Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Dear Jenny,
You are one of my favorite cousins. I miss you a lot. Please keep watching over us. I love you. You were so brave.
-Michaela

Michaela A. Pabst
Cousin

February 16, 2006

Hi Jenny,
I love you a lot. I miss you too. How beautiful you are to me.
Love,
Stephanie

Stephanie L. Pabst
Cousin

February 16, 2006

Hi Jenny,
How are you? I miss you a lot. What's it like in Heaven? God has a great angel with you there now. I think of you everyday. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO.
Love,
Brendan

Brendan C. Pabst
Godson/Cousin

February 16, 2006

Jennifer,

It's hard to believe that it has been 2 years today. You are still in my thoughts and prayers. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't wonder
what your life would have been like now.
Please watch over all of the family until we meet again.

Love,

Aunt Kim

Kim Anderson

February 16, 2006

Today marks two years that you were taken from your family and I know that their pain is still heavy on their hearts. I know they love and miss you very much. It will be two years March 14, that we lost my nephew John and I know our pain is still just a heavy as it was then. May GOD continue to bless your family and friends. Rest in peace.

Shirley Roberts
Aunt of Fallen Hero John Logan EOW-3-14-04

February 16, 2006

I never knew you, but I came across your memorial today and smiled when I saw you picture because you look like such a nice person. It makes me sick that someone so young and full of potential was murdered for no reason, but you sacrifice will not be forgotten.

Thank you, and peace to your family.

Anonymous

February 16, 2006

2 years and still missing you! I love you!

Someone Who Cares

February 16, 2006

On this, the second anniversary of your passing, we pause to remember.

Master Trooper
Virginia State Police

February 16, 2006

730 Days
104 Weeks
24 Months
2 Years

Dear Jenny,
Hi! It doesn't matter how I count the passage of time since you left this world, you're always on my mind and forever in my heart.
I love and miss you everyday. Keep watching over your family and friends until we meet again. Hugs and Kisses from me to you...
Love,
Aunt Gail

Gail M. Pabst
Aunt

February 16, 2006

Officer Fettig..two years ago today your family got that horrible call..just wanted you to know that you -Officer Bowens & both of your families are still in my heart - thoughts & prayers..

please continue to watch over them & help them get through these difficult times..oh how they long to be with you again..that day will come..but until then keep watch over them..keep them safe..please watch over your fellow brothers/sisters in blue..

YOU ARE GONE..BUT DEFINETLY NOT FORGOTTEN..REST IN PEACE & WITH EASE BLUE ANGEL!!!!

girlfriend of a dpd
detroit

February 16, 2006

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die.

god bless you and officer bowen

your sister at lmpd

February 16, 2006

Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you and your family. Today is your anniversary date, but instead of saying your anniversary I always say it't Clint's birthday in Heaven, so hope you don't mind Happy Second Birthday in Heaven Officer Fettig.
Watch over your family, and help them through, some days are just harder than others.

Connie Barker
Mother of Clint Walker E.O.W. 1-14-04

February 16, 2006

Dear Jenny

Its been two years and although i never knew you personally, theres not a day goes by, when i put on my badge and go to work, that i dont think about you and matt and the sacrifice you guys made. God bless you both, and I know you're in a better place now, watching out for the rest of us down here.

Former detroit officer (now with another dept.)

February 15, 2006

Two years now and it's still not any easier. I think about you and my brother every day Jen. I'm proud as hell of both of you but unfortunately, that doesn't make the pain any easier. It kills me that the coward is still alive and you and Matt are gone. I just hope Heaven is everything they say it is. Just counting the days till we're all together again....Take care of my baby brother and watch over your family. I'm sure they're still struggling as much as our family is.

Jason Bowens

February 15, 2006

We will never forget you and your beautiful smile!

February 15, 2006

Happy Valentines Day Jenny!
Love & Miss You!

February 14, 2006

Happy Valentines Day, Jenny!
Love & Miss You!

February 13, 2006

JUST WANTED U TO KNOW THAT U ARE STILL MISSED BY MYSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT KNEW YOU.

