Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

hey, i know its been a while since i emailed you but i am still thinking of you everyday. i really do miss you everyday. you are always on my mind and in my heart wishing to share the holidays with you again my love. i don't know what else to say except i love you miss you
love ya forever and always
dena

December 11, 2007

hey, just wanting to say hi how are you and i miss you so much yesterday was a tough day we had veterans day activities at school an i could not help but look in the direction that you always parked your car to direct traffic it was hard to look in that direction and not cry cause it was like someone was missing and i only knew it was you- i remember just how much you always looked forward to those activities and how you looked as the flag was raised you stood so still, in reverence watching as the flag rose high with a salute and a smile on your face i watched you and yet this time you were not there to watch as the junior rotc assended that flag into the sky and as taps played i cried i could not help but look in your direction and weep silently watching as the flag rose knowing all along that the man that took your life is a veteran how much you loved our country too always wearing that flag tie pin too as a symbol to show your respect for our country. missing you so much everyday wishing you to be here not missing out on so much that is going on here too andrew is having his 18th birthday soon and yet again you will miss another important day in your son's life and your daughter's life they miss you too
As always
love you forever
forever in my mind and in my heart
dena

November 10, 2007

hey daddy just wanted to say hey been working alot latlely but your always in the back of my mind. Well any ways i love you!!

megan

October 18, 2007

hey just a quick note love ya
love ya forever
Dena

October 15, 2007

hey, i know its been a whild but since mama and daddy's house burned i just have not had time to sit and email but you have been on my mind just as much as always- maybe more but i am wanting just wanting to say hi and miss you there is no way i could say miss you enough to get my point across i know you miss me megan and andrew too they miss you so very much andrew is about to turn 18 i remember when you were 18 that don't seem so long ago now. each day brings on new things we (you) could spend so much time talking about. words are just not enough to say how much i miss you. sometimes as andrew is getting older i just wish you could see him and how much he is getting to look like you
love ya always and forever- remember that
Dena

October 14, 2007

hey daddy, i haven't talked to you in awhile but i know that you are around. I wish everyday of my life that i could see you. Yesterday i was with mom and i saw a man that looked exactly like you i wanted to run up and say don't you know who i am? But i didn't because i knew deep inside it was not you only a look alike. I bet he didn't have the same attitude as u or that same special grin that i miss so much. Well anyway i just wanted to say that i miss you and i know that u miss us. Love ya megan

megan

September 26, 2007

hey, just wnating to talk to you have one more conversation together- cause i miss you and to tell you mama and daddy's house burned last weekend saturday morning early and like us they were not home at the time of the fire they had left on a trip to the mountains remember all the times we did that too. they are alright they still have each other like us as long as we had one another we could do almost anything now life is a stand still. i miss looking into those crystal blue eyes of yours and knowing everything will be alright. you seem so far away and yet so near- yesterday as i sat by you in the cementary it was as if i could feel your arms around me i didn't want to go. to say i miss you just don't seem strong enough of words to say or explain just how i feel at the thought of you and no return it has been a long time now. all my love now, always and forever
Dena

September 18, 2007

hey, today missing you we would have 27 years together today remember how happy we were now only sad times yesterday was aaron's birthday he would be 37 i just can't imagine him that old looking it is a little funny to think of him as old well i guess he is not getting any older like you tell him hi for us all we miss him too
all my love forever
Dena

September 4, 2007

HEY, it's once again time to go back to school and it is very hard to go i continue to remember all the days that we would go to my classroom to work and you made sure i had everything ready and the times you would just come by my class to visit the kids that were in my room things around here are pretty much the same i am missing you so very much and that will not ever change i'm sure of it megan and andrew are missing you too. oh by the way just wanting to tell you the roses you got for me that easter are in full bloom now and they are very pretty i still get roses from you each time they bloom! i miss you everyday! i send all my love to you everyday!
love ya forever,
dena

August 26, 2007

hey, today andrew wanted again to trade trucks again one of your many expertices and i know very little about that kind of stuff but i tried to help him anyway the lady in the finance department ask me if i was your wife when i told her that i was she began to tell me about how nice you had been to her and her husband about some break ins they had had at their home i just smiled and nodded knowing that she was describing you perfectly well she began to say how that day she said was on a sunday and i agreed she said how close her home was to the scene and asked if i had been there i told her no and she drew a picture of how close her home was to that place and then began to say she saw you that day on your way to that CALL and as you rode past her house you was smiling and waving well i began to sob and could not complete car transaction for andrew today i just wanted to come home fast to find you here and yet there was still no you
love you forever
dena

August 20, 2007

Daddy i just wanted to say that jake is doing great he is home from his surgery please tell God think u for leaving him awhile longer!! I love you daddy

PS miss u

megan

August 10, 2007

Hey daddy i miss you sooooo much sometimes the pain is unbearable. Jake (my puppy) is having heart surgery on thurday and well even though it hard for me say i hope that if he doesn't make then he will be in your arms and yall will be waitin for me!! I love Jake so much and i am prayin really hard so if you could please whiper to God and just ask him to give Jake a little more time with us!!

