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Sergeant Jeffrey Todd Hewitt

Buncombe County Sheriff's Office, North Carolina

End of Watch Sunday, April 4, 2004

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Reflections for Sergeant Jeffrey Todd Hewitt

Hey Baby,
I've been missing you today...just like every day. I've been trying to get some things done around the house. I started painting Taylor's room today. My back is killing me...sure wish you were here rubbing my back like you always did. I would give anything to here you walk through that door and say, "Hey Beautiful" in that baby talk you used with me. Oh, I guess I shouldn't have written that! But you know what, that's what made me love you so much. You were the perfect example of a "man". The strength of a marine and police officer was always there, but the gentleness that a wife needs was there too. You were always able to be sensitive when the time was right. Today has been a lonely day. One of those days when my heart ached so bad it made me feel sick inside. You know, I've been on my own before and it wasn't so bad...but this time I've never felt more alone in my life! It's seems to be so much worse when Taylor is not here. He has gone to his Dad's for the weekend. He has been so strong for me. You would be so proud of him. I know he was not your son...but it's amazing how many of your traits he has. He has been through so much in his 12 years. I would do anything to make it a perfect world for him. But everyone keeps telling me that all of the "trials" will just make us stronger. I guess God intended for me to be a "brick wall". I sure do feel like I'm right on my way. As for the thing I mentioned a while back....don't worry about it anymore...I give up! I've tried for so long...I don't have a bit of "fight" left. I consider it to be just one more brick! I will continue on my way doing the best I can and hopefully that will be enough in the end.
Sweetie, I miss you. I can't believe it's been 11 months. I can't believe I have to walk this road with out you! I long for the day...that I can be with you again. Until then...I'll see you in my dreams.

I love you
Tracie

P.S.
Teddy misses you too!

See you in a minute 1-4-3

Tracie M. Hewitt
Jeff's Wife

March 5, 2005

Hi Jeff,
I saw today on the news where another shooting incident in South Asheville happened, and I got chills down my spine because I thought of you and the other deputies that were with you the night you were taken from us. I am thankful no officers were killed in this one. It is just so senseless.
I wanted to tell you that after last year being the worst year of my life, because of what happened that night, as well as many other things, that I am finally feeling some happiness again. I feel like good things have come about in the past few months, and have put a smile back on my face, and made me feel hopeful again. I have said before, you will never know how much of an impact you've had on my life even though we never met. Isn't that strange? Do you know how special you are, and how many lives you've touched? I hope you do. And I hope, although Tracie misses you terribly every day, that she realizes how many people you have touched, and how many people miss you and love you without having to know you. I feel that what happened that night changed me for the better, before it was too late. I will always be thankful. I know you are sitting up there smiling on us..I can feel it.

A Friend

March 2, 2005

Jeff I never actually got to meet you but I did ride with your squad some. Everyone on your squad always talks about the way you would do things, the way you where very professional and the way that you treated them all. Hopefully I can become as good of an officer as you. My best wishes to your family. Im glad to know that you are protecting the streets of heaven for us. You are truely an insperation to all of us. I know that you are looking down on all of your brothers. Last night there was a shot out southside. I believe that you where there protecting your fellow brothers once again. God bless you, your family and all the officers at Buncombe County Sheriffs Office.

Explorer Cpl. Sitton
Buncombe County Sheriffs Office Explorer

March 2, 2005

Hey Partner,
Not a day passes that you do not enter my mind, as will be all the days that lie ahead until we meet again, on the other side. Taylor was invited to join the National Junior Beta Club this week, a real honor for kids like him. He is so smart. He talks of you often to me, and how it breaks my heart for him and Tracie, Man, you left such a void in so many lives, but good people have a effect like that on others. I have been hearing of the honor you will receive in D.C. Hat's off buddy!!! You are truly one to be honored in such a distinguised way. I want be able to be there in person, but as every day will be with you in mind and spirit. Jeff, as you did while you were here, once again I need help. You know what I'm talking about. Is there anyway we can go back to the Lake and talk again? Man, how I wish..

