Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Still think about you brother.

Cpl Perbtani

December 3, 2009

Hey Jeff,

I come here every now and then to remember how much you meant to a whole lot of people (Myself included). I think about you everyday. I remember the day you left us like it was yesterday. Not a day goes by that I don't miss and think about you. It seems like everytime I go somewhere (at least once a week) I see the number "629" and think about you. I know that even though you're not with us in body, you still would be proud of the CCSO and are doing what you can to help protect us. I know in my case I've needed it a few times and always think of you after some situations. I've never left a comment on your page until now, but I do go by and visit you every now and then. I hope you know the positive influence you had on people (even those who didn't know you that well). I can't wait to see you again, but until then please help the Good Lord watch over us.

H D

September 6, 2009

Jeff, I came here today because I am very humbled at all of the things I have learned about you in the past year. You have encouraged, inspired, and touched so many lives...especially within CCSO. As you are probably already aware we had an incident in our county recently that could have turned out really bad, but it was that night that I realized you AND God are truly keeping watch over our guys. For your friends and family I am deeply sorry for their loss but I know you are still with them and the men and women of CCSO. You are a remarkable person and will not be forgotten.

Anonymous

July 22, 2009

My Jeffster... it's been 7 years today. It hurts just as deep today as it does when I got that call. There isn't a day, and hour, or a second that goes by that I don't miss you, that I don't ask why. When Landon was born I fought for days trying to decide whether to give him your name, and as much as I wanted to I knew how much it would hurt, and how often my heart would break to say your name. Then when I bought my new car the other day, as soon as I left the lot I went to have my 629 sticker put on. When I got there Chris said "Are you sure you want another one, you ready to let go yet?" I'll never let go, it's never going to be okay that you'll never call me again and say good morning gator bait. The memories....Oh Jeff, I'd give anything, anything to hear your laugh or see your smile again. The river, the tailgates, the midnight talks, the long walk that we didn't want to end. I wanted more time, I needed more time. I know everyday that you are with me though, I can feel you, when I'm alone in the silence, I know you're there. I find comfort in our memories, I cherish them everyday. I finally was able to visit you for the first time, I'm sorry my visit was short, it was all I could take though. That's all for now....Happy Birthday Jeffster, I love you.

Stephanie

May 30, 2009

Your heroism and service is honored today, the seventh anniversary of your death. Your memory lives and you continue to inspire. Thank you for your service. My cherished son Larry Lasater was a fellow police officer who was murdered in the line of duty on April 24, 2005 while serving as a Pittsburg, CA police officer.

Time never diminishes respect. Your memory will always be honored and revered.

Rest In Peace.

Phyllis Loya

Anonymous

May 30, 2009

Remembering.....7 years ago. Wondering how different things would be if you were still here. "Heaven's Much Better Than This" so I shouldn't be wishing it, but, I am.

AJ

May 29, 2009

Rest in peace.

Ofc. Michael Walker
Tallahassee Police Department

May 7, 2009

Jeff, It's been awhile since I wrote. I think of you often. I tested for and was promoted to Sergeant. It's been over a year now. I also instruct new recruits at the Jacksonville Acadmey . When I teach Officer Safety and Survival I always mention your Sacrifice. I miss our academy days, you always seemed to know the right time to cut up to lighten the rest of us up. Jason works patrol and we talk everyday( twins do ofcourse) and somehow we always mention you. We both miss you and will see you when we are dispatched home. Thanks for the meories...

Sgt. Jon Hepler
Fernandina Beach PD

November 9, 2008

I am sitting in my patrol car at 441and I10. It is 1:52am and not much is going on. Seems like thats when my mind sometimes wanders. Well I really do not have much to say. I will go home in a few minutes. I trust you to watch over these guys while I sleep....................

Lt. Spurlock
ccso

October 20, 2008

Dep. Davis, I am sorry that I never had the chance to meet you, but reading what Sgt. Spurlock has written you are a great man. You may not be here with us, but I know you are still watching to make sure everyone in uniform stays safe. CCSO will always be a close family, no matter how big they get, and losing one of their finest is something a family should never have to go through. Your with God now brother. RIP. Thank you for all you have given, your sacrifice will not be forgotten.

Cpl. B.S. Durden
CCSO Explorers '97-98

September 8, 2008

Earth bound Angel

Occasionally, we are graced
with the presence of an earth
bound Angel. They are unable
to stay with us for long, but
while they do, they bring
unprecedented joy and happiness
to all they touch. While they are
here, we bask in their goodness
and marvel at their contribution
to the world. When they leave,
we are left with the devastation
that comes with losing such a
wonderful being...but we must
remember...the earth bound Angels
are not ours to keep. They are ours
to enjoy, learn from, and behold
until they return home.

