Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Remembering today, I still say yes.

I miss you, I still wonder and I don't feel whole without you, a part of me is missing. You are always on my mind and in my heart. I look forward to being with you again, just seems like time is taking forever to pass. I am trying to be strong and patient, but it is hard.

I love you,
I'll see you soon,
Monica

Anonymous

June 27, 2009

Scotty........Watch over your little buddy, the family is going through a very rough time right now.
Love you
Mom

Anonymous

June 25, 2009

Thinking of you, nothing to say but I Love You.

Monica

Anonymous

June 22, 2009

THANKS FOR THE PENNY

Anonymous

May 1, 2009

god bless god speed

Anonymous

April 27, 2009

I hope I am not stepping on anyone feelings but after reading all the reflections on here the one the sticks out the most is from Monica, of course reflections from immediate family are always going to be here and are just as loving but the undying love that Monica has shown since 2002 is so devoted and so unconditional. As you read the postings you see that you are trying to move forward but with every step forward you seem to come back to step one and greive all over again. As a wife of a police officer I can totally relate to you. I love my husband so much and know in my heart that I could never move on because I would feel like if I moved on I would not be able to be with him in heaven because I married someone else. I know that sounds silly but that is how I feel. Monica know that you are a loving and wonderful women from reading your reflections and if people want to judge you so be it but from a stranger you can clearly see that since 2002 you have held on to Scott and you can see the true love you have for him. God Bless you and I hope you can enjoy your life and look forward to reuniting with Scott when god decides its time.

Anonymous

April 24, 2009

HAPPY EASTER, SCOTTY
MISS YOU, LOVE YOU.
MOM

Anonymous

April 12, 2009

You are truley missed.
Your family is forever in my prayers.

Anonymous

March 23, 2009

Thinking of you pumpkin, miss you so much and I cannot wait to see you again.

I heard this song again last night...

To Where you are,

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be (?)
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

...
I'll be there with you one day,
Love you,
Honey Bunny

Anonymous

March 15, 2009

I miss you so much!

Jordan
neice

March 11, 2009

MISS YOU, LOVE YOU.

Anonymous

February 21, 2009

Thinking about you.

Love you,

Honey Bunny

Anonymous

February 9, 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR, SCOTTY
LOVE YOU, MISS YOU.

Anonymous

January 3, 2009

Scotty,

Happy New Year's.

Anonymous

December 31, 2008

Happy Holidays Scott,

Well as you know another fallen officer. Officer Mason Sambroski. End of watch 12/28/2008.
Its just not fare. But as the song goes "Only the Good Die Young!"
You are still truley missed. Things are not the same with out you around.

Well im sure you will show the Fallen Comrad around in Heaven .

God Bless You Stewie.

Anonymous

December 30, 2008

Merry Christmas Scotty....I put the tree up, let it set for a few days to see if Lucky would climb it he didn't but then I put the ornaments on, oh boy what a mistake the bottom branches were bent to the floor that was bad enough, but when he knocked off your police ornaments, that did it I took them off before Christmas.Next year he will be older and I will see what happens then.I think I will buy all wood ones.

Did recieve cards and calls from your friends, that makes me feel good just to hear from them.Everyone is doing ok.
I like when they send pictures of the kids, and the kids are taller then the parents.Speaking of taller,Jordan thinks its funny she is taller then her Grandma.

We went out to Debbie and Eric Christmas Day, Andrea, Debbie and I had our eggnog thinging of you.Yes we did put something in it.As always we all missed you.
Watch over your family and friends.
Always in my heart.
Love, Mom

Anonymous

December 29, 2008

Merry Christmas, I hope you had a beautiful one in Heaven. I miss you so much, I came across a blue dolphin for the tree...brought back memories of driving to Key West and watching the dolphins jump in the ocean.

2008 was a growing year and I am hoping 2009 will be a more healing one. I am finding myself accepting more and with that finding peace to deal with the everyday. I know I will be with you again, finally home forever.

Love you, always

Monica

Anonymous

December 27, 2008

Merry Christmas Scotty, still missing you, always will.

Anonymous

December 24, 2008

Merry Christmas from Platoon D 2008...We will never forget

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HAPD

December 23, 2008

Hi Scotty...... I had Thanksgiving on Fri. this year made it easier for Deb to find someone to bring the horses in.Allen and Eric had to leave for work later in the evening. As always you were missed, but everyone was thinking of you, with love.Now its on to the Christmas season.

Dad and I took your wreath out to the cemetery, did get a new wreath stand, last year it was rather hard to put into the ground Next year do want to make a new wreath, this one has about had it with the wind and snow,again will do it in blue and silver.

Grandma and your aunt Linda, came for a visit in Oct. I was telling linda for years I wanted a bear made out of your flannel shirt she said she thought she could make it so I sent the shirt back with her and I had some 2xx large shirts left over from your funeral (I always wondered what I was going to do with them}I sent some along.
Recieved a box in the mail she had made three bears out of the flannel, I gave one to Andrea and Debbie, for the eyes she used the buttons from your shirt.Out of the black shirts she made Jordan,Haley, and Shelby abigger bear that they can cuddle with.In mine she put a penny in the paw, that she had found when we shopped for the bear pattern,then she said she had found a penny when she sent the box off. I told her you sent them as a thank you.She told me she had made them with love.I was so happy to get them,she did a great job.

Watch over your family and friends.
Always in my heart,
Mom

Anonymous

November 30, 2008

HAPPY THANKSGIVING, SCOTTY

Anonymous

November 27, 2008

The Stewart family is in my thoughts and prayers. Audrey you are such a strong and caring woman. You helped me at this years parent's retreat. You know what a mother feels. Talking to you, and reading these reflections, I think that I know a little more about your wonderful son. He is your Blue Angel.
HUGS
Larraine Dressel
Mother of Det. Keith T. Dressel
Toledo Police Dept.
E.O.W. 2/21/07

Larraine Dressel

November 15, 2008

Just got back from the Parent Retreat, there was around 160 of us. Its great being with people who understand what we are going through, when I mention your name they don't think oh she should be over it by now.This is something I will never get over I have learned how to live with it.I miss you each and every day.I talked to so many great parents, alot of them were there for the first time.I just hope they go home not feeling so alone, and know we are there for them.
We did laugh when we did the square dancing, what a great ice breaker, I made alot of mistakes, but alot of us did so I was not alone.
I will be back next year.
Your friend called, just to check up on us, to see how we are doing.He is a great Dad and I know you get a few laughs watching him with his boys.
Your Dad will be home from his boat trip, him and Lucky. will be strange having a cat in the house again.
The girls are growing up so fast. I was in Jordan's room and she still has alot of things around to remind her of you.
Watch over your family and friends.
Always in my heart,
Love
Mom

Anonymous

November 7, 2008

Scotty,
Went to the retreat again this past weekend. It is such a great weekend and it was good seeing everyone again. Met new siblings too, it was good to see them smile. I hope the weekend helped them as much as it has helped me through the years. It was a great feeling climbing the Alpine Tower, I know you were there with me and you were laughing. I plan on going again next year, the lodge reminds me so much of you. You would have liked it there, although it is probably not roughing it enough for you :) Watch over your 3 girls, they always need their Blue Angel.

Love and miss you,
Andrea

Anonymous

September 23, 2008

I love you, another special day came and went. Hard keeping a smile on my face when I all I thought about the other day was what could have been. 5 years, it would have been half a decade. We'll have the day in heaven.

I love you,
Monica

Anonymous

September 21, 2008