Your friend,

FID

March 1, 2005

The time is approaching to honor you for giving your life to protect us and to offer peace and love to those you left behind- to your widow who will always cherish the short time she had with you and to her son, to whom you were such a wonderful role model, but who has his father to help fill the void you left in his life- To your mom and Dad who has suffered the greatest lost concievable, the loss of a child, a mother who will never feel hers son's arms around her and never from his lips again hear the words: "Mom I love you", and a father who will never be able to replace the love and companionship that only his son could give- The cycle of life is not meant to be broken this way. The void of loosing a child can never be filled. Then there are your sisters, their children, whose children will never know you, Grandparents, Aunts and Undcles, cousins and many, many riends whose lives will never be the same since the night the angels took you home; So GODSPEED to family and friends as they go to Washington in May to Honor You, may they return home safely. Love
Tammy

Tammy keener
sister

March 1, 2005

Well sarge "I appreciate it" Jeffrey...it has been a long time since I talked to you. It has taken me awhile to be able to sit down and write this, I am not even sure I can finish it.

We didn't decorate Bobs mailbox this year, missed you, didn't have you to blame it on... HA HA

Our Honor Guard got an invitation to stand for you in DC in May. No hesitation here whatsoever...we jumped at the chance. We will be standing vigil at the flame of the candle, the flowers of the wreath and the memorial wall where your name will forever be etched for all to see. What an honor this will be for all of us on the Honor Guard to know that we stand for you as you have stood for us!

I met your family once again a week ago. I love them Jeffrey, it is so easy to see where you get your personality, your smile is so like your sisters and your strength so like your moms...I know you miss them as much as they miss you..and know you would move mountains to get to them if you could. They will see you one day as will the rest of us here at the dept. but until then, know that we miss you and think about you daily...I wish I could hear you give me a hard time about leaving Charlie Squad one more time!

As I said everytime I left you "You be careful"

Helen

Sgt. Helen Hall
BCSD

February 28, 2005

MY DEAR BROTHER,
I HAVE BEEN GONE MOST OF THE WEEK BUT MY THOUGHTS ALWAYS TURN TO YOU. HERE, THERE, ANYWHERE YOU ARE ON MY MIND. MOM AND DAD MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH TOO.
LAST NIGHT WAS A FULL MOON, I USED TO LOVE THEM BUT NOW THEY BRING A SADNESS OVER ME. IT REMINDS ME OF THAT LONG RIDE FROM WAYNESVILLE TO YOUR HOUSE AFTER A HEART WRENCHING TELEPHONE CALL. ONLY YOU WEREN'T THERE TO GREET US. TAMMY, ERIC, JUSTIN AND I TRAVELED WHAT SEEMED TO BE AN ETERNITY. I DON'T SEE HOW MOM AND DAD MADE IT IN SUCH PAIN. BROTHER, WE LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH. WE ARE PROUD TO BE GOING TO WASHINGTON WHERE YOU WILL BE AGAIN HONORED IN SUCH A DESERVING WAY. EVERY ONE IS BEING SO SUPPORTIVE AND ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS AND BROTHERS FROM THE SHERIFFS DEPT. THAT ARE ABLE TO COME ARE SO PROUD TO BE A PART OF SOMETHING SO MEMORABLE, AND TO BE ABLE TO CONTINUE SHOWING THEIR LOVE AND RESPECT FOR YOU. NO WONDER YOU ENJOYED YOUR WORK SO MUCH. THEY HAVE BEEN SO KIND TO US, THEY KNOW YOU LOVED THEM TOO. IT SEEMS SO UNFAIR THAT WE HAD YOU FOR SUCH A SHORT TIME. MOM, DAD, AND I ONLY HAD YOU FOR RIGHT AT 34 YEARS. IT SEEMS LIKE A LONG TIME IN NUMBERS BUT NOWHERE LONG ENOUGH IN OUR LIVES. NOW HEAVEN HOLDS YOU, KEEPING YOU FOREVER YOUNG, WHILE WE CARRY ON UNTIL IT IS TIME FOR US TO SEE YOU AGAIN. HOWEVER, AS MORTAL AS WE ARE, WE SHALL ALWAYS HOLD YOU IN OUR HEARTS AND MEMORIES.
BE WITH US AS WE PLAN TO PAY TRIBUTE TO YOU FOR WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE AND HONOR YOU. GOOD NIGHT LITTLE BROTHER
SUSAN

Susan Hewitt
Sister

February 27, 2005

Amen to that wonderful poem. It couldn't have been said better.
There isn't a day that goes by without a thought of such a great person... Love you and miss you so...

