Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Police Officer Nicholas Kevin Sloan

St. Louis Metropolitan Police Department, Missouri

End of Watch Friday, January 30, 2004

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Reflections for Police Officer Nicholas Kevin Sloan

Hi Nick! I've been thinking about you a lot lately. It just really sucks that you are not here. There are just some days when I can't get January 30th off my mind, and it really sucks. I just wanted to drop a note so you knew I was thinking of you, and of course, Joe too. Well, I will write you later. I miss you!

Tracie

September 5, 2007

You are always in my thoughts. When Officer Brown was killed everything came rushing back from that horrible Friday when you were taken from us. Both of you chose to go into neighborhoods were you thought you could do more good and you both made a difference even in your short times there. Please continue to watch over your family, friends and fellow officers - it helps to know you are there - watching and protecting like always.

Love Always

September 2, 2007

I Love You

Heather
Nick's Very Proud Sister

August 25, 2007

Nick:

I was hoping that I would never have to write this, but another young officer (Norvelle Brown) was killed in the line of duty. Please welcome him. My son Mike went through the academy with Norvelle and I had the pleasure to get to know him. Not only was he a good police officer but he was a fine young man as well.

You are greatly missed and have not been forgotten. I gave my son a hug today and my prayers are always with him and all the officers as he patrols the streets of the City of St. Louis.

God bless you and your family, and also Norvelle and his family.

LT. KK
SLPD

Lt. Kenneth Kegel
St. Louis Police Department

August 17, 2007

gone never forgotten.


signed

a fellow officers wife

August 16, 2007

I was reading OFC Sloans reflections today and can see that he was obviously an amazing person who is loved by a lot of people.

My belated condolsences to his family and friends and may Ofc Nicholas Sloan rest in peace.

Regards
Jared Cowan
Air Force Police
Australia

AC Jared Cowan
Air Force Police - Australia

August 16, 2007

Nick-
I am sure that you are welcoming Norvell Brown to Heaven. It is so heartbreaking to see another family have to go through this and he was also from the North Patrol. I sat there crying this morning because we know just what his family is going through right now.

I wrote something on his ODMP page and Payton sat on my lap and saw that your picture wasn't there and said oh no Uncle Nick. I told her that this was not your page and that we would go on it next. When we pulled up your page and Payton saw your picture she said Uncle Nick and gave your picture a kiss.

We love you and miss you so much. Please watch over all of the officers who are looking for whoever did this to Norvelle and keep them safe.
I sure could use on of those hugs right now.
Kel

Kelly Brown
Nick's very proud sister

August 16, 2007

Uncle Nick-
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I love you so much Uncle Nick,
Payton

Payton
Nick's niece

August 16, 2007

Nick, know that you are not forgotten!!!!!!!!!!!

August 16, 2007

My friends & I were at our much loved & missed friend's grave site today on the memorial of her death. We also visited another of our friend's grave site, Officer Bill McEntee. We lost these friends within three days of each other. We then walked over to Officer Sloan's site & were so touched by the beautiful poem on the back of his gravestone. It is so evident how much he was & is loved. I extend thoughts of caring & peace to all of his family. My father is a retired police officer & I am eternally grateful & humbled by how these men & women put their lives on the line for all of us every time they go to work. God bless you all.

July 8, 2007

God bless you Nick and his loving family.

July 6, 2007

To The Sloan Family, your reflections are beautiful and the love that your family shares is evident! We don't know
why god takes away loved ones and its so hard to even try
to understand, we usually start with hate toward god and then after the grieving process starts and NEVER ends we start to turn toward god again and realize it's not god who does the mean things, its god who protects them in heaven until we can all be together again in gods house! Know that when you are reunited it will be the best day ever!! God Bless you!

Wife of a LEO
Melbourne, Florida

July 6, 2007

Nick-
Heather liked the gift that we gave her for her birthday. I am sure that you sent her signs. Bobby said thanks for the help with the McDonald's toy. Payton is staying at the lake with Mom and Dad since James and I have to work the rest of the week. I am going to miss her so much but I know that she will have alot of fun and Mom & Dad will enjoy having her. It takes so much stress off of me knowing that Mom, Dad and Heather watch her instead of me sending her to a babysitter. There are certain things that Payton does that reminds me so much of you.

We have several families with upcoming trials. Please make sure that you are all with them. It is so hard on the families. Our family will try to be there for them as much as we can.

Well, I hope you guys enjoyed the 4th up there and keep sending us signs.

Love,
Kel

kel
Nick's very proud sister

July 4, 2007

Nick, I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday and to let you know how loved and missed you are. Gavin, Bobby and Peyton are such a joy and I am sure you are with them everyday. I am having a major battle with price gouging from Bobby he was trying to sell me Acorns for 5 dollars but thru heavy negotiations I have have him down to a Dollar.