I think about you often and many people miss you. Hope this poem will help ease the pain for losing such an outstanding individual. See you in the future!

CCVFD 4704
Columbia County

August 29, 2008

I think I will visit you soon. I need one of our talks. I really respect what K.E. wrote. Amazing to see that we all have a similar way of going and seeing you. I have a tape of your dispatch days. I am sitting talking to Randy Dowling at 41 and I10, and your dispatching a call. I guess i recorded it so i would have the info saved of the call I was going on. Brace yourself but after it was over I managed to complain about dispatchers. Those who know me will know what I am talking about. I love you man. I had the occasion to talk to someone recently about the night of the crash, the days after, and my feelings now. I remember like it was yesterday. I still try to erase the hurt. I think the hardest thing I had to do was call my shift in cause we worked for Charlie so they could be off, and giving the news that you had died. Well enough rambling. Say hi to Fred, Mr. Alan, Nason, and Richard. I am sure Fred has you all in line up there. Tell Fred I will not let any Deputies sleep in the Ft. White SUB STATION on my watch(lol).By the way tell Fred Mrs Wheeler is doing fine. I have been talking to her alot and Sarah. I really enjoy my talks with them. Don't tell him how much gas those two burn. He was probably laughing his *** off when we had Wilmas open house. He was there I know. The Wheelers made me laugh more then I have in years. .......see you at 131 and 41 soon. Oh we have a Huddle house in five points now..... and yep the deputies have their own booth(the big one).

Lt. spurlock
Columbia Sheriff's office/ Patrol Division

July 11, 2008

Jeff,
I come to this site often to visit but never write anything a lot has happened since the day you went 10-7 I have always wanted to tell you even though you were much younger than me I always admired the way you looked on the bright side of things no matter how bad things got. I visted my baby brothers grave the other day and stopped by your final resting place to say hi. I was over come with memories of the past from when you worked in dispatch to the day you became my brother in green. I was so proud of you you set a goal t become a deputy and mad it, what a shame your dream did not last long. You are with a higher power now looking over our fellow officers keeping them safe. Jeff I am no longer in law enforcement life has taken me in a new direction. I just wanted to write to say I will ever forget you you are always in my heart and thoughts. I just wanted to say thank you for being a friend and I hope to see you again one day.

Braz CCSO 516

Donald Braswell
Former Deputy Columbia County Sheriff's Office #516

June 25, 2008

Jeff

stephanie and i think about you often. keep watching over us. we miss you.

jimmy finnell
columbia co. sheriff office

June 4, 2008

Jeff - we buried your body 6 years ago today; how hopeless it would all seem if we did not know that your soul lives on and you are waiting for us to join you one day. I still pray constantly for your buddies - especially your Charlie ones. When all is said and done, I long for you all to be together again. "What a Day That Will Be!" We miss you, but we know that "Heaven's Much Better Than This."

"AJ"

June 3, 2008

Jeff,

I still think alot about the weekend before you were killed when me ,You , Ryan and Cecil went to the river. Sorry I kept jumping off the boat, some jarhead habits are hard to brake. Looking back I'm glad we got to celebrate your birthday early. I drive by your parents house alot and I still miss not seeing your patrol car in the driveway, I think that oil spot's still there! I go see you as often as I can and clean up a little bit. A guy was mowing the other day and when he saw what I was doing he turned his tractor off.He didn't start it again until I left, I thought that was pretty cool. I was going to go talk to him ,but I was working and my eyes were a little red........from the dust.If anyone has ever went to your grave and wondered why there are live .40, .12ga and .223 rounds on top, Those are the one's we would have taken for you to still be here. Sorry that Taser cartridge is empty, that couldn't wait.I've read here where people think your a hero. I think you were a friend and a damn good cop. We'll keep doing what we do and you keep watching our backs. And yes, we'll save you a seat at the Waffle House. See you if I get there.

K.E.
Lake City Police Dept. (Columbia Co ,FL)

May 12, 2008

Jeff,
The guys are in tallahassee to honor you and the other fallen. I miss you and wonder what might have been. Where would you be today. I am sure others have the same thoughts. Thanks for watching over us. When I am enroute to a call and I think to slow down or watch an intersection, I know it is you talking to me. The guys at CCSO get younger and younger. Well maybe I am just getting older. Please watch over them. Whisper in their ear when danger is lurking. They need you as their FTO in the sky. thanks for being the person you were. Thanks for the integrity. I have not seen your dad in awhile. I am sure he is busy. The odd thing is I still see 629 stickers on cars. I am not sure who owns the cars. But people still honor you and your service. Thanks again and I will see you when I get to the other side.

May 5, 2008

Jeff, rest in peace. You are not forgotten. You and your family are in my prayers.