February 27, 2005

Jeff and Mike,

I found this poem by an unknown author and found it fitting to post for the both of you:

We Do Not Need A Special Day

I do not need a special day
To bring you to my mind.
The days I do not think of you
Are very hard to find.

Each morning when I awake
I know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As I try to carry on.

My heart still aches with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What is meant to lose you
No one will ever know.

My thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life I loved you dearly,
In death I love you still.

There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But alwasys a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.

If tears could make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
I'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.

I hold you close within my heart,
And there you will remain,
To walk with me throughout life
Until we meet again.


Jeff and Mike, your loved ones miss you dearly. Watch over all of us.
Bob Gordon

Gordon Family

February 26, 2005

Dear Jeff,
It's been almost 1 year and things are going, but never to be normal again. I read your memorial page almost everyday to read what people have left for you and Tracie. As I read what Tracie has to say to you I get a heavy heart for her pain. She is doing great being strong and keeping your love alive. She is really stronger than she can even dream. Being a law enforcement wife can be rough but to watch the face of the man that we love as he does his job of caring for others is something special.

I'm sure you're proud of Tracie as she continues on. We all hope that she can get to DC and be there to hear as your name is called out. She can stand proud for both of you.

You keep on walking with the Lord and ask him to watch over my husband as he does what all of you law enforcement brothers do the best. love, honor and protect.

Jeff, until we all meet in heaven for that wonderful reunion.

Sincerely,
one of your law enforcement family members.

Tracie, Keep the faith, the direction that all should be in will shine through.

February 26, 2005

Dearest Jeff & Family,
WE WILL NEVER FORGET THAT NIGHT. IT WAS SUCH A HEART BREAKING TIME FOR US ALL. I WAS AT HOME RECOVERING FROM KIDNEY STONES WHEN IT HAPPENED. WE HAD ALREADY HAD A BAD YEAR. MY WIFES DAD HAD PASSED AWAY ON MARCH 11TH, AND WE WERE STILL IN A SAD STATE. THEN JESUS CALLED YOU HOME. ANOTHER WARRIOR FOR JUSTICE WHO GAVE ALL. I OFTEN REALIZE IF THE PUBLIC TRULY KNEW THE SACRFICE THAT YOU AND ALL OFFICERS GAVE TO THEM FOR THEIR SAFTEY AND WELL BEING, HOW MUCH THEY WOULD TRULY RESPECT AND CARE FOR EACH AND EVERY OFFICER. THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, THEN HALF EATEN DINNERS AND COLD TOO. THE NOT SEEING YOUR CHILDREN GROWING UP, THEIR FIRST WORDS AND FOOT STEPS. AND THE WIFE WHO NO MATTER WHAT STANDS AND WAITS IN SILENCE AND PRAYS FOR THE SAFE RETURN OF HER HERO. THE MISSED HOLIDAYS WITH THE FAMILY.. YOU WERE AND ALWAYS WILL BE OUR HERO. ON THAT NIGHT YOU GAVE THE ULTIMATE, YOUR LIFE, FOR THE LIVES OF YOUR BROTHERS.

Corp. Mike Austin Communications Divisio
Buncombe County Sheriffs Department

February 25, 2005

Hey Baby! I've been thinking about you so much today. We are working our way towards the anniversary. The department is working on raising money to go to Washington, DC to honor you and all of the other officer's that have given their lives. I'm afraid that the whole purpose of our trip is somehow drifting from sight in the eyes of some. You know what I'm talking about. I hope that they will regain their focus and realize that this day is about "you" not your family, not the department, not one single sole except "you" and your fellow officer's that answered that ultimate call of duty. It amazes me how "meaning" is lost so easily. The only thing I want is to hear your name as it is called out and to run my fingers across each letter as it is inscribed on the memorial wall. Just to know that you have received the honor and recognition that you deserve. Please tell God to pour his love and peace out over each one and let them remember the reason we are going to DC. Baby, know that I love you always. Thank you for always being close by. You don't have to worry about me...all of your "brothers" are watching out for me. Oh, by the way...Be sure to tell Michael Gordon we said Happy Birthday!

