Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Dylon-
Your picture in the 77th Division hallway brings me right back to the day of Brian's funeral. I was standing in a sea of blue in front of you. You were such a shining example of your Father's strength and pride. It was astonishing.

I wish I could put a hand on your shoulder and take some of the pain away. You are in our hearts and prayers. We are your brothers and sisters in blue. Rely on our strength when you have a bad day.

PII Por Vida
LAPD 77th

September 9, 2006

WOKE UP TO THE SIGHT OF LIGHT ON MY SHADES I HAD A FEELING THAT SOMETHING WAS BAD WAITED IN SILENCE APRIL WALKED IN AND TOLD ME TO COME OUT TO THE LIVING ROOM GOT DRESSED WENT OUT SAW THEM SAT DOWN NOT KNOWING WHAT WAS GOING ON I WAITED THEY SAID THAT HE WAS DEAD I COLLAPSED CRIED SAD ANGRY NOT KNOWING IF IT WAS TRUE HELD CLOSE TO MY PARENTS COMFORTING YET UNBELIEVING RAKING MY MIND FOR ANSWERS FOUND NONE IN THE DARKNESS IN MY MIND I CRY WONDERING WHY IT WAS HAPPENING TO ME HIS PROMISE BROKEN AND WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN GRUDGES HELD ONLY HURT THE ONES AROUND ME AFTER THESE THOUGHTS I CAME BACK TO THE LIVING ROOM FROM MY THOUGHTS I WAS STILL CUDDLING WITH MY PARENTS AND FEELING THEIR WARMTH ON MY SKIN YET I STILL FEEL COLD ALL OVER FROM THE SHOCK WE WALK TO THE CAR I CLIMB IN NO ONE IS CONCERNED ON THE STREETS EVERYTHING LOOKS AS IF THEY WERE FINE EXCEPT ME AND MY FAMILY OUTSIDE THE CAR ON THE STREETS NO ONE LOOKS CONCERNED INSIDE I AM ALL MESSED UP LOOKING FOR SOME ANSWERS THAT I DON'T HAVE I GET OUT OF THE CAR WALK INTO THE HOSPITAL PARENTS CHECKED INTO THE FRONT OFFICE THEY LEAD US TO THE BACK ROOM YET I AM STILL CRAPPY I SEE HIM LYING THERE NO MOTION JUST STILLNESS I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON THEY LET ME INTO THE ROOM I WALK NEXT TO THE BED CONFUSED NOT ABLE TO BELIEVE WHAT IS BEFORE ME I TOUCH HIS HAND IT IS COLD I SEE HIS PALE FACE IT DOESN'T HAVE THAT TAN MEXICAN TINT ANYMORE JUST AS PALE AS DEATH ITSELF NO LIFE IN THE BODY ANYMORE I NOTICE A CLOTH OVER HIS FORHEAD NOT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS FOR I WANTED TO LOOK UNDER IT BUT WAS NOT ALLOWED THE DOCTORS HAD ME LEAVE THE ROOM THEY SHOWED MY PARENTS THE HEAD WOUND I WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT IT LOOKED LIKE I ALWAYS FEEL THAT IT WOULD HAVE MADE ME MORE AT PEACE WITH HIM I SIT IN NATES LAP CRYING BECAUSE I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT IS HAPPENING I SIT THERE WONDERING NOT FIND THE ANSWERS I WANT WHY DADDY WHY DID THEY TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME I CAN NEVER HEAR HIS VOICE AGAIN NEAR FEEL THE WARMTH OF HIS SKIN NEVER CUDDLE WITH HIM OR HUG HIM AGAIN NEVER GET TUCKED IN BY HIM AGAIN I SIT AND CRY MY PARENTS COME OUT AND I SIT IN THEIR LAPS I CRY WITH THEM NOT KNOWING WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO MY FAMILY I SIT THERE IN TOTAL SHOCK WHY MY DADDY WHY HIM WHY NOT ANYONE ELSE THAT IS NOT IN MY FAMILY OR IS MY FRIEND WE WENT HOME AND I COULD NOT GO TO SLEEP I SAT THERE CRYING TO MYSELF I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP THE NEXT MORNING I GOT UP HOPING THAT IT WAS ALL A DREAM ONLY TO B, PROVEN WRONG MY FAMILY WAS BROKEN APART FOR A WHILE BUT I WAS GROWING CLOSER TO MY PARENTS I YELL WITH DENIAL AS I SEE HIS FACE COME UP ON THE NEWS THE MENTION HIS NAME AND THAT HE HAD DIED IN THE LINE OF DUTY I WILL MISS HIM BUT WILL NOT DWELL ON IT HE WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART AT THE FUNERAL I CRIED MY EYES OUT NOT BELIEVING WHAT WAS HAPPENING I NEVER COULD TAKE MY EYES OFF THE CASKET THE BLANK STARE OF MY FATHERS FACE HIS MILITARY UNIFORM SHINING HIS HAT OVER HIS FOREHEAD TO COVER THE WOUND I TELL HIM THAT I LOVE HIM AND THEN I WATCH THEM DO THE CEREMONIES TO BURY HIM AND THEN SAY MY GOODBYES NEVER TO SEE HIM AGAIN I LOVE FOREVER