March 17, 2008

Jeff,

I have visited this page many times and many times I have sat speechless in front of the keyboard wanting to write something and not been able to put in to words my feelings. The gift of your friendship is something that I still cherish to this day. I remember how proud I was when my parents told me that you had become a deputy. There is not much that I could say about you that has not already been said or at least thought. You had such a gift to touch peoples lives and that gift still lives on. It is hard to believe that it is approaching 6 years since the time that our Father called you home. Know that you will never be forgotten and that you will always be an inspiration to me.

Craig Singleton, Police Officer
Fairfield Pd, Ohio

February 18, 2008

thinking of you as i do everyday and decided to stop by and say hi.......we will never forget.......

lt spurlock

December 23, 2007

"The Badge"

He starts his shift each day
To respond to calls unknown.
He drives a marked patrol car.
A police officer he is known.

He's paid by the citizens' taxes
To make it safe on the streets.
But he usually has a second job
'Cause a waitress has his salary beat.

Now he doesn't know a holiday
'Cause he works all year round.
And when Thanksgiving and Christmas finally arrive
At his home he cannot be found.

He's cursed and assaulted often,
The one whos blood runs blue.
He seldom ever gets a thanks,
To some he's just a fool.

His friends are always other cops
'Cause people just don't understand
That underneath his badge and gun,
He's just another man.

He knows there might not be a tomorrow
In this world of drugs and crime.
And he gets so mad at the court system
'Cause the crooks don't get any time.

And each day when he leaves for work,
He prays to God above.
Please bring me home after my shift
So I can see the ones I love.

But tonight he stops a speeding car,
He's alone down this ole' highway.
It's just a little traffic infraction.
He does it everyday.

Well, he walks up to the driver's window,
And his badge is shining bright.
He asked the guy for a driver's license,
When a shot rang through the night.

Yes, the bullet hit its mark,
Striking the officer in the chest.
But the Department's budget didn't buy
Each officer a bullet-proof vest.

So he lay on the ground bleeding.
His blood wasn't blue - His blood was red.
And briefly he thought of his loved ones
'Cause in a moment the officer was dead.

In the news they told the story
Of how this officer had died.
And some who listened cared less,
But those who loved him cried.

Well, they buried him in uniform
With his badge pinned on his chest.
He even had his revolver,
He died doing his best.

Written By:
David L. Bell
Sergeant
Richland County Sheriff's Department
Columbia, South Carolina
Used with Special Permission of the Author
Copyright © 1999 - All Rights Reserved
and may not be duplicated without permission

Investigator David L Bell
Richland County Sheriff's Dept., Columbia, SC

December 10, 2007

My sweet brother,
I have really been thinking about you alot lately. There has been a death in our church involving a 22 year old girl who died tragically. She had brothers and sisters also. I can't help but recall and go back to those feelings of pain, hurt, and just WHY? I can honestly say I feel there pain and heartache.

Just today your neice Lauren who is five, and your nephew Jay who is three (whom you did not get to know on this earth) were looking at my wedding pictures. They were naming all the people they knew. When they came to your picture Lauren said that is MY Uncle Jeff. She often sees your pictures and says thats Uncle Jeff and he is with Jesus. Our little Jay reminds me of you so much. He has so much energy and on the go CONSTANTLY.

Your life is still a tremendous blessing. I know God's love is still shown through the celebration of your life. I pray that anybody who does not know Our Precious Lord and Savior will seek Him.

I miss you soooooo much!! I know you hated me calling you My baby, and Rudy but you always wiil be to me. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. I LOVE YOU!!!

"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." 2 Cor. 12:9

Nan (Davis) Lavender
Sister

November 15, 2007

rest in peace.god speed

Officer D.L. DAVIS #6049
Jacksonville Sheriff's Office

August 30, 2007

Jeff,
I can't belive its been 5 years. I think of you often. I was looking at our Academy class picture the other day and I still can't belive you are gone. I made Detective in January, so I keep the picture on my desk. I am currently attending a class at the JSO academy to become an academy instructor. It's going well. I hope to teach cadets and to tell them of your sacrafice. Thank You so much for everything. I will see you soon. Detective Jon Hepler

Detective Jon Hepler
FBPD

July 24, 2007

Jeff, It doesn't seem like it has been this long. I think about you often and go sit on the bench alot and reflect on everything. A lot has happened in my life since that day and just now things are starting to look like they kinda used to. You are missed alot. I used to come to talk about things and get your perspective and you were always right there. I miss those times and I should have listened more back then. I has taken me five years to finally get up the nerve to come to this page and write, althogh I've sat on the bench and talked to you for hours and I know that you were listening. If I never said it thanks for everything. Keep watching out for me and the others,and know that you are in my thoughts every day.

Sgt
Columbia County Sheriff's Office

July 18, 2007