Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Good morning, Shug. It's the first day of 2012 and the loneliness to see you never goes away. Sometimes when my memories overtake me, it seems like just yesterday that Dad and I were sitting with you and Cathy in your living room laughing and talking about what you wanted for Christmas. I've relived that day thousands of time trying to remember every word spoken between us. I'll never forget my last hug, the last "I love you, too, Mom and I'm always careful", what you wore and your happiness as you were to begin your last week with Al. You walked out the door and out of our physical lives. The next morning, you were in the arms of Jesus. I love to see you in my dreams. Please visit me more often. You're always in my heart...... Mom

Jean Hill
Mom

January 1, 2012

It warms my heart listening to others remember you. They never let me forget what your life meant to them. They have kept to their word when they told us they would never forget. You are still loved and missed by so many.

C

December 18, 2011

I remember that day. I will never forget when the call went out, T.J. Carr and I was attempting to serve a warrant on a man in the area.
It is like you remember where you were and how you felt the day that President Kennedy was shot. There are events, such as this that stay with you forever.
Wishing the best for the family that was left behind, especially durin this time of year. Sadly, he will not be here to watch his children open presents and witness the joy.
I for one will never forget that day.

Neil Hines, Detective
Harris County Sheriff Office

December 13, 2011

Thinking of you and your family today. Anniversary days are so tough but then every day without our beloved is difficult.
You were cherished in life and are still cherished by each person that loves and misses you.

I am privileged to know your parents through COPS and their work with other families is a wonderful tribute to you.

Phyllis Loya
mother of fallen officer Larry Lasater, PPD, eow 4/24/05

December 4, 2011

Good morning Shug - I can't believe it's been 11 years today that your life was so swiftly taken away. You left us with so many sweet memories and sometimes it seems like just yesterday that we last sat down with you and Cathy and had that cup of coffee and piece of apple pie. Dad and I just got back from "The Site" where you spent your last minutes on earth. Al, Tom and Jimmy were already there. We all send our love and would give anything if you were here with us. Dad and I would give up everything we have if we could have you back with us but, we know that's not going to happen, so until we see you again, know that you're loved as much today as yesterday and missed more than you'll ever know. Your grandson is absolutely adorable and I told Dad last night that if you were here with us, you would be having the time of your life with him. I fell in love with you the first time they laid you in my arms and that love continues to grow. I miss your hugs. Always.............. Mom

Jean Hill
Surviving Mom
Harris County (TX) Deputy Sheriff Barry Hill
EOW 12/4/2000

December 4, 2011

Rest in peace Deputy Hill. You're not forgotten.

Greater Houston C.O.P.S.

December 4, 2011

Good morning, Shug. I'm just sitting here drinking my first cup of coffee and thinking about you. Wishing the phone would ring and it would be you telling me that you're coming over to have a cup with Dad and me. Life's not the same for us anymore, Son. Parents aren't supposed to bury their children and the day we buried you, a part of us was buried too. People who have never lost children have no clue and this is a pain that I would never wish on them. They say "but you have other children" and we do and we love them so very much and have become paranoid about them and their safety. We live on our memories. You would be so very proud of your girls and that grandson would have you wrapped around every precious finger and toe. It pains me so much to know that he will never know you. I love you so much and you are missed by all............ Mom

Jean Hill, Mom

September 21, 2011

49! Goodness how did time go so fast that today is the anniversary of your birth?
We have stepped in to another chapter of life. When you and I left Lacy in Oklahoma, it was tough. Leaving Whitney yesterday left part of my heart. Baby, she is still so much like you. She has your goofy sense of humor and your gentle soul. I can almost see your grin and look of pride at what our kids and now grand baby are accomplishing. You instilled such goodness in both of them. They are walking in truth and in favor with our Lord. Thank you for loving us enough to make us who we are today. I love you and will miss you until we join you in eternity.
C

Cathy Hill
surviving spouse

August 21, 2011

I come to the ODMP to read and leave reflections for our Heros
who have made the ultimate sacrifice. I have read all 11 pages
of Deputy Hills reflections and have been amazed at the Love
and courage displayed by his wife and family.
Cathy I worked at HCSO long before Barrys time but still
consider him my brother I'm sure he is beaming with pride
at your strength, your love and dedication for him. Barry was
very fortunate to have such a loving wife. My prayers to you
and your family.
May our God continue to Bless and guide your way with
Peace and Comfort . Rest in Peace Deputy Barrett Hill
you will not be forgotten

R.Eberhart Partner and Friend to
Royce Anderson HCSO, Tx EOW 10/26/81

July 26, 2011

We are entering a new chapter in our lives and it is another reality that you are not here and missed so very much. As Whit graduated and is preparing for her college life, I see in her the agony of you not being here to watch her go through this. As much as my heart knows your eternity is sealed in Heaven, my heart aches for you to be here with us. There are so many new things happening and I know that your presence in our lives for those years has been part of how all is turning out to be so sweet. I see you so much in our children and now in our precious grandson. I am thankful for every little reminder of you.
We are still waiting to hear if the evil will get a new trial. We have waited longer this time than last and it is weighing heavy on my heart. I am struggling to not fear. We have waited so long for this to come to an end and it just won't stop.
Bear, I love you still with every breath and you are missed with every blink.