John G
Friend

June 26, 2007

Nick-
Happy 28th Birthday! I know that you guys had a big party up there. I hope you like what Payton brought you to the cemetery. She got very upset because she couldn't kiss your picture since you had so many presents. I picked her up so she could give your picture a kiss. After we visited you, we were at a party and I was holding Payton and she held my charm and said Uncle Nick and smiled. She loves you so much. I just wish that she could have her Uncle Nick here instead of in heaven. Well, I love you and miss you so much. There is not a day goes by that I don't think of you. Thanks so much for the signs yesterday. It was so hard for all of us to get through your birthday.

I love you,
Kel

Kel
Nicks very proud sister

June 26, 2007

NICK:

Happy Birthday, Son....

Mom and I Love You, and we will see you soon.

MOM AND DAD

June 25, 2007

Uncle Nick,
I love you Nick. I love you because you are my uncle, I love you so much. I hope you like the balloons I sent you, they were purple, orange and blue. Payton sent you the pink one. I hope you hold all the balloons. Nick I wish I was with you in Heaven, so we could play with my oger and duckie with the hat on. Have a Happy Birthday.
I love you and miss you so much.

Love,
Bobby

Bobby
Nicks Nephew

June 25, 2007

Happy Birthday Nick!

I hope you enjoy your day. We had a little party for you this morning at the cemetery. The kids sent balloons to you in Heaven and we sang Happy Birthday to you. Bobby thought you would enjoy cookies instead of rice krispie treats (they didnt have any at the store). We will make rice krispie treats for you tonight.
I miss you so much.
I love you,
Heather

Heather
Nicks Very Proud Sister

June 25, 2007

Happy birthday, Nick! I hope you have a great one! We had a party this weekend and we also celebrated your birthday! We all had a blast! It would have been better if you were here. Talk to you later.

Tracie

June 25, 2007

Happy Birthday Nick!

You are loved and missed by so many. Keep watching out for your wonderful family. They need you so very much.

Make sure to have a brew with Bob...he never missed a celebration!

The Stanze Family

June 24, 2007

NICK:

Happy Father's Day..... I am sure that you and Gavin are having a good time today. He is growing up so fast.

Today is another rough day for everyone including you. I know that you would give anything to be able to laugh and hug your son, I know I would.

One thing about Gavin, Bobby and Payton is that they always know what to do and say to make you laugh. Bobby spent last night with Mom and I, and this morning Bobby was driving his Lightling McQueen Car up and down the street. He kept driving and I told him to turn around and he said he was going down the street to a garage sale. I wonder where he gets that from?

I'll let you go. You can not believe how much I miss you. The pain of not seeing you is unbearable. I will never forget the long talk that we had in the garage at the lake house.

I LOVE YOU.....

DAD

DAD

June 17, 2007

Nick-
Happy Father's Day! Payton made a gift for dad from you. I hope you liked the birdy that she brought you to the cemetary today. I was so upset on Saturday trying to figure out the perfect gift for dad because I know that we cannot give him the gift that he truely wants and knowing that you won't be here to celebrate father's day with us. You would normally of called last week and said "Hey Kel, what are we going to get dad? I think he would really like ..." I guess that is why I have such a hard time getting gifts for Mom, Dad and Heather because you aren't here to help make the decision.

I agree completely with what Heather posted. It was so hard to think of you being completely by yourself when you died. It makes me feel a lot better knowing someone was there and tried everything to keep you from leaving us. I am so grateful to him and would really like to meet him someday. It also makes us feel so great when your friends write on here after you have been gone for 3 1/2 years. I know that some people think we should be over your death by now but this is not something we will ever be over. I tell Gavin that he acts and looks just like you and he gives me that "Nick smile and hug". I know that you are also with Bobby and Payton all of the time. They both do things that Heather and I know that you have put them up to. Then I just start laughing at them. Well, I hope that all of you enjoyed your father's day up there and next week we will be celebrating your birthday and having alot of rice krispie treats and chocolate chip cookie cakes.

I love you and miss you so much little brother,
Kel

P.S. When Payton got done writing you her long message she blew you a kiss and waved bye-bye to your picture and said bye Uncle Nick. She sure knows how to make her mommy cry.

Kel
Nicks sister

June 17, 2007

Uncle Nick-
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I Love you,
Payton

Payton
Nick's niece

June 17, 2007

Gavin reminds me of you when you were his age - always having a good time, trying to do the best he can even if he is just playing around. He sure knows how to turn on the charm and melt hearts with that little smurk. When ever I see that look I have flash backs to when you were all little and having fun doing nothing or maybe ... there was a reason for the smurk.
I wish you could be down here with Gavin and your Dad for Fathers' Day but I know you are always with them and watching over them.
Love Always

June 17, 2007

Happy Father's Day, Nick! I know you wish you could be here with Gavin on this day, as do all of us. We know you're with him in your own way and that you're always by his side. Have a great day. We'll all be celebrating your birhtday real soon. Miss you!

Tracie

June 17, 2007

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