I love you, Baby!
Tra

See you in a minute 1-4-3



THE ANCHOR HOLDS (Ray Boltz)

I have journeyed through the long, dark night
Out on the open sea,
By faith alone, sight unknown,
And yet His eyes were watching me.

The Anchor holds, though the ship is battered.
The Anchor holds, though the sails are torn.
Well I have fallen on my knees,
as I faced the raging sea,
But the Anchor holds, in spite of the storm.
I've had visions and I've had dreams;
Well I've even held them in my hands,
But I never knew those dreams could slip right through
Like they were only grains of sand.


O, the Anchor holds, though the ship is battered.
The Anchor holds, though the sails are torn.
Well I have fallen on my knees,
as I faced the raging seas.
O, the Anchor holds, in spite of the storm.
Now I have been young, but I am older now.
O and there has been beauty these eyes have seen;
But it was in the night, when I faced the storms of my life.
Oh, that's where God proved His love to me.


The Anchor holds, though the ship is battered.
The Anchor holds, though the sails are torn.
I have fallen, fallen down on my knees
as I faced the raging seas.
But the Anchor holds; O, in spite of the storm.
I said I've fallen, fallen down on my knees
as I faced the raging seas;
But the Anchor holds, in spite of the storm.



Tracie M. Hewitt
Jeff's Wife

February 24, 2005

HEY JEFF ITS JESS. THINGS ARE GOING WELL HOPEFUULY BEFORE TO LONG I WILL BE BUYING SOME LAND HERE ROUGHLY ABOUT 5-6 ACRES AND BUILDING A HOUSE. I HAD MY SECOND BIG FIRE LAST WEEK AND TO BE HONEST I WAS QUITE SCARED IT WAS APARTMENT BUILDING WITH TWELVE FLOORS. ALOT GOES THROUGH YOU MIND WHEN YOU HAVE A FIRE OF THAT SIZE. BUT IT NEVER FAILS THAT I TOOK A BREATHE AND I FELT SO PROTECTED AND AT EASE LIKE YOU WERE THERE WATCHING MY BACK. IT WAS GREAT NO LOSS OF LIFE AND I CAME OUT ALIVE AND WITH MY BROTHERS THAT WENT IN WITH ME. I READ THAT ON VALENTINES DAY YOU AND TRACY WOULD GO EAT AND THAT YOU FELT THAT YOU COULD NOT BREATHE AFTERWARDS. THEN YOU WOULD SAY LETS HAVE ICE CREAM--LOL--LOL DAM MAN WERE ARE SO MUCH ALIKE ITS CRAZYYYYY --I DO THE SAME THING. ANYWAY WE LOVE YOU MAN AND I REALLY THANK GOD FOR WATCHING OVER TRACY AND YOUR MOM,DAD,SUSAN. JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I'M WEARING MY BADGE PROUD AND THANK YOU FOR WATCHING MY BACK AND GUIDING ME THROUGH MY FEARS AT TIMES.

FIREFIGHTER/MEDIC JESSE P HEWITT II
Newport News fire Department

February 24, 2005

We still think of you, we here have been so close in deadly force encounters. God continue to be with Tracie and the co-workers of the Buncombe County Sheriff's Office. We will NEVER forget, thanks Jeff for watching over all of us.

Cpl Gary E Mintz, Traffic Enf Director
Henderson County Sheriff's Office, North Carolina

February 22, 2005

Tracie and Jeff:
Jeff, it is hard to believe that you have been gone 10 months. We all still think about you on a daily basis and miss you incrediably. Today, our community is holding a dinner in your memory to raise money to send Tracie and the rest of your family to Washington. I know this community will come through for you and them. Tracie, keep holding your head high. Jeff is with you everyday. I am sorry I couldn't make it to the dinner for Jeff, but you guys were in my thoughts today. You'll make it there (washington) with no problems I'm sure. Our community will see to it. You will continue to be in my prayers.
Lauren

