥!
S
December 1, 2013
♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIA ♥
I miss you. You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥!
S
December 29, 2012
Dear Pia,
You will always be "Pia" and only me and my friend know why.
I can't believe that its been 8 years since I last spoke to you....remember it was about a pair of earrings? Anyways, as I was saying...its been 8 long years and it seems like yesterday my friend told me the news about you. I was in shock and didn't believe it until I read it in the paper. To tell you the truth....deep down I still think your amongst the living or at least I have this wild imagination like maybe you've been taken by aliens and your in a spaceship and will be back soon..that would be awesome because of all people "you" did not deserve to be taken away. You are a wonderful person, you made my friend so very happy, you were and will always be the love of her life...only I know this and I see you in her eyes and feel the love pouring out of her heart. I thank you for teaching her what real love is all about and making her smile from ear to ear. The mere mention of "Pia" makes her and I raise our eyebrows and giggle! I know that someday you and her will be together on the ballroom dance floor catching up on all the dancing you've missed....so keep your shoes polished and ready to go......miss you.....miyagi
Miyagi
friend
November 23, 2012
Feels like yesterday...can't believe it's been 8 years. I miss you so much.
You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥!
S
Friend
November 20, 2012
Phillip,
As your birthday draws near, I couldn't help but to think of you. You were an incredible person and cousin, and I hate that you were taken from this earth at such a young age.
Love you and miss you,
J
J
December 16, 2011
You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥!
S
Friend
November 22, 2011
Hi Pia...it's been awhile. I've done so much since my last visit here, but I'm sure you already knew that! I miss you. You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥!
Anonymous
June 20, 2011
♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIA ♥
You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥
Anonymous
December 29, 2010
On this extremely sad and lonely sixth anniversary of your very untimely death, all I can do is quote the lyrics of a song I heard earlier today..."I've tried to go on like I never knew you. I'm awake but my world is half asleep. I pray for this heart to be unbroken. But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete"...it still hurts, so much, I was brought to tears; and, there's a heaviness in my heart and chest that just won't go away.
I just want to see, hear, and feel you again.
Always, you're on my mind and definitely in my ♥
Anonymous
November 22, 2010
Dear Phillip,
You are in our hearts forever and miss you terribly.
Thank you for watching over all of us.
We love you and miss you,
US
Anonymous
September 4, 2010
Hey You. August begins what poses to be another trying & chaotic semester, but my last academic one at that! I begin my full internship in January and will be completed in May. Every time I'm on campus, I'm reminded of you. You'd be so proud of how far I've come along...you always pushed me to go back to school and now I'm there and almost finished...I can't believe it! I wish you were here to celebrate with me; though I know you're here in spirit.
Missing you forever and always,
You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥.
Anonymous
August 26, 2010
Missing you always. You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥!
Anonymous
April 25, 2010
Dear Phillip: I can still remember your kind face. I used to play with you and your cousin. I can't believe you are gone.
I love you
Anonymous
April 1, 2010
It feels like so much time has gone by; but, no matter what, I know and can feel you're by my side.
I miss you friend, ever so much.
You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥!
Anonymous
March 28, 2010
Pia - Another year, another birthday...how I wish you could be here to celebrate it with me...a shot of Dewar's goes out to you, dearest friend! Perhaps, you're celebrating up there with Miya's papa and all the angels:)
I miss you; and always, you're on my mind and definitely in my heart!
Anonymous
December 30, 2009
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