P.O. MORRISON
DETROIT POLICE

February 13, 2006

gone but not forgotton, I didnt know u personally but u were my sister in blue.So sorry that this happen to u.
rest in peace.

inv. moses
dpd

February 13, 2006

Jennifer,

I never had the honor of meeting you, but we worked alot of the same areas. God Bless You and Your Spirit! It's an honor to have been in the same profession with someone like you.

To Jennifer's Friends and Family...

I wish I could have had the blessing of knowing her. I was on duty the day she made the sacrifice, although not in the same area. The message sent chills up my spine. I know the area, and what usually goes on there. It's hard enough loosing a fellow Brother or Sister. To loose one (and, unfortunatley, two) to such a coward... well that passes all understanding. Remember - no police officer dies in vain. We are a big family, and love not only those we served with, but their families. In this line of work, we will experience tragedy. The abaility and willingness to ignore it and be there for others is what makes this a special occupation. To the Fettig and Bowens families... You are not now - nor will you ever be - alone. You are loved. You are loved by thousands who have never met you. I hope this helps to ease the constant pain thatI'm sure you still feel to this day.

Lieutenant
Michigan State Police

February 11, 2006

"Who You'd Be Today"
By Kenny CHESNEY

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
I feel you everywhere I go.
I see your smile, I see your face,
I hear you laughin' in the rain.
I still can't believe you're gone.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell that I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who'd you be today?

Would you see the world? Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family,
I wonder what would you name your babies?
Some days the sky's so blue,
I feel like I can talk to you,
An' I know it might sound crazy.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell that I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who you'd be today?

Today, today, today.
Today, today, today.

[Instrumental Break]

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
The only thing that gives me hope,
Is I know I'll see you again some day.

Some day, some day, some day.


Aim1crzy

February 7, 2006

Your are truly a hero. It will two short years since you pasted but you will never be forgotten. Thanks for keeping the streets as safe as you could. Rest in Peace

February 7, 2006

When I Get Where I'm Going
Brad Paisley with Dolly Parton


When I get where I'm going
On the far side of the sky
The first thing that I'm gonna do
Is spread my wings and fly

I'm gonna land beside a lion
And run my fingers through his mane
Or I might find out what it's like
To ride a drop of rain

(Chorus:)
Yeah when I get where I'm going
There'll be only happy tears
I will shed the sins and struggles
I have carried all these years
And I'll leave my heart wide open
I will love and have no fear
Yeah when I get where I'm going
Don't cry for me down here

I'm gonna walk with my grand daddy
And he'll match me step for step
And I'll tell him how I missed him
Every minute since he left
Then I'll hug his neck

(Chorus)

So much pain and so much darkness
In this world we stumble through
All these questions I can't answer
So much work to do

But when I get where I'm going
And I see my maker's face
I'll stand forever in the light
Of his amazing grace
Yeah when I get where I'm going
There'll be only happy tears
Hallelujah
I will love and have no fear
When I get where I'm going
Yeah when I get where I'm going













Brad Paisley
"Other Songs"

Album Lyrics: Other

Someone Who Loves & Misses You Everyday

February 3, 2006

Jennifer, you are a true hero and have not been forgotten. I personally know the pain your parents are living with every day. The many questions they have and I know that they, as I, would trade places with you in a heart beat if we could bring you back. There are no words I can offer them for their loss as there are none in the English language. All I can suggest is that they take one day at a time and keep your memory alive. You are a true hero and will never be forgotten by those that love you nor will the Blue Family. Keep watch over your loved ones and protect them from harm and try to ease some of their pain.

Bob Gordon, father of fallen officer Michael P. Gordon, EOW: 8/8/04

Bob Gordon

January 25, 2006

Tears In Heaven
by Eric Clapton and Will Jennings
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?


I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.


Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?


I'll find my way
Through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.


Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.


Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.


Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?


I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.


The Eric Clapton Lyric Archive

Jenny,
I Love & Miss You Lots!
-You Know Who

January 16, 2006