Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Bradah G,
I just turned the big 40 a few days ago and I thought about you. Its almost a year since we lost you; but like I told Ryan, I know you guys are watching over your brothers in blue. Miss You Brahdah G.
JQ Esteban/109th

JQ 3827
Honolulu Police Dept/SoloBikeDetail

February 7, 2004

...happy birthday sweet g ...it was a quiet celebration ...we shared special times spent with you ...lit candles and sang at your resting place ...even had dinner at your favorite chinese restaurant ...painfully missed ...lovingly remembered ...today and always ...we love you Daddy ...forever sweet g

...rg 1/22/04
...gg 3127

January 27, 2004

...to the above entry ...your reflection is touching and i am greatful that Glen's life has touched yours ...know that there is a reason to wake everyday ...sometimes we just have to push a little harder ...i am glad that you are finding renewed strength and reason ...Glen was a type of take charge man ...he was a believer that his story was his alone to write ...and though i cannot speak for him ...in his own humble way he would be honored that his story has made a difference in your life ...his life and death have changed us forever ...and he will NEVER be forgotten ...god bless

...rg
...gg3127 eow 3/04/03

January 7, 2004

It's been almost a year since your death but I think about it all the time. I will NEVER forget. I haven't written until now because nothing I write can properly convey my feelings. I am writing at this time because I can no longer keep my feelings inside. Recent events have made me question my purpose in life and have made it seem like things were spinning out of control. During this difficult time I looked to your example as an outstanding officer and the strength displayed by your family. This has pulled me from the depths of depression and has helped me cope with the horrible things that we see everyday. I want you and your family to know that your memory has saved my life and has given me the strength to go on. Thank You.

Anonymous

January 7, 2004

HAPPY NEW YEAR DADDY! HAPPY NEW YEAR "G"...
THESE HOLIDAYS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN...
BUT WE CONTINUE TO BE BRAVE AND LEAN ON EACH OTHER FOR STRENGTH... WE LOVE YOU SWEET AND MISS YOU DESPERATELY... G'z GIRLS :)

US GIRLS...
01/01/03

January 3, 2004

Hi Daddy... I missed you today!!! We were popping fireworks and i got burned and you weren't there to help me... I was so sad... I really miss you and i don't know how im going to survive without you... I really wish you were here.. I love you with all my heart!!
Love You Daddy..
Your BIG small Honey..
Taysia

Your BIG small Honey

January 1, 2004

We MiSs YoU uNcLe GlEn AnD lUv YoU---ReSt In PeAcE

December 31, 2003

Hey uncle glen i just wanted to say hi and merry christmas and happy new year and i miss you and love you and i am going to have a brother now and his name is going to be Kalena well i will talk to you laterz bye
.~*corrie*~.

December 31, 2003

MERRY CHRISTMAS DADDY! WE LOVE YOU AND MISSED YOU TODAY MORE THAN EVER! WE SPENT THE DAY AT AUNTY LA'S JUST LIKE WE ALWAYS DO. IT WASN'T QUITE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU THERE. BUT EVERYONE SHARED MEMORIES ABOUT YOU. THEY ALL MISS YOU TOO. BEFORE LUNCH WE PRAYED THAT YOU BE WITH US AND IT FELT LIKE YOU WERE. AND GUESS WHAT DADDY? YOUR CARD WON! BLACKOUT! JUST LIKE OLD TIMES. THEN MOM AND US WENT TO THE GRAVE AND LIT YOUR CHRISTMAS CANDLE. IT WAS NICE TO BE ALONE WITH YOU FOR A BIT. LOVE YOU DADDY... LOVE YOU G...

US GIRLS
12/25/03

December 26, 2003

Uncle Glen I really didn't know you but I wanted to say I really miss you and I wish I could get to know you better. I know I will one day wen I die and see you in heaven. I love you and miss you.