FINISHED 8/12/06
BY DYLON BROWN

No Rank Dylon T. Brown
Only son of Brian

August 24, 2006

My true last name is BROWN. I am a Marine. I am a single Dad. I have NOT taken my children to a cop's funeral since we attended Brian's funeral. The coincidences were just too much.......RIP Bro Semper Fi, M. B. P.

Maj M. B. Parlor
USMC / LAPD

August 14, 2006

I am very appreciative to this site and many others like it, who pay tribute to our fallen brothers and sisters.

FOR BRIAN,
As leaders in our class and because we were both marines, there seemed to be an instant connection between us. Brian always had such a confidence about him, there was nothing to difficult and he always had the answer! We joked about it in the academy, but as time went on we all realized how special he really was. My family and I were privileged to have him and his son Dylon stay with us. To this day we stay in touch with Dennis April and Dylon and always will!
I remember when we were both working in pacific, it was constant competition and messing with each other. The night of his death we were coming back from the hollywood parade, where we were working gang suppression. During the drive back I heard the help call come out. I kicked it in to high gear and flew through the city trying to get back to the division. As we rolled into the division the second suspect passed in front of me. I was driving and three of my fellow CRASH officers were riding shotgun. We chased the second suspect into LAX and shot him. I didnt know at the time how significant that was, me being involved. Until I heard what happened to Brian later on that evening. It was a long tough night for me and my family.
When I got home and asked my wife how we should tell the kids she said I have to tell you something first. Tommy (my son who was the same age as Dylon) came to me this morning and said "Mom I had a weird dream last night". "I was in a field with Brian playing catch".
My wife said "Brian who"?
Tommy answered "Brian Brown. But it was weird he did'nt look the same...he had a mustache". (Tommy didnt know it, but brian had just started growing his mustache)
Then after a while, a golden train passed by and Brian looked at it and said "I gotta go Tommy, I'll see you later".
"And that was it mom, it was weird but I had such peace about it".
Later we told the kids what had happened and my son understood the significance of his dream. We all prayed and thanked God for his hand on Brian that night. As a christian family we spent a lot of time talking to Brian and Dylon about God. And Brian had gone to church as a kid as well. And as always God was faithfull!
We miss Dylon and even offered to adopt him, but he is with family and that is important. We will continue to be a part of his life as he grows and help in anyway possible. He is a bright young man, strong and resilient (Just like his DAD).
I understand what it means to be in war (after returning from IRAQ), I reflected on what Brian had done...what a stud! I will always remember my friend, classmate and Marine confidant............I miss him.
I placed a reminder on the walls of 77th division while I was there and I know there is one at pacific. But more importantly, his memory is written on the hearts of all who knew him.
GOD BLESS..............................TOMMY

Trainng Officer Thomas Cleary
LAPD, Marine Corps & Friend (SEMPER FI)

June 11, 2006

I miss you and still think about you. I'll never forget

June 1, 2006

Brian, it is going on eight years since your tragic death. Everytime I walk into Pacific Division I see your son's photograph and read his letters. You would be so proud of him. Continue to watch over us and keep all your brothers and sisters in blue safe.

I will continue to pray for your son.

Police Officer
Los Angeles Police Dept

May 21, 2006

Brian and family, My wife and I were laughing about the time we spent with you during the class of 9-95. Thinking of you made us happy and reminded us of good times. I will always tell your story. Thank-you for all you did.
Sergeant Tim Colomey 9/95

Sergeant Tim Colomey
LAPD

January 23, 2006

Brother Brown,

May the road rise up to meet you,
May the wind be always at your back,
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
And the rains fall soft upon your fields,
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of His hand.

Respectfully,
You’re Brothers in Blue

Untouchables LE Motorcycle Club

December 25, 2005

In your memory we are still standing tall. To the family and friends, be encouraged.

Detective Hubbard
LAPD

December 20, 2005

Today marks the 7th anniversary of Brian's death, but I remember it like it was yesterday. Without leaving a long drawn out story, let me just say that I've been wearing a memorial band in his honor since his death. He will never be forgotten and his willingness to help others, including myself, spoke volumes about his character. To his family...I will continue to tell Brian's story in hopes that others will learn to appreciate their own lives and realize that tomorrow is never guaranteed. 9-95, Ooh-Rah!