I love you Daddy

megan

August 7, 2007

hey, just wanted to say love ya, miss ya lots too and thinking of you today wishing you could be here with us megan and andrew miss you too. you are on my mind everyday wishing there was something that i could have said that day to make you stay home just one more day just one more smile one more i love you just one more time to look at the stars in the sky together just one more day to look for you to return home just one more day to fix your favorite foods oh wait that was anything you always did enjoy a good meal! we have lost such a wonderful caring man dad friend and husband my very best friend!!
love you forever- dena

July 28, 2007

hey, thinking of you today and wanted to just tell you I love you and miss you!!!!
dena

July 18, 2007

i vist this page often , and remeber the jokes and laughs. thanks for your friendship

July 6, 2007

hey, well another holiday has come and gone without you and i missed you so very much!!! that is all i can say is i just miss you there are no other words!! we saw the fireworks and all i could think about was the times we would go in search of the perfect place to watch the fireworks together you always knew just the perfect place to go for the best fireworks views this time we returned to the place that you and i visited so many times to see the light show in the sky we did spend a lot of time together and i miss that too!!
love ya forever
dena

July 5, 2007

hey, its me again i really could use your words of encourgement now there is so much i wish we could talk about i really hope you are alright today and everyday i miss you so very much love you forever
dena

June 26, 2007

hey, missing you today it is very sad to watch our children today since it is fathers day. you know all the times we spent going places and today would not have been any exception if only you could have gone with us. megan and andrew did not mention today their saddness but i could see it in them watching all their friends celebrate with their dads and even me with my dad i did not make them go with me to see my dad yesterday i am sure he understood why they did not come to see him lakita even picked out his card and gift so they would not have to go to that part of the store with me i am trying to make it as easy for them as i can but you know i can not remove the hurt they feel for you or the hurt i feel for you. this has not been an easy weekend for any of us we miss you so very much i did come by today though and visit you for a while i guess you did not know
with all my love - forever dena

June 17, 2007

hey, wishing you could be here to know that i have started the masters program you always said that i should and here i am i just not to sure if i can with all the saddness inside and the hurt that takes place inside and takes up all my brain power what's left anyway which is not much. gotta go love ya missing you sooooo very much today and everyday tears fall and saddness is surrounding me
all my love to you
dena

June 14, 2007

hey daddy, missing you today!! Hope i get into to the college that i want to well guess i better go i love you daddy!!!

megan

June 13, 2007

hey, its me again love ya missing you tonight thinking of you and wishing you were here to say good night to or in this case good morning its morning already do you know that well wish you could be here cortni graduated today i know you missed that too wish you could have seen her she is going to college in the fall too i know you would have been proud of her guess you missed something else didn't you that would have been so special to see her walk to get that diploma she has worked so hard for oh and stephanie is having another baby can you believe it you are going to miss seeing her baby even if it is only in pictures wish you could have seen her baby girl charity see you are missing so very much here wish we could share all these things together like it is supposed to be missing you so very much lots of love to you
love ya always dena

June 8, 2007

hey, just wanted to say hi to you today love and miss you. i have really noticed just how much andrew favors you. you know he was coming in to the house a few days ago and i looked out the window and saw him and my heart skipped a few beats cause he looked so much like you coming home FINALLY! then the excitement left as quickly as it came cause i realized it was not you. megan is doing fine for now she still has her days that you weigh heavy on her mind. in the next few days she and andrew will have some bad days with father's day approaching. i know they are not looking forward to that day any more than i am but you are missed everyday not just holidays or special days we think of you everyday and miss you everyday. i hope you can rest peacefully though and not know of our pain here.
love ya always
dena

June 3, 2007

I find myself looking at this page often. It just breaks my heart to know that this wonderful father, husband, and officer was taken from us. I often find myself with tears in my eyes as I read your messages to your father and husband. May the Lord ease your pain and know that Your father, and husband hears your every thought and prayer. Just wanted to say hey to my brother in blue. Rest in peace toney.

POII
TG VINCENT

May 25, 2007

I never dreamed it would be me, my name for all eternity, recorded here at this hallow place, alas, my name, no more my face.
"In the line of duty," I hear them say: my family now the price to pay. My folded flag stained with their tears; we only had those few short years.
The badge no longer on my chest, I sleep now in eternal rest. My sword I pass to those behind, and pray they keep this thought in mind.
I never dreamed it would be me, and with heavy heart and bended knee, I ask for all here from the past: Dear God, let my name be the last.

I miss you buddy!

D.W.
DCSO

May 25, 2007

hey its me hope you are okay now we are having some hard days still you are always in my thoughts and in my heart forever. where has this four years gone it don't seem some days that it has been four long years but then again it feels like eternity has taken the place of time like forever since you were here and talking to me and assuring that everything would be okay. i'm missing you so very much that no words can say. all i can say is it seems so very unreal still to this day that you are not home with us/me. its hard not to look and listen for you to come in the door each day. love ya so much miss you so very much always
dena

May 24, 2007