February 19, 2005

Hey Baby!
Happy Valentine's Day! I guess it's no surprise that I missed you terribly today. It was difficult to hear about all of the couples spending this special day together. I thought about what we would have been doing today if you were here. I know I would have received a bouquet of pink tulips, because you knew they are my favorite. Then we would have gone to dinner at Texas Roadhouse and stuffed ourselves until we could barely move. You would walk out the resturant talking about how you can't even breathe because you ate so much and then no sooner than we close the car door, you would be asking if we could go to Dairy Queen to get a blizzard. Then you would go over the entire menu for 10 minutes, just to decide that you wanted the exact same item you always wanted....a Reece cup blizzard! Then we would go home and open the box of candy my Dad always brings to me and while relaxing on the couch...poke holes in each piece to find out if we liked it or not. Finally, there would just be a box of squished chocolate. I still did that today....I guess some things will never change. I had a wonderful surprise this afternoon. Mark Durner sent me a bouquet of flowers. Then Rick Cummings came over and he brought me pink roses and candy from the department. It was so sweet of them to think of me. I never expected them to do anything for me for Valentine's day. They have tried so hard to fill in for you on special days. You would be so proud of them. It really means so much to me. We are getting all of the details worked out for your special day...when we will go to Washington, DC and your name will be placed on the monument. We have a lot of work to do. There's a lot of money to be raised so that we can all attend. I know that God will make a way. Well, honey! I had better go...I need to get Taylor ready for bed. I just wanted you to know how much I love and miss you! You will always be "My Valentine"!

I love you!
Tra

See you in a minute 1-4-3

Tracie M. Hewitt
Jeff's Wife

February 14, 2005

Tracie,

Jeff is looking down and sending his love to you on this Valentine's Day! He is putting his arms around you and comforting you today.

Love,

A Friend

A friend

February 14, 2005

Jeff,

I was in Iraq when I heard the news. My heart was broken again. Both yours and Anthony's names hang with the five soldiers that I have lost.

My heart goes out to your family and friends. I wish we could have the time back. I will miss you brother. "Nanquam non paratus"

"The Tree of Liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the blood of heros and tyrants." - Thomas Paine

Rest easy my friend.

Wayne Ayers
North Carolina Justice Academy

February 14, 2005

Sergeant Hewitt,

I did not know you but I also served in the Marines during the Gulf War.

My best friend Bryan Hurst just died on 1-6-05, he was a Columbus, OH Police Officer and a Marine MP/K-9 handler.

Semper Fidelis Marine, you and Bryan saved a lot of lives during your last watch.

God Bless your family and friends.

Brandon C. Walton

Brandon C. Walton
Best Friend of Bryan Hurst EOW 1-6-05

February 13, 2005

I LOVE YOU!

Tracie M. Hewitt
Jeff's wife

February 10, 2005

Hi Jeff,

I come to this site at least once a day and check Michael's page and then bounce over to yours to read the reflections. It was nice of Tracie to think about Michael and I'm sure you two are partners and Mike has you laughing with all his stories which he was known for and his ability to make others laugh. His partner that was with him in the squad the morning of the accident was asked what he remembered about the accident, his answer was that Mike had told him a story and they were both laughing and the next thing he remembers is waking up in the hospital. I know you are razzing Mike because you were a Marine and he was Army Airborne. When the Marines use to razz him at his District he would rip off his shirt and flex his back and show them his Giant Airborne wings tattoo which I'm sure he has shown you. It's all in good fun as you are both vets that went through more than most people have experienced. Keep covering one anothers backs up there and please watch over all of us and comfort us during this very trying time. Before I go, I came across a little saying that I think is appropriate for you and Mike, it reads as follows: "When Someone You Love Becomes A Memory, The Memory Becomes A Treasure." Both of you are Treasures. Take care, talk to you soon.

Bob Gordon, Mike's Dad, EOW 8/8/04

Bob Gordon

February 7, 2005

Hey Sweetheart!
Today was a bitter-sweet day. Justin and Ruth got married today. It was a beautiful service. Ruth asked me to be her Maitron of Honor. I was proud to be there for her. This has been a really busy week trying to get all of the details together. It seems like only yesterday that I was planning our wedding. We had your picture up with a candle. We know you were with us in spirit. When I started walking down the aisle, I couldn't help but think of the joy that filled my heart when I was walking down the aisle to you. Then when they were saying their vows...."Til death do us part". You know even death can't seperate us!! We may not be together physically, but our souls are joined forever. Jeff, I love you so much! I miss you more every day! After the reception was over, we each took a balloon and released them out into the heavens. That was our little way of sending our love to you. Some of those were for Michael too. You know Michael Gordon...I'm sure you too have met...he is a Chicago Officer that joined you in heaven on 08/08/04. Mom has talked to his parents often. It seems there have been a lot of "connections" between our families. It's odd!! But we all feel that you guys are together hanging out and watching out for all of us. Tell him that his parents are coming to visit soon. Michael's birthday is February 20th and since yours is March 20th, we thought we would get together to honor both of you. I'm very excited about meeting them.