Sergeant Adam N. Broderick
Los Angeles Police Department

November 29, 2005

Brian, Who knew when we were going through all that "Academy craziness" you would be taken from us so soon? No matter how much our instructors drilled it into us, we never thought it would happen to our class. Losing you made us all more aware of caring for each other and cherishing each day we are given. I am proud to have been your classmate.

Police Officer III Carol Davis
LAPD

November 24, 2005

Brian,
Your sacrifice will never be forgotten. It's hard to believe it has been almost seven years since your final EOW. It was an honor to have been your classmate. Honor, Pride, Will to Survive! 9-95 hoorah!

Sergeant Chris O'Donnell
Los Angeles Police Department

November 18, 2005

IF I KNEW

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

October 1, 2005

Brian,
Its hard to even write here! You must know how missed you are and how much eveyone who knew you thinks about! So many people loved you. You gave your life for what you believed! I wish I could write more. I was just talking about you and it made me come here to this site. You were a great Marine and a great Police Officer. You are missed. Watch over me Brian. You are missed out here. We carry the torch for you now!

Semper Fi,
Curtis

Curtis Brown

October 1, 2005

Brian we only worked together one night in Van Nuys but we got in one hell of a caper...I remember how impressed I was, being a P1 and seeing you doing your thing...you really made me want to be a better cop. I'll always remember you...

Ex LAPD, now Santa Ana PD

April 24, 2005

I salute you for your service and honor you for your sacrifice.

April 12, 2005

"Blessed are the peace-makers, for they shall be called sons of God" (Matt 5:9)
Semper Fi Brian.

Fellow officer and Marine
OCSD

November 25, 2004

Rest easy blue angel. Your tour is done, but ours will still continue, your ultimate sacrifice will always be remembered from anyone who put on the tin.

Patrolman Christopher Cornelius
Hubbardston Police Department,MA

March 4, 2004

IT'S BEEN AWHILE NOW BRIAN, BUT I STILL THINK ABOUT YOU AND WHAT AN IMPACT YOU MADE ON MY LIFE. I CANT STOP TALKING ABOUT HOW MUCH OF A GREAT COP YOU ARE, AND ONE HELL OF A OUTSTANDING MARINE. YOU ARE APART OF THE MARINE FAMILY, AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE. WE ALL MISS YOU VERY MUCH. JUSTICE WILL PREVAIL. MAY YOU REST IN PEACE, AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. ONE DAY I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU AGAIN. BYE FOR NOW BRAIN.

SEMPER FI,
CPL. ANTHONY A. OLIVER
UNITED STATES MARINE CORPS.

Cpl. Anthony A. Oliver
United States Marine Corps

November 20, 2003

brian,
we will always remember you

dispatcher
culver city police

Brian,

Fellow marine and friend. I miss you and always will remeber the good times we had in the Corp. You came and visited me in the hospital in mogidushi when I was sick. I will never forget that. We stood by each thru thick and thin. As,I Prepare to go out on duty today I feel your steps as you watch over me and others. We both got out of the Corp and went into law enforcement. You in california and me in texas. We talked over the phone and I wish it could have been in person. I miss you. I want to thank you for being a good friend and giving the ultimate contribution for our line of business. You were always gung ho!

Sempher Fi Marine,

James C Gonzales
Tx  DPS-Highway patrol

I heard of your death and as with all I had to reflect on the why. There must be a reason for this. Maybe others will be safer now or your beautiful son will follow in your footsteps and become a police officer. You made the ultimate sacrifice, rest in peace and watch over us. When my time is up we can meet and talk about LAPD and what it is like working there.

Deputy Dan Riggs
Leon county Sheriff's Office,Fl.

Semper Fi Brian and God Bless.

A Fellow Officer
OCSD

I remember the day Officer Brown was killed. I received a phone call from my mother telling me about the incident. She was very nervous and scared. The shooting had taken place around the corner from where she lives. She heard the shots and almost immediately following them , she heard Officer Brown and his partner in pursuit. She felt gratefull and relieved that the Los Angeles Police were there right away. I guess I just wanted to say thank you for being in my moms neighborhood that day, and protecting her and her neighbors. You will not be forgotten by those in BLUE or by my mom , who still lives there. Thanks again Officer Brown and to all those warriors in Pacific Division... Stay Safe.

Tom Alexander
Santa Monica Police- Retired

Thank you for all that you have done Brian. For both the Marine Corps and the LAPD. You are truly a hero. But dont you worry, justice will prevail. You will always be apart of the Marine Corps family. You set the example of what a MARINE truly is. GOd bless you and your family.

Semper Fidelis,
United States Marine Corps.

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