Dallas County Sheriff's Department, Texas
End of Watch Saturday, August 5, 1995
Reflections for Deputy James Robert Allman
Hi Uncle James,
It's been a while since I talked to you last. Quite a bit has changed, I am now 17 and a junior at Northwest, I am a Certified Nurse Assistant (CNA), I am going to PROM this year. I am pretty excited about that. You would be proud of my mom, she is in Nursing School, and doing very well. We all miss you very much, and wish you were here with us every day. We wish you were here out of selfishness, because we know you are in a much better place, than we are. I think in a way we are jealous of you, because are with God and we're still here. But that's ok, we'll get over it. I better go, so I can lean the dishes before mom gets home. I love you, miss you, and can;t wait 'til I get to see you again.
Lauren Allman
Niece
March 16, 2008
dear,uncle james.
so how is it in heaven i could only imagine what its like up there.well high school is so much like people say it is.i feel like there is just so much missing in our fam now maby its because mat never come over very much any more,or maby something else i dont really know any more.man i cant wait till i get to see you man that will be the day wont it. the best day will be when we are all up there with you.im 15 now i have a gurl friend shas so cute i wish you could see her shes awsome.
well what am i talking about you can see all of the earth.
Nathaniel,allman
nephew
February 19, 2008
"The Badge"
He starts his shift each day
To respond to calls unknown.
He drives a marked patrol car.
A police officer he is known.
He's paid by the citizens' taxes
To make it safe on the streets.
But he usually has a second job
'Cause a waitress has his salary beat.
Now he doesn't know a holiday
'Cause he works all year round.
And when Thanksgiving and Christmas finally arrive
At his home he cannot be found.
He's cursed and assaulted often,
The one whos blood runs blue.
He seldom ever gets a thanks,
To some he's just a fool.
His friends are always other cops
'Cause people just don't understand
That underneath his badge and gun,
He's just another man.
He knows there might not be a tomorrow
In this world of drugs and crime.
And he gets so mad at the court system
'Cause the crooks don't get any time.
And each day when he leaves for work,
He prays to God above.
Please bring me home after my shift
So I can see the ones I love.
But tonight he stops a speeding car,
He's alone down this ole' highway.
It's just a little traffic infraction.
He does it everyday.
Well, he walks up to the driver's window,
And his badge is shining bright.
He asked the guy for a driver's license,
When a shot rang through the night.
Yes, the bullet hit its mark,
Striking the officer in the chest.
But the Department's budget didn't buy
Each officer a bullet-proof vest.
So he lay on the ground bleeding.
His blood wasn't blue - His blood was red.
And briefly he thought of his loved ones
'Cause in a moment the officer was dead.
In the news they told the story
Of how this officer had died.
And some who listened cared less,
But those who loved him cried.
Well, they buried him in uniform
With his badge pinned on his chest.
He even had his revolver,
He died doing his best.
Written By:
David L. Bell
Sergeant
Richland County Sheriff's Department
Columbia, South Carolina
Used with Special Permission of the Author
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and may not be duplicated without permission
Investigator David L Bell
Richland County Sheriff's Dept., Columbia, SC
February 5, 2008
hey uncle james,
ive only got 2 days until my b day i cant wait.
dad said i dont have to go to school. since he works nights he is going to get a couple of ours of sleep and then me and him are going to hang out for a while since we never get to do that.grandpa tells me so many stories of you in a way i feel that im like you in a lot of ways, like how i like to fight and i hear you liked ti also.
im in JROTC at school i like it but im not a rank becuase my math is just to hard,i cant seem to pass it. dad is harpping on me but some times he just doesnt seem to know how hard im trying well g2g
<3always
nathaniel
Nate
nephew
December 10, 2007
hey uncle james how is heaven,is just like it says in the bible,i hope so well im turning 15 this dec12 of 2007.well i just wanted you to know that i love you.im shore you know that when me and alexandria used to write you letters but i havent done that in a long time.well since lauren lives with mom i dont get to see her very often and its starting to get to me after the 4th yr of her living with her.the only thing i wish i hadnt done is to start slacking in school cause i have not been doing good lately so ive got syep up and be responsible and i know i can, well about me and dad we have not been bonding like we used to but that will prbably never change just cause weve gronwn so far apart.oh yaeh i have desided to go to the military,i want to go to the marines but mom does not want me to so i told her that i wuold look at all branches and start looking at my options well love you say hi to popa for me.
well g2g
<3 always
nate.
p.s. i wont ever forget about you.see in heaven.