Baby, we missed you so much today. I wish you could have been there. But if you had been you would have been giving me and Susan a hard time about how much cake we were eating! You know it's funny ....that brother and sister love. You know your brother loves you by how much they "pick" on you. Lord knows, you loved Susan. Darren is the same way....I always know that even at our age...we can still pick on each other and that is our crazy way of saying, "I love you".

Well Sweetie! I think I'll go to bed now. I just wanted to let you know that I felt your presence today. I always love those days when you "feel" so close by. I miss you so much. Come to visit me in my dreams tonight if you can...It would be so nice to snuggle up to you and feel so safe...even if it is a dream.

Tell Michael we all send our love to him too.

I love you!
Tra

See you in a minute 1-4-3

P.S.
Please keep working on that other thing I was talking to you about!

Tracie M. Hewitt
Jeff's Wife

February 5, 2005

Been thinking of you this week. Hard to beleive that 10 months have gone by since you were taken form us. I still get a sick feeling every time I drive by that road. Tracie & Taylor please know that you are thought of often and will be forever a part of the BCSD family. Jeff, continue to watch over us and keep us safe as we continue the work you loved.


BCSD

February 5, 2005

Hey Jeff, Just woke early this morning with you on my mind. It will be a day filled with a heavy heart and tho I try to be strong, tears will fall. What a void I feel in my heart since you were taken from us. How does one endure that constant ache, how does one fill the void with peace? One thing that I can find comfort in is knowing that you are reaping Heavens rewards. Something we only read and hear about. I know it is selfish to wish you here rather than there but that is how I feel. I just cannot bring myself to say goodbye. I don't know that anyone is ever really ready to deal with loosing such a close loved one, especially without warning, or the chance to say everything they possibly can first. I do know that you left us knowing we all love you and have always been so proud of you. What a special person you will always be to us. You left a mark on all those who knew you, and your courage and sacrifice impacted so many lives. How deserving you are to be called a Hero! So willing to be there anytime, anywhere you were needed. Holidays were extra special as that was our time with you, special days we did not have to share you. You loved your services to Buncombe, the USMC, your landscaping, your Tennessee Vols, Jeff Gorden, Landing a beautiful trout, Your ever precious Teddy, Outdoor adventures, Your friends , Your family, and a Good Laugh. Nothing can compare to when you really got tickled about something. Your laugh was contagious, even when you used it to aggrivate me. I miss that the most. The serious side of you was so professional, so dedicated and honorable. The fun side of you was always the one I see when I look at our family photos. Thank-you for those times. Our family was and is blessed to have you in it. There will never be another Jeff. The world has lost a treasure and heaven has now one of its finest in its possesion. Watch over us as you now patrol streets that need no guns, walk thru gates of beauty rather that those that are made to keep someone out. Wear your uniform proud as you always did, only now you face no danger in you duties. I love and miss you little brother. Sis

Susan Hewitt
Sister

February 4, 2005

My dear brother,
Tomorrow will be 10 long months without you, yet at times I just tell myself you are doing what you were usually doing, working. It gets me thru some very hard days to allow myself that dream. If only it were one. Justin will be married Saturday and tho I am happy for him, I continue to think of your wedding day. I was so proud to have stood with you and Traci on such a beautiful day and happy event. The two of you could have been the image atop any wedding cake. What memories we were all making. I'm so glad to have pictures of so many of these times. There will never be enough photographs however, to capture all you are to me. Brother I miss you and I'll always miss you. Please listen for me as I often speak to you. I know you hear me, just as I knew something was wrong the night we lost you. I will never lose that connection to you as a sibling and as a loved one. Enjoy heaven as it holds you, do all the things you loved to do, you deserve all that is good.
love always, sis.

Susan Hewitt
sister

February 3, 2005

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