December 25, 2003

God bless you and your family. I read these reflections and although I never met you or your family, I can feel the pain and suffering. I hope in my life time I can touch so many, and that I will leave such a lasting mark as you have done. You are a hero, and you family for all the pain that they have been through are as well. God speed Officer Gaspar and forever know that you will never be forgotten for you are thought about by your loved ones, and others like myself everyday.

Officer Jake
Dept. of Veterans Affairs

December 24, 2003

There is nothing I could write here that would even attempt to do Glen the justice he deserves. Glen was my classmate, my brother officer, and my friend. I will miss him. He died protecting those innocent bystanders that were in the ice cream store that day: The suspects little girl, his girl friend, and several others. Having been shot three times in the chest he held onto the suspect so he could not hurt anyone else. A video tape during the shooting clearly showed that the suspect knew Glen was a police officer, yet the jury convicted him of the lesser murder in the second degree. With Hawaii’s screwed up penal system this man (he does not deserve to be named here) will no doubt be free someday. Glens family and those of us who loved him will never be free.

Anonymous

December 23, 2003

...it is over ...after 4 long days of deliberating the jury has returned a verdict ...it is not the 1st degree conviction we had hoped for ...many are angry and disappointed ...at the same time ...there is a sense of relief ...that now you can truly rest ...now we know that your killer will pay ...we will continue to fight for better laws and greater consequences for those who take the lives of law enforcement officers ...but for now g ...rest knowing there is justice ...justice for your name ...justice for your life ...in the last few weeks we have been forced to recount your last moments over and over again ...as we await sentencing ...we will call upon memories of better times ...times when you were here with us ...full of life ...full of love ...we will tell your story ...the person you were ...the impact on our lives ...and the promise and committment with which you followed your calling ...the reality that we will never have you back is heartbreaking ...the love and memories you left each of us comforting ...you will always be with us ...never forgotten ...forever loved ...i miss you g

...rg
12/22/03

December 23, 2003

Hi Daddy...
I really miss you...I am having a hard time without you!! The days feel boring and sad without you!! I miss seeing Aunty Liz, Ryann, Chad, Granny, and Granddad as much as we used to with you... I was thinking about you all day because we were christmas shopping and i saw this thing that said..."For your special dad.." I almost broke down crying.. i didnt know what to do!! And during soccer season i had a hard time too.. Because everyone and their families were there and when we came in for half time or from a quarter all the girls dads were there but mine...Why did you have to go? I miss you daddy!! I hate him!! I hate your killer!! I cant belive he did this... I guess he doesnt realize what he did.... He took someones father away from them... And he risked peoples lives, even his own daughter!!! I cant believe this.. I dont know how im going to live without you.. I guess i just have to take it one day at a time. We are in the middle of diliberation and it is very hard.... It has been a week already in diliberation and it will continue on monday... Well i love you with all my heart!! Talk to you later and hope to see you soon...

......... ......... Your BIG small Girl..Taysia
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Your BIG small Girl

December 20, 2003

...sweet g ...we thought it would be over today ...justice is the final step for us here ...the last thing we can give you before you rest eternally ...how could there be any question? ...why do we not have an answer? ...how could they not know that we cannot have lost you in vain? ...i pray for an answer soon ...you are missed sweet g ...never forgotten daddy

...rg
12/19/03

December 20, 2003

The trial is almost over, the jury is deliberating. Will there be justice for you Glen? Lets hope so...

Ret. Sergeant William Kelley
Retired HPD

December 17, 2003

Hey daddy...
i was just thinkinng about you and just wanted to say hello... Its around 6:00a.m. and we are just about to leave to go to the bus stop.... Well ill talk to yoooou later.. i love you with all my heart!! I wish you were here right now to see how i am doing in school and just to see you in general!!!Well ill talk to you later...LOVE YOU!!!