Nathaniel Allman
nephew
November 19, 2007
hey,uncle james,
i miss you so much im 14 yrs old now so its been about 12 or 13 yrs since you have died.i will turn 15 in about 3 weeks im so happy i that there is only one more yr that stands in my way of getting my licinse.when i was around a little kid i use to write you letters and wuold hide them in my closet.i have also made the desition to go into the military i want to go to marines but mom does not want me to so i desided to look at all of my options first just to make her happy.i still live with dad so its been really hard on me since i dont see lauren very much any more i wish we could work things out to were ilive with her agian.ive got to start getting my grades up ive had to go to summer school 2 yrs in a role every one is starting to duoght on me i think and lately i feel like im always the one to get on to me and dad dont have as googd as a bond as we used to but i know that will never happen agian.we just dont have connection any more well g2g
<3 always
nate.
Nathaniel Allman
nephew
November 19, 2007
Though I did not know you, I've heard your father speak so many kind words about you. I spoke with him Sunday, told him that I look up to you, and admire you. You're a Hero to me and many others. When I'm in school, or working out, I feel your presence watching over me, guiding me to be the best that I can be. And I know, that when I'm sworn in, you'll still be there. You're my hero, and I thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for everything you have done, and everything you will do in our lives.
With Love,
Mark A. Russell
Mark Russell
Future LEO, Family Friend
August 6, 2007
My thoughts are with your loved ones on the anniversary of your EOW. Continue to keep watch over them and those still out on patrol. You are a true hero.
Bob Gordon
Father of Michael P. Gordon, EOW: 8/8/04
August 5, 2007
Hey James, I met your mom and dad tonight, and your two sons were there too. They are great folks. While I was there, Tina called. It was almost like it was meant to be that everyone was there. I really couldn't believe it when your dad said it had been 12 years since you passed. Keep us in you watch. Ralph
Ralph D. Libone L.P.
Dallas Co. Fire Rescue
July 2, 2007
Hey, James I just wanted to let you know that Amy and I were finally able to go to National Police Week thanks to our F.O.P. chapter. They took it upon themselves to send us there. I am so grateful to them for that. It was a very humbling experience. So many people living with the same wound in one location, yet at the same time so much honor and pride. That is the best way I can describe it. I also found out what the meaning of the brotherhood really feels like. There is not a better feeling than when your among other officers from different parts of the country and treat you as if they have known you all your life, and as if you were as important as their blood brother. I will never forget it, and I hope to be able to go every year from now on. You would be proud. I better go for now, but I love you brother and I know you are always wathcing over me with Jesus. Love Tim
Deputy Timothy Allman
Brother / Dallas County Sheriff's Department
May 18, 2007
Well brother I made it through the academy and assigned to the traffic division. However, I recently broke my foot like an idiot, so I am on light duty for the time being. Several people have asked me how Mom and Dad feel about me being a Deputy and if they are disappointed or scared. I've told them that they are a little afraid as any parent is when their son or daughter goes into this line of work. They are also very proud of me and support me in what I am doing all the way. I do get down sometimes though. Because you are not here giving me pointers and a hard time as I know you would. But in my heart I carry your memory, so that helps to keep me safe out here. I love you brother and miss you,till we meet again.
Tim
Deputy Timothy M. Allman
Dallas County Sheriff's Department / Brother
March 21, 2007
hi uncle james! it's been about 12 years now since you've gone. we all still love you very much and can't wait to see again. when you left i was so young i didnt really understand what happened. but now i do. i am 16 years old and will be getting my license next wednesday, the 31 of january. i live with mom now and have been living with her for the past 3 years now. nathan is doing good. he reminds more and more of dad everyday. i pray for you, aunt tina, and the boys all the time. i know you're in a much better place now, but i still pray for you. you have always been an inspiration to me, and you will contiue to be. i love you, and cannot wait to see you again.
love always,
lauren allman
lauren allman
January 26, 2007
James: Your brother Timothy graduates from the Sheriff's academy on January 11th. Your mother an I are extremely proud of his service and his views toward his future as a deputy. I know you'll be standing in the gap with God for him as he does his job.