Cathy Hill, Surviving Spouse
Surviving Spouse

June 28, 2011

Hey Shug - Another Mother's Day spent without you calling and wishing me a Happy Mother's Day. We sure do miss you. You're always, always in our thoughts - thank you for 38 years of beautiful sweet memories. By the way, your grandson is absolutely adorable - wish you were here to get to know him. You would be wrapped around every little finger and every little toe - he is soooo precious. Love you always and forever...........Mom

Jean Hill
Mom

May 8, 2011

Should have been 29 years together today. Love you Bear.

Cathy
spouse

December 26, 2010

It 's Christmas day, 2010. I remember many Christmas Day's with Barry, sharing our new toys and playing all day together.

From a young age, Barry knew the true meaning of Christmas.

On this special day, we pray for the peace and solace that only God can give.

Mike Hopfe
Childhood friend

December 25, 2010

Hi Shug - it's been ten years today - ten long years. We love you and miss you so much.

Jean Hill, Mom

December 4, 2010

I have thought all morning about our last day together and on the eve of the anniversary of your death I find that I am so incredibly sad. I know it is selfish but I miss you so much. I love you Bear and the years has not changed that. C

Anonymous

December 3, 2010

Althoungh I worked a different watch than Barry, I often ran into him at shift change. Barry was blessed with a natural "can do" attitude and a swerving sense of humor that always made us laugh...(he did a great Elvis impersonation). We have come to appreciate Barry even more since he was taken from us because it turns out his wife has the same "never give up" attitude he had. Peace officers everywhere have been helped more than they will ever know by Barry's wife, an unbelievably strong and courageous lady. Thank you for your service Barry and family...

Sergeant Randy Rush
Harris County Sheriff / fellow patrolman

October 28, 2010

Missing you today. Have had you on my heart all day. Thank you for loving me inspite of me. I love you forever.

Cathy Hill
Surviving Spouse

October 3, 2010

Happy Birthday Bear. I am looking forward to spending a few days in Utah. I know you loved it there. We have such happy memories of our life there. I just wish you were here to enjoy this trip with me. Love you and as always miss you with every breath.
C

Anonymous

August 21, 2010

Hi Shug - am missing you today - but so thankful for the sweet memories. I love you always...... Mom

Jean Hill
Mom

July 31, 2010

~I still miss you everyday~

Kristen
cousin

July 12, 2010

Barry, Andy (my brother) and I were the coolest nerds at Catalina Square. If we weren't riding our bikes we were probably holding up a make-shift sail for our skateboard in the middle of a tornado warning or right before a hurricane (flying uncontrollably at 30 mph).

I just sent a longer email to Cathy about some of our other escapades. All I can say, Barry, is that you have to be a heck of a guy for me to consider you to be about the best friend I ever had, even after you broke my nose, blackened both eyes and gave me two fat lips (all at the same time). Again, you will have to ask Cathy for the details.

In my thoughts,

Cliff Richmond

Cliff Richmond
Bestest Friend 1974-1977

May 5, 2010

Its been several years since I've visited the site. Life has changed so much in a short amount of time. You would be a proud grandpa now! He's a great kid...already full of personality, alert, and just plain funny sometimes (even at 10 weeks old!) He's a grinning machine and unfortunately, has your hairline... :) We miss you just as much today as we did almost 10 years ago, and big life-changing moments like this make it all the more pronounced. Connor will learn all about you, not necessarily how you died, but how you lived. What a great example you gave Whitney and I. Love you.

Lacy
Oldest daughter

April 30, 2010

We have a beautiful grandson, Connor Zane. He is the most incredible little guy and Lacy was so strong through it all. You would have been so proud of Joe too. He never left her side encouraging her and the emotions in that room were amazing! Bear, he is perfect. He is our little jellybean.

Cathy
Spouse

February 17, 2010

We were in training together. I have never been especially popular in our agency but he was very nice to me. He made me feel loved and respected. He was smart, funny and kind. I remember the hand to hand training we did during handcuffing drills during FTO. We joked and laughed just before this incident. Barry, I love you. I know you watch over your family here on Earth. Please do the same for me. I have won many battles on the streets and your memory keeps me safe. See you on the other side, and tell Jesus and my other family members up there I love them very much! John.

Deputy John Garcia

January 5, 2010

Bear,
The day we honor you was filled with so much warmth and hugs that I felt they came directly from your arms. The sweet faces that came through the house yesterday on "your day" made our hearts smile. It is just another reminder of how much you are respected and loved by so many not just your family. We all love you and miss you with every breath we take.

Cathy

December 5, 2009