Your BIG small Girl...
Taysia-Jamie

YoUr BIG small GiRl...Taysia

December 15, 2003

...another sleepless night ...the hustle and bustle of christmas means so little this year ...we walked the mall for hours ...trying to be a part of it all ...each of us with an emptiness ...there is shopping and laughing and singing and pictures ...we do as the others do ...we try ...we finally make our way home ...we sit and look at the packages and the rolls of colored paper ...with no one to judge us and no expectations ...we no longer pretend ...pain stills us now ...tears fill our eyes ...sadness consumes our hearts ...we miss you so ...one by one we retreat ...to that place where we are alone with you again ...comforted by memories ...silently seeking your presence ...desperately searching our minds eye for an image of your face ...relief as we exhale...we have found you again ...where you now live within us we are comforted ...knowing that our lives are not without you ...for you are in every moment ...i hold them close till they sleep ...for you and i ...i light your candle now and lift my prayer ...sweet g ...i miss you ...beloved angel now that guides me ...forever in my heart

...rg
12/15/03

December 15, 2003

Dear Daddy,
'Ano maika'i ke kula...Pehea 'oe? Maika'i no au mahalo. Aloha way ia 'oe... Hiki 'ia'u ke 'ike 'oe ma hope 'o ke kani. Mahalo ia 'oe!!! Aloha wau 'ia 'oe...

Your BIG small Girl...Taysia

Your BIG small Girl..Taysia

December 5, 2003

HAPPY THANKSGIVING DAD! WE SPENT TODAY WITH THE GUYS FROM YOUR OLD PATROL WATCH. IT WAS REALLY NICE. WE BROUGHT THE TURKEY AND EVERYTHING TO THE STATION SO THEY COULD TAKE TURNS COMING IN FOR LUNCH. THEY ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH JUST LIKE WE DO. AFTER WE ATE WE HUNG OUT IN THE WEIGHT ROOM JUST LIKE WE USED TO WHEN YOU TOOK US TO THE STATION. IT BROUGHT BACK A LOT OF MEMORIES. WE LOVE YOU DADDY! THANKSGIVING 2003

us girls

November 30, 2003

Glen, rest in peace.

Anonymous

November 26, 2003

Officer Gaspar may you rest in peace with God. My prayers go out to your family.

Patrolman Joel P. Mulligan # 42
North Kingstown Police Department, Rhode Island

November 24, 2003

I found out about this Memorial section just recently. Thank you brother Glen for your ultimate sacrifice. To Glen's Daughters, I pray that time and fond memories will help to heal the wounds of your loss. Always be proud of your Father. I've never met him personnaly, but passed him in the Halls at the Main Station several times when I was in HPD (1997-1999). He always appeared happy and proud of his chosen profession. When I think about the incident, I always recall HPD's Mission Statement. Although I am no longer with the Department, I know the statement by heart, and I still carry the Mission Statement in my heart with pride as I perform my duties at the Harbor Police. Your Father carried out his duties exactly as described by HPD's Mission Statement. My wife(current HPD Officer) Yvonne and I wish the GASPAR girls and Ohana a very warm and Happy Holiday Season. We pray for all of you. Take care, be safe and God Bless! Aloha!

A/Sgt. Neal MIYASATO, C-Watch
State of Hawaii Department of Transportation Harbor Police

November 21, 2003

Hey Daddy....
Just wanted to say HI!! I just came home from school about and hour ago... We went to He'eia fish pond today and i was thinking about you... I think about you everyday but today i think you were really there. i could feel you sitting on my shoulder the whole entire time expecially when we were in the pond, it felt like you were guiding me and making sure nothing happened to me.... Well i just wanted to say hi and now i need to say, "spock you lata..." nah...Love ya Daddy, and ill talk to you later...

Your BIG small Honey, Taysia

November 12, 2003

I'm visiting with you again, because I promised never to forget. I guess it's about 3 weeks to Thanksgiving, the first we'll have without you. But this note comes early, because you're the first person I wanted to thank. Glen, thank you, from all of us, who miss having you with us. There's so much to say, that was not said, when it should have been said.

You left us 4 days after my son started at the academy. Today, he's patrolling the streets, a new generation. I told him about you, because it's important to see those beyond your immediate family, whose sacrifices should always be remembered, whose memory should be cherished, whose names should be honored, always.

Your friend

November 7, 2003