As we did with you, we will have a parent's anxiety for him. But as with you, we will entrust his life to God. You would really be proud of him. He writes songs about you and our family as well as Christian songs for church. He sings solo at church and plays the guitar and drums.
Mom and I are fine and will join you at Jesus when He wills it.
Chaplain George Allman
Father
January 5, 2007
Many of us think often of you James and we are better because of knowing you.
Sr. Sgt. S. W. Jones
Dallas S.O.
August 5, 2006
James, you always impressed me as a polite, hard working officer that had a great sense of humor. I ran into Tina and the boys once, at a Target store snack bar prior to your "End Of Watch". Seeing the simple joys of a loving family will never be forgotten. May God Bless us all as we continue to live out our lives. Your memory will not be forgotten.
Sr Sgt Darrell E. Watson #241
Dallas SO
July 17, 2006
Deputy Allman,
Your brother (Timothy) was one of my partners at North Tower. He talked about the fun times you, and he had as kids and as men. James, thank you for your years of service, you will never be forgotten. Rest in Peace brother in blue, we will take it from here.....
Officer Tyler Owen #727
NLC Police Department
June 20, 2006
Hey Brother,
It's been almost 11 years since you left us and went to be with the Lord, but I wish everyday that I had at least one more day to spend with you. I would spend it riding around in your squad car with you, like I was supposed to. You would be so proud of your boys at how they are turning out. James reminds me so much of you when I look at him or hear his voice, and Matt has that ability to focus on and acheive what he wants just like you. I do worry about Tina, and the fact that she still hasn't dealt with your passing, but I do know that you are watching over her and the boys, and talking to the Lord about them. I'm looking forward to attending the next deputy's academy and I plan on keeping your badge number somewhere on my person at all times during it and after I graduate. I love you and miss you always till we meet again.
SRT/DSO Timothy M. Allman
Dallas County Sheriff's Dept./Brother
May 3, 2006
Deputy Allman,
the lovely poem your Mama left on this page made me cry so hard.As Mothers Day approaches I pray that Our Lord will send her and your wife special blessings.
May 1, 2006
Hay this is james I have ben doing good. I git my licsence next week on the 8th, I now that you are looking down on us, and Mom is doing good and is dealing with granys deth as well as you can expect her to. So gust keep waching over us until we see you agean.
your, son
February 27, 2006
Ten years now and we still put a reath at the cross where you left us. One at the station house dedicated in your name. Flowers at your grave.
Above all, we love you. We have our memories and they comfort us. Mama says hi! She thinks of you in every situation each day.
James II called last night to say that he passed his drivers test and is ready to start driving us around. He and Mattheww are such a great tribute to your love and leadership as a father.
I love you son. See you soon
G D Allman
COPS
September 2, 2005
Rest in peace. May God bless you and your family.
DE
St. Louis City Police
January 13, 2005
James,
Your were that "shining star" at the academy. One of my favorite cadets. You proved yurself over and over to be of the highest standards, always wanting to be the best! Well James, you are the best!
Sr. Sgt. Steven W. Jones
Dallas Sheriff
May 16, 2004
James Allman was a graduate of the Dallas Sheriff's Academy Basic Police Science Class #92. He was a god fearing and dedicated family man who was unfortunately taken from us too early in life. All those who knew him can tell you that he was the kind of person who would do anything for you in a time of need. He has been missed by many including his fellow academy classmate.
Rufino Salas
Dallas County Sheriff's Dept.
January 24, 2004
James you will never be forgotten. I still remeber you just like it was yesterday and I was forever changed by your departure. I wish there was something that I could have done for you that night. I felt helpless. I have gotten to know your father since the accident and I thank you for that. He is a great man.
Thanks Billy Artesi.
Sgt. William Artesi
Mesquite Police
I remember the night like it was yesterday. I remember the civilians voice coming across the radio as I talked to him trying to find you. It was, without a doubt, one of the hardest nights of my life. Not only to see you, but to make notification to your wife and kids that night. I’ll never forget it. It’s been years but I still think of you.
I remember training you. Going by your house because you “forgot something”. I knew it was because you wanted your kids to see you in the squad. I wasn’t dumb. James, just know that after all of these years you still are remembered and respected for who you were. Someone your family could be proud